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[zedngo]

had the minor realization that the reason i draw so much fluff is bc im nearly physically incapable of drawing most angst/vent work without cringing myself out about it lmfao

[zedngo]

i also dont think it helps that im also incapable of drawing anything kther thn like. zedango

[zedngo]

had the minor realization that the reason i draw so much fluff is bc im nearly physically incapable of drawing most angst/vent work without cringing myself out about it lmfao

[zedngo]

yearn

[silly-sneevleton]

USE MY NEOPRONOUNS IT'S NOT THAT HARD!!!!!! (it/its, chomp/chomps, thing/things by the way!! Thank you ^_^)

[this-is-anti-subtliden]

Use them :).

[zedngo]

some things. wip i dont know if i can finish

[wcvconsensus]

in cow world, green onions are cigarettes

[unpeeled-human]

[blakesreefium]

for those out there who feel like their dissociation 'isn't enough' and feel like they're faking because of it, hey. maybe it's because you lived your entire life with this experience and got too used to it. but here's the thing, dissociation isn't just 'suddenly blacking out and having no memory of the entire past day' no matter how much its painted as that. not all dissociation is sharp and obvious.

forgetting passwords, forgetting names and people, forgetting your dreams, having too vivid dreams, insomnia, brain fog, face blindness, remembering your days like a blur, struggling to remember your schedule, school/work day gone too fast, forgetting to eat, forgetting to drink, derealization, depersonalization can all be caused by dissociation. i know its hard to accept but it is, just because you don't black out doesn't mean you don't dissociate; if you sit on your computer stopping for a second doubting your password or if you wake up feeling like that was a trainwreck of a dream then suddenly it stops being visible is caused by dissociation. if you're awake, looking around but having the feeling that something with the existence of the surroundings is wrong is also dissociation. if you suddenly remember that you forgot to eat that day, that you forgot to drink that day, the time is 3 am and even though you never blacked out and you were always there, is still dissociation.

if you grew too used to constantly living these little things, then you are probably ignoring your symptoms. so please stop the doubting. you're not fake, your dissociation is real, your amnesia is real and you are not lying. please remember this. you are a system, and it's okay to dissociate. it's not your fault.

[not100bees]

People on Tumblr love sharing information about themselves no matter how asinine it is. And I'm the same way. Everybody tell me what the last thing you drank was.

[wowbright]

Friendly reminder that you're not required to publicly take sides in any geopolitical conflict you don't understand.

[minyardlumberyard]

tags too good to leave in tags @hyperrbolic-orange

[anxiette]

also way too valuable to leave in tags! from @carolinanadeau

[breathaaaaa]

[deedadoodles]

@gork play that one remix of sneakernight and phantom of the opera

[alyssadrawing]

the koi in the koi pond waiting for you to feed them the food pebbles

[flightyfinch]

i think about this post at least once a week

[zedngo]

In newest post I somehow reading having as hanging.. I love hanging kittens..

NOOOO NEVER. NEVER I LOVE THEM LMAO

[zedngo]

i love having kittens its like trying to fend off a giant butthole 24/7

[agnes-nielsens]

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