here we go again

left for twitter during the great nsfw ban, then came crawling back like a cheater on a new blog

[zanzibarhamster]

people tend to think of big boss as a dom because masc guy i guess, but it's worth pointing out that he very specifically has a life history where from age 15 the entire purpose of his life was unquestioningly following someone else's orders and then it all fell apart and he never really recovered.

it is. pretty reasonable to think, imo, that he might find catharsis in someone else giving him orders for an hour or so to return to when things were simple and easy, before everything went to shit. and if his "CO" orders him to suck a dick, so be it.

[zanzibarhamster]

this got more positive reception than i expected so. consider my vision that on the other side, there's probably a lot to be unpacked about kaz's desire for power, influence, and admiration. and the way someone as powerful as snake obeying him is a dizzying rush for reasons only partially related to the sloppy blowjob.

[nablaplacian]

Cher Degre, running around a dying world in pumps:

[misericordiia]

wound dressings and bandages are lingerie for the enlightened pervert

[louisegluckpdf]

painting this on the ceiling above my bed so it's the first thing i see upon waking in the morning and the last thing i see before falling asleep at night

[amberspacedf]

[sgwrk]

for a moment, when i'm dancing i am free

[f0xseven]

Fanart for the best game of all times birthday

[vvunderkind]

let's go to the sauna, boss 😶‍🌫️

[zanzibarhamster]

re-acclimating to tumblr as i scroll through the norse myth tags and see phrases like "the pupper-fication of fenrir" and "loki should have stretch marks after being horse pregnant"

[theflaminggoat]

Othin spake:

23. "Though I gave to him | who deserved not the gift,

To the baser, the battle's prize;

Winters eight | wast thou under the earth,

Milking the cows as a maid,

(Ay, and babes didst thou bear;

Unmanly thy soul must seem.)"

Loki spake:

24. "They say that with spells | in Samsey once

Like witches with charms didst thou work;

And in witch's guise | among men didst thou go;

Unmanly thy soul must seem."

-Lokasenna

[zanzibarhamster]

i meant to follow my first post in almost a year with something more but yeah i'm back for a little bit or at least until the hivemind frustrates me enough to leave again

mostly i've spent my time coding more and writing original stuff that was supposed to be thematic/metaphorical norse myth stuff (like actual prose edda norse myth) but it needed more emotional stakes so I went for odin and loki's blood brother oath and now there's subtext (tm)

things i could never publish even if i wanted to because marvel inexplicably decided to make loki thor's brother instead of a random jotunn that hangs out with the aesir because apparently he and odin swore a blood oath and this is brought up exactly one time approxmately 30 seconds before loki calls odin a faggot

[zanzibarhamster]

people tend to think of big boss as a dom because masc guy i guess, but it's worth pointing out that he very specifically has a life history where from age 15 the entire purpose of his life was unquestioningly following someone else's orders and then it all fell apart and he never really recovered.

it is. pretty reasonable to think, imo, that he might find catharsis in someone else giving him orders for an hour or so to return to when things were simple and easy, before everything went to shit. and if his "CO" orders him to suck a dick, so be it.

[assaker]

one afternoon

某个午后

[ocielot]

paz: hey um why did u and big boss burst out of the sauna naked and grappling eachother?

kaz:

[aphotisms]

ATOMIC PARADISE

[n0sebleeds]

Don't be afraid of my intentions, because I'm more afraid of yours

[tazatouille]

no mercy

[aphotisms]

the devil does what you ask of him