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writingdose

this is a life saver 😭

barblaz-arts

They're an old married couple at this point

catchymemes

barblaz-arts

Charlie.exe has stopped working

based on this

zeedera

Omg, I'm gonna die.

kaizokuou-ni-naru

In chapter 1133, when Robin says she wants to hear praise for how she lived / How she survived, etc (top middle panel, page 15) - I've seen multiple translations of this panel. How does it translate from Japanese?

yeah! the line is 生きたこと…褒めてほしい/ikita koto... homete hoshii!

生きたこと/ikita koto is a conjugation of the verb 'to live' (生きる/ikiru) that puts it in the past tense and turns it into a noun phrase- so like 'my survival' or 'the fact that i lived.'

褒める/homeru does mean 'to praise,' and 〜てほしい/~te hoshii is a way to say you want someone else to do something (since, like i've mentioned before, the ~tai form is only for saying what you want to do). so 褒めてほしい/homete hoshii (which is also the part of the phrase that's the chapter title) is 'i want you to praise me', and the whole sentence comes out like 'i want you to praise me for the fact that i lived'!

it really did make me cry, reading this chapter. when we first met robin she wanted to die. now she not only has a life she loves, but she can recognize her survival as the triumph worthy of celebration that it is.

beif0ngs

LIVE STRAW HATS AND FANS REACTION:

nicoyarobin

The faucet of tears won’t stop flowing Oh, I was not alone in this world

beif0ngs

I see! So, that’s how your hair looked like when you first met Saul. He’ll surely be thrilled to see you like this!

saucytango

😡😡😡😡

allthingswhumpyandangsty

fanfic writers deserve better

if we post too fast, we get accused of using ai (no, you don't know how fast someone can write. you don't even know if the "too-frequent-to-be-human updates" you see are something that have long been finished and sitting in an author's drafts for god knows how long. just because it's recently posted, doesn't necessarily always mean it's recently written too. a lot of writers finish the whole thing first before they start posting it chapter by chapter).

if we take "too long to update", we get people pressuring us to "update faster" even though fanfics are our hobbies and we write for ourselves first and foremost.

if our works are grammatically correct, we get accused of using ai (some of us just love correct grammars).

if our works are not grammatically correct, we get insulted/criticized (mind you, not everybody writes in their native language. kudos to writers who write in their second, or third, or fourth language — I'm willing to bet a lot of people who criticize fanfics because of poor grammar can't even speak other languages besides english).

if our paragraphs are "too long and too detailed", we get accused of using ai.

if our paragraphs are "too short", we also get accused of using ai.

if we are autistic and we write in ways some deem "too robotic", we get accused of using ai.

some people just don't use their brains to think "ai was trained on human-made works, it was trained to look human-made. ai writes this way because the way it writes is the way real humans write — real humans whose works it was trained to mimic". instead they somehow disregard this logic and think "hmmm this work looks ai-generated. I will engage in witch hunt, be a bully and harass writers whose works I don't vibe with".

barblaz-arts

Neither of them may know each other as well as they used to, but they know themselves better than they did before. They know who they are, and they know what they want. When Vaggi moves her lips against Charlie's, she understands what she feels and she's happy to accept it. Happiness, desire, fondness, and content. It's so much better when you've grown into who you were always supposed to be.

From my fanfic Old Flame. It's a human AU where Vaggi goes to her high school reunion for some closure with her ex boyfriend, only to find out that Charlie has changed.

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Hazbin Hotel (Cartoon) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Charlie Magne | Morningstar/Vaggi | Vaggie Characters: Charlie Magne | Morningstar, Vaggi | Vaggie (Hazbin Hotel) Additional Tags: Established Charlie Magne | Morningstar/Vaggi | Vaggie, Porn with Feelings, Smut, Fluff and Smut, Shapeshifting, soft smut, Canon Compliant, Multiple Orgasms, Oral Sex, Cunnilingus, horn pulling, Service Top Charlie Magne | Morningstar, Power Bottom Vaggi | Vaggie (Hazbin Hotel), Demon Physiology, post-sex cuddling, Charlie Shapeