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[z3phyresfangz]

||| "Let's learn how to draw blood together, yes?"

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Hi hi hi!!! Welcome welcome!! I'm a young fledgeling that is yet to live its first a hundred years!! If any vampire here is older than me I'd like it a lot if you could share stuff from your experiences!~ :3 Humans are also welcome here! You little Sun-Children are really really cute and I loove those cute little quirks you guys have like saying "ow" when you're expecting pain even if you haven't even touched or been touched by anything!!! It's just the cutest to hear that cute little sound and then see someone be all flustered and embarrassed because they weren't actually hurt!! hdjggkkkkkkkkkkk >vwv< Be aware that I am a blood drinker though!!! So I may post stuff that could be unpleasant to read, they'll always be properly tagged for content warnings though!!

You can call me a lot of names!!! I love names, even if they aren't my soul's they're such a nice thing to have!!! Though I prefer it when they are androgynous~~ Thooough, if you don't have any ideas to call me, you can always just use "Zephyrr" orr "Aruna"!! Pronouns!!! I use a lot of pronouns, but this blog's pronouns are specifically it/fang/blood !!~ If you don't like those you can always just, leave!! <3

This blog will contain talks about vampires, flesh, blood and bones, hunting (not animal hunting, blood hunting!), drinking blood, gore (I'm pretty desensitized to that kind of stuff so I'm not sure whether it is or not, better to be safe tho), kink, and non-humanity!! I love attention!!! Send me asks with any stupid thing, a photo of your pet, a text ranting about vampires, a text flirting with me, I don't care!!! I love attention and if you have any questions for me I'm willing to answer them with no biting! Or with biting if you like it~ (＾་།＾) I have a partner~ So real real flirting isn't allowed, only joke flirting or normal flirting! I may even flirt back!~

Do not Interact??? Uuuuuuh, pretty much just any bigoted people or anti profic ?? And also like anti-kink people, I'm super duper kinky and I may or may not end up posting about that!! Anyone with a good-faith identity can also interact!! Oh, I'm also Anti AI, so like, fuck off if you use it (if you have an addiction and are trying to recover you can interact)

||| "May The Moon bless you upon your journeys!"

||| Plain text: "May The Moon bless you upon your journeys!" Credits on Image Descriptors, Image descriptors on each image ALT, except for the last three pics because I couldn't put them (after the credits I'll put each Image Descriptor I couldn't put in the ALT.) Also, credits here too just in case! (The blinkies were found on Pinterest by people that reposted them, so I'm not sure who made them, if you find the creator please tell me who they are!!! :3) Header by @suupersonic Divider by @droideplane

[ Image Description: From left to right. The first image contains on the left side a dark crimson sky with the silhoutte of a tree on the right lower corner, and the silhoutte of a bat flying off the tree. Right nex to the image, an ebony black cross as a divider, and then a plain black image with a crimson red text saying "...Blood is my Food..." The second gif has two frames repeating quickly, the background is plain black and in the middle in big capital letters it contains the lyrics of a My Chemical Romance song, Blood, saying "Blood! Blood! Gallons of the stuff!", the two frames chancing because inside the capital letters there's sparkles to make it look as if the text was glittery, the sparkles change positions every frame. The third image has a black plain background, on the center of it, in capital letters it contains the lyrics of a My Chemical Romance song, Vampires will Never Hurt you, saying "Keep your soul like a secret in your throat" in glittery red letters, some being more glittery than others. End Image Description.]

[z3phyresfangz]

Hi! I suspect that I might be a vampire but I’m unsure. I was hoping you could offer me some guidance?

My intuition has always been heightened since I was a child, my psychic and magical abilities are strong within me. It’s always been awakened since a very young age. My visions and dreams of my spirit companions/animal guides happening to me immediately after a nonhuman or spiritual awakening 11 years ago, sense of detachment from the mundane world, my deep innate connection to nature and animals, etc etc… what confuses me is that I didn’t feel the need to feed until now to maintain all of this as an adult? Is it possible for this to manifest as an adult in her mid twenties?

What I mean is I fed for the first time last year on blood in November. It felt as if something within myself awakened. I felt a “high” from it. This doesn’t happen each time but when it does, it’s such a powerful feeling for myself. I’ve had urges to bite humans/regular people’s neck for the sake of blood.

I also have done some spells to “awaken” or feel my nonhumanity and it’s worked so many times. I’ve felt in sync with this side of me multiple times before. It’s not something that I can put into words. I can tell that it’s different from my wolf side as well.

I’ve had moments where I find humans/regular people as “prey” (or rather, life force), wanting regular people/humans to get away from me, a detachment from regular people, I’ve had instinctual needs for blood but not often, needing to sink my teeth into someone, etc. I basically have felt the instincts and desires of my nonhumanity.

