thoughts for autistic grlz

just an online diary of a cool freak || 18 || she/they ||

[yw4thevenom]

i pulled up my baggy ass sweatpants by the sides

i heard my cigs snap in my pocket and realized i had gripped right onto them

fuck man

got to my room and i was out of papers

god damnit

i sighed in frustration

i wasnt yet willing to give up

suddenly an old friend of mine, jesus christ, called to me

i opened the front cover to see a note my mom had left long ago

"this bible is ruined-

the only thing to do now

is dispose of it properly.

trash?

no!

that is blasphemy-

landfill is not the place for the Holy Word.

it must be burned."

ah yes, my joint rolling bible from back in the day.

i suppose i was burning it, after all.

apologies to bob from the federated church.

and thus, my creative thinking saved the day again!

proving, as always,

that resilience and perseverance will guide you.

and as long as i have these things,

i will be ok.

[yw4thevenom]

[yw4thevenom]

[zooophagous]

Meta goes to arbitrator to prevent whistleblower from promoting tell-all book

An emergency arbitrator ruled that former Meta staffer Sarah Wynn-Williams is prohibited from promoting memoir of her tenure at the social m

Hey did you know there's a tell all book about the behind the scenes of Meta and the author is forbidden from promoting it?

The good news is however that it's already published and can't be stifled and whoever didn't sign the NDA can promote it as much as they want.

[ralfmaximus]

You mean Careless People, written by Sarah Wynn-Williams?

Available from Macmillan Press?

[yw4thevenom]

guys i wonder who is gonna win this season i hope its jinkx monsoon

[yw4thevenom]

anyways we have elementary school art hanging up in the high school and this third grader drew tiananmen square tank man

"title of art: the cold war

what i love abot my art: i like histre and this is part of histre"

[yw4thevenom]

was feeling good, took off my bra and felt so much better

essentially we should normalize not wesring bras and we should normalize casual use of tailor made corsets which provide more support and comfortability than bras ever will

[yw4thevenom]

had a dream last night about bedrotting and being fucking disgusting. there were mold spores on my water bottle and now im scared to touch it in real life. might just engage in some self destructive behaviors and smoke.

[newagevictorianorphan]

men in mock trial are always ugly asf #CHOPPED

[ladlesnsoup]

help or they're gay

[yw4thevenom]

what if they are ugly and gay

[yw4thevenom]

shoutout to all my lost boys

[theclowncarer]

Quick reminder to everyone before the holiday season that clowns are big commitments! Do NOT get someone a clown as a gift without them knowing about it beforehand. Shelters always see a huge spike in clown dropoffs after the holiday, because people get clowns as gifts and can't take care of them. Please, think before you gift a clown. They have feelings just like you.

[yw4thevenom]

reposting them as valentines day is coming up to remind everybody that plush clowns are one of the most neglected and unproperly cared for breeds!!

also make sure to report gift shops and general stores keeping clowns on shelves for "holiday gifts" this is so inhumane! they are meant to be frolicking not packed together like products!

[sluttylittlewaste]

Can someone with a TikTok account make a video for me? We need to get across the fact that within the group of people that voted for Trump there are two categories: 1) Gung-ho MAGA people who ARE White Supremacists and who ARE pro-ethnic cleansing and who DO legitimately hate all queer people and who DO believe the Palestinian people should be blown off the map

2) Poor (largely white) people living in abject poverty who only voted for him because he was the ONLY candidate that bothered to offer them something. They voted for him because he bothered to come to their rural town and meet people, and shake hands, and make fries, and lied through his teeth saying he'd "Revive the middle-class" through "Tax cuts and tariffs" . You know, the Republican candidate playbook. The shit that got Reagan elected (aka, the guy known for nuking the middle class by giving tax cuts to the wealthy and killing all of the social services that had been helping people to have expendable income) A lot of Republicans vote red out of habit. A lot of republicans are not chronically online, and didn't know that they needed to fact check everything that comes out of the mouth of a Presidential Candidate. The neither know nor care about Israel or Palestine or Trans people, they are worried about their jobs and their lives and their kids. A lot of people vote red because the Democratic party is so. obsessed. with getting the ultra-leftist vote that they forget to acknowledge one of the largest and most influential voter groups in the country.