The problem is that I don’t always feel my instincts or nonhuman urges due to living in a town full of people/humans. I also have this internal connection to vampires as well, like the word sounds right to me at times. I also don’t have heightened senses either.

What do you think? Any thoughts? Thanks in advance!

First of all, I feel the need to specify that your identity is yours, others can try and help you figure out what it is, but it's something that is always flowing and normally doesn't fix a normal box. I can try and help you, but you are the one who must reach the answer to the question of you being a vampire or not.

"is it able for this to manifest in an adult in her mid twenties?" Yes, definitely, a lot of the community realized that they identified as other when they were adults, it's okay if you were a "late bloomer"! It's okay if you had it manifest in your mid twenties Stars, it would even be okay if it manifested when you were in your mid seventies! Your identity is still there and valid as any other vampire's! About not always feeling your instincts or urges, it's also okay! You may experience shifts randomly, I do too! I'm always a vampire, but after all, sometimes it's more of a casual thing rather than a "I want to drink someone's blood" thing! And that's fine! I recommend you to search different kinds of blood drinkers in mythology, that might help you, and if no label fits you other than vampire, then use vampire! If two labels fit you, use both! Use none! You don't even need to search for labels! Do what is best for you, if you want to call yourself a vampire, do it! There isn't a criteria to fit, other than "Does it feel better to call yourself a vampire than to not do it?" Personally, from what I read on your ask, I do think it's really likely you are a sanguinarian vampire, I'd recommend to look at the vampire community, and get a home in there for some time. It doesn't need to be permanent, nor does it need to be one that is similar to other vampire's. May you find out your identity!

[z3phyresfangz]

Hi! Questioning sang vampire here.

Did you go through an awakening as a vampire? If so, what was it like?

I find it really funny that you asked me. Out of all sanguinarians vampire, you asked one of the least qualified ones. So, the main event that has let me known that ever since I was a little fledgeling I knew I was a vampire, is that I remember for no reason? Being super duper quiet one day, as a really small kid, and then talking to my sibling, to tell them that I had a secret. That I was vampire. And when my sibling told me to prove it to them, because we were both like. Five years old at max, I, with no hesitation, bit them the hardest I would in a pulse point (which is even more curious thinking about it?? Because I remember having watched it a lot of times that day??? And I'm just now realizing it was a part where you can register a person's pulse ?), I don't remember much after that besides my sibling like. Screaming at the top of their lungs and me probably bruising them. I do remember that it didn't leave blood though... And that I felt super guilty, but whatever Second, are little events that are pretty much hints of either being super obsessed with or being a vampire is that I remember being super happy when my fangs fell off my mouth because!!! I'd have longer!!! fangs!!! And I've always had a super weird fascination with blood, when I was little I still had it even though I felt super guilty about it because! Blood isn't good!! Blood comes from injuries, and injuries hurt! And pain bad! So blood bad too! But even then I'd find me super scared staring at humans bleeding and being like "Scary!!!!!!" "................" "I want to consume that." And sometimes, if they left blood somewhere and I knew no one could see it, I WOULD!!! LICK IT!!! WHICH LIKE??? HUH??? I WAS A KID??? A KID SUPER SCARED OF PAIN AND BLOOD AND SHIT??? AND I WAS LICKING BLOOD OFF THE FLOOR? AND TABLES??? AND ANYWHERE THAT BLOOD COULD BE??? HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUH???

I also had a weird fascination with biting, but that can always be excused with oral fixation, so it's not that much of a give away. Unless you count that most of the times I bit into something I was like "Sighhhhh... I wish this was /insert person/'s arm It'd be nice to bite them and draw blood from them And drink their blood To remember the taste of it forever and be able to distinguish the scent of their blood from other human's blood-" So! Yeah, I think that from this info, the thing that let me know was "Look into your past, think of when you were a little child and what you would think of. And if you find way too many core memories related to biting, blood and shit, you probably are a vampire, werewolf... Or someone that really, really wants to drink blood"

[z3phyresfangz]

Being a vampire is nice until you have to resist the urges to jump on top of humans and bite them whenever you're hungry. Or when you start wanting to do a hunt.

[z3phyresfangz]

Resisting the urges to jump on humans and bite them... Really really badly though A few days ago I bit two humans at almost the same time just because I got the opportunity to. I need to drink blood or I fear it will just get worse-

I'm really really hungry, and whenever I try filling the Blackhole in my stomach it just seems to fail to fill it. I don't know where to get blood from in these moments because I can't get it from the usual human I get it consensually from.

[livingcadaver69]

Always wanted to make one of these

[z3phyresfangz]

This may be taboo. Or not, because I'm rather sure that a few people I've seen on the community would feel euphoria from it. Cw heavy dehumanizing language and subjects, and also romanticization about it, talking of humans as bloodbags and livestock, non-consensual blood-drinking, hunting, ask to put content warnings here!!!!!

I know it's not the best to want this considering it's ethics and everything but... I yearn soo much to just go on a forest, dance for a few hours in The Moonlight, until I hear someone's heart beating. Sitting on a high tree branch so I can see them in a place they won't see me, in a way that makes me be higher than them. Just to see a traveler, maybe a bard, who knows? Only thing I know is that they were wandering in the forest in nighttime. Follow them on the trees for however many time is needed until they notice me, hear their heart pounding as they sprint, because they know, they just know. Despite humans not being preys for a while, that they've stumbled on the territory of a predator. Quick, short breaths coming here and there, showing that they're getting tired and more tired of sprinting on a forest that they don't know how to get out of, risking being found by something much bigger and worse than the current problem Only for it to be all over, the moment I get tired of toying with them, of feeling their heart running purely on adrenaline, of hearing them scream, sob and cry for help. And with a quick jump, pin them on the ground, take hold of their arms, and sink my fangs into their neck. To be able to chat with other vampires, while drinking blood on a wine glass, about our bloodbags, about putting unremovable collars on them, to thrall them in a way that makes them able to hate us and wanting to get out, yet their body won't follow along when they try to plan their escape. To enter a room with a few humans, all with painful looking bite marks that haven't yet been healed, with collars and chains on their body, all flinching the moment I get in the room. Some staring at me with rage filled gazes, looking at me as if I've crushed every hope they've ever had, and I probably did. Others, barely able to breathe, scared that if they do, I'll notice their presence and decide to drain them in the moment, and I probably would. Touching all of them, patting their heads, and ruffling their hair, knowing that they would Wish my demise on the very first Shooting Star they see. Putting collars that can be removed on the new bloodbags, not thralling them, so they still have the urges to fight, bite, tear me apart. So their body still listens to them, so they can plan an escape and actually follow through, just to be painfully knocked by me, bruising their skin for daring to try and get away from such a lovely place, draining them from so much blood that anyone would think they'd die but they don't To have humans fear me and look at me as if I would dare sink my fangs into The Cosmos Itself, most of them not understanding why they feel so intimidated by me, I haven't done anything wrong after all, right? A few of them knowing just why they're scared of me, humans who were once livestock, humans that once had to see their only family be drained from their blood in front of them and not be able to do anything. Getting instantly that I'm dangerous, that they moment they can flee from the room, they should. But even then, knowing it'd be useless.

[z3phyresfangz]

It isn't even because it'd be fun to toy with blood dolls, I mean, it'd be super fun! To run and make them suffer, to give them a little bit of hope of freedom to steal it before they can even try to taste it. It's because I know, that if vampires were a widely known species, species that are different from humans in many biological ways, we wouldn't be accepted as humans. Humans can barely accept other humans that don't look like they want them to look, you don't have fair, light skin? You're instantly discriminated, you're not white (the race, not the color)? Discriminated Vampires would probably be treated like most korean, chinese and japanese humans, some would make fun of them, and others would romanticize the hell out of them. We would probably have so many vampire hunters too And the only way to live as an other, isn't to try and find peace when you're constantly being almost murdered, it's too either hide, or attack back. And I'm sure vampires would attack back, we'd make humans livestock, not out of evilness, after all, humans do the same thing with other animals. Kidnap them, feed them, make them reproduce, feed from them. Maybe I'm just being too pessimistic, after all, most humans love vampires in fiction. Some humans would even allow vampires to feed consensually from them. Eventually there could be banks where consenting humans get money from letting vampires feed from them. But that would probably be so far in tuture. And my brain doesn't accept that there would never be a problem with vampires and humans being different And it makes me yearn so much for a big community of vampires, and a big community of humans, vampire hunters, that talk about us. To be in a world where there actually are problems with being vampires, because it'd be the closest thing to a realistic world with vampires.

[scarlettonyxhart]

The thrill of the hunt~. When your teeth sink into supple tissue and squishy muscles~. When you feel blood rushing out and your mouth overflows with gore~. Watching the person scuffle then becomes paralyzed because of the hemorrhage~. The rush of the screams of terror and the moans as the sense of death washes over them~. Then pleasure of it all is just profound~

[z3phyresfangz]

This may be taboo. Or not, because I'm rather sure that a few people I've seen on the community would feel euphoria from it. Cw heavy dehumanizing language and subjects, and also romanticization about it, talking of humans as bloodbags and livestock, non-consensual blood-drinking, hunting, ask to put content warnings here!!!!!