Feel how you feel about it. But stop bullying 55 year-old Bobby from Texas who has only ever used Facebook and watches Channel5 for all her news for believing that the guy running for President wouldn't lie to her face. If we want to solve the "class war" issue, we need to start by acknowledging that not every Republican is a fucking Nazi or Fascist, most of them just want their bills to go down and are being conned by a professional con-artist. P.S. I'll willing to bet that a third of the people that voted for Donald Trump have no idea who the fuck Elon Musk is, let alone the CEO of Google

[yw4thevenom]

fucking this.

and for those of you wondering, number 2 makes up a lot more of the trump voters than number 1. the magats are the very loud minority.

so much of our voting population are poor, uninformed, and just want to see their communities revived, and that is what trump promised. to "make america great again". for those in poverty, that means taking all of the small rural ghost towns, and turning them back to when they were boom towns, when populations were higher, money covered more, and the people were happier. this is especially true for the older demographic. they miss the mom and pop shops, the local farmer markets, the localized economy. they DON'T want the multi-billionaire businesses controlling every corner of the "free" market, but they don't realize that is what they are voting for.

don't hate your grandma for being a trump supporter. hate trump and all of the propoganda in this country for tricking your grandma into believing these lies.

[yw4thevenom]

on a different note....

got back from pmea district band today. placed 6/8 euphoniums, but i hit b flat above the scale (treble cleff) during my audition so i can't be too mad. (it was the one part i got right, i shouldve used my redos)

im so exhausted my mind is in "analyze every sound you hear" mode and its going to give me a headache soon

[yw4thevenom]

being told my whole life that im lucky to live in america, but finding out not long before i turn 18 that im not so lucky to live in america maybe?

but also, people are dying and starving in africa i think, so maybe im just another silly american looking for an issue because my life isnt that bad compared to others.

but my people are also dying and starving. my people cant afford treatments. my people work for a federal minimum wage that hasnt changed since 2009 while our economy has inflated 36%. $7.25 in 2009 (minimum wage) is worth $10.48 in 2025. my family cant afford milk by the end of the month. my parents have a yearly combined income of ~$80k and they are working paycheck to paycheck for our family of six. my community is ravaged by addiction, poverty, and untreated mental illness. kids i used to know have overdosed and died. my neighbors have went homeless and sat on my porch, dirty and dejected. even my local small town government is run by corrupt, money laundering pedophiles who have been here for generations.

i'm sure i'm simply screaming into the void, but with everything going on with our federal administration right now, and all of the talk online and in real life, i'm coming to many realizations about the reality of our country. even in my shut off pocket of rural america, my eyes are being opened to the corruption all around me. i trust no authority.

they divide us and they polarize us and turn us into extremists out of hate for our neighbor because surely they are the one to blame.

don't hate your neighbor. love your neighbor, and hate your common enemy; the people who are making us live this way. we may not know all of their names or all of their faces, but we the people will prevail together.

[yw4thevenom]

me, a 17 year old american who has been on tiktok since it was musical.ly, watching tiktok get banned from fear of chinese propoganda, even though tiktok is blocked on chinese and hong kong networks: makes an account on chinese social media app xiaohongshu because everyone is talking about it replacing tiktok, slightly worried that maybe the chinese government will actually stalk me now, or if thats just the american propoganda in my subconsious

[yw4thevenom]

yesterday i crawled out of my hellspace to join my local dnd campaign to see sonic 3. i shed 1 tear. 10/10 would recommend.

[yw4thevenom]

just a reminder Lee Majdoub, actor of Agent Stone, approves and encourages Stobotnik shipping art and toxic old man yaoi