I know it's not the best to want this considering it's ethics and everything but... I yearn soo much to just go on a forest, dance for a few hours in The Moonlight, until I hear someone's heart beating. Sitting on a high tree branch so I can see them in a place they won't see me, in a way that makes me be higher than them. Just to see a traveler, maybe a bard, who knows? Only thing I know is that they were wandering in the forest in nighttime. Follow them on the trees for however many time is needed until they notice me, hear their heart pounding as they sprint, because they know, they just know. Despite humans not being preys for a while, that they've stumbled on the territory of a predator. Quick, short breaths coming here and there, showing that they're getting tired and more tired of sprinting on a forest that they don't know how to get out of, risking being found by something much bigger and worse than the current problem Only for it to be all over, the moment I get tired of toying with them, of feeling their heart running purely on adrenaline, of hearing them scream, sob and cry for help. And with a quick jump, pin them on the ground, take hold of their arms, and sink my fangs into their neck. To be able to chat with other vampires, while drinking blood on a wine glass, about our bloodbags, about putting unremovable collars on them, to thrall them in a way that makes them able to hate us and wanting to get out, yet their body won't follow along when they try to plan their escape. To enter a room with a few humans, all with painful looking bite marks that haven't yet been healed, with collars and chains on their body, all flinching the moment I get in the room. Some staring at me with rage filled gazes, looking at me as if I've crushed every hope they've ever had, and I probably did. Others, barely able to breathe, scared that if they do, I'll notice their presence and decide to drain them in the moment, and I probably would. Touching all of them, patting their heads, and ruffling their hair, knowing that they would Wish my demise on the very first Shooting Star they see. Putting collars that can be removed on the new bloodbags, not thralling them, so they still have the urges to fight, bite, tear me apart. So their body still listens to them, so they can plan an escape and actually follow through, just to be painfully knocked by me, bruising their skin for daring to try and get away from such a lovely place, draining them from so much blood that anyone would think they'd die but they don't To have humans fear me and look at me as if I would dare sink my fangs into The Cosmos Itself, most of them not understanding why they feel so intimidated by me, I haven't done anything wrong after all, right? A few of them knowing just why they're scared of me, humans who were once livestock, humans that once had to see their only family be drained from their blood in front of them and not be able to do anything. Getting instantly that I'm dangerous, that they moment they can flee from the room, they should. But even then, knowing it'd be useless.

[rottenvampbat]

I don’t have any disorders these are all symptoms of being a vampire

[doomsvampire]

Things no one tells you about being a vampire:

Ough the light is SO bright, my eyes hurt

The... creature eyes. Don't use flash photography unless you want me looking like a deer in the headlights.

The primal bat urge to be upside-down

Must hide must hide must hide must hide

You'd think that blood is blood, but no different people and creatures taste different. I cannot stand sour blood. You will develop favourites.

The unintentional jumpscares you give people because you move too quietly and they don't hear you coming

We all know biting is a form of affection, but the urge to bite HARD. Really just CLAMP down and not let go. Yeah, unfortunately you must refrain so you don't hurt your beloved.

Mirrors? No, that won't work. A digital camera, though? Those have no mirrors in them. If you want to get a look at yourself, you have to take a selfie.

Gods, stains! Stains in everything! Why is blood so messy!

I must merge body and soul with my beloved and become one with them or I'll go batshit insane- ok no wait I'm normal again, I was just having an I can smell your blood moment.

Smelling blood is useful when hunting, not so useful when someone has cut themselves or is on their period and you just have to stand there and act like you can't smell it and it's not driving you insane.

That being said, you do become a very accurate period tracker for your friends/lovers that unfortunately possess a uterus.

The suffering™️

Cold. All the fucking time. Someone give me a thermal coat damnit.

Why can I hear sounds others can't? Oh, right, bat hearing. Why is it so ear piercing? MAKE IT STOP-

[z3phyresfangz]

Any other vampire has kind of like horns? Antlers thingies? It's kind of weird, but I have them and feel them more frequently than my weird vampire pointy ears. They're kind of curvy??? Like horns with braids???

[multizvampirism]

i wanna. bite someone. aggressively. on the neck. and lovingly also. rawr /silly

[he-he-dogboyy]

(Flirting) Im gonna kill and eat you. Im going to hunt you down and rip your throat out with my teeth just to feel your pulse in my mouth

[dusky-echo]

They hate me for my undead nature and my hedonistic tendencies

[maxxie-or-smth]

what is your weapon of choice

my hands wrapped around your throat and im squeezing and im squeezing and im squeezing and im squeezing and im squeezing and im squeezing and im squeezing and im squeezing and im squeezing and im squeezing and im squeezing and im squeezing and im

[plushvampie]

I don’t struggle with vampirism, i’m actually very good at it thank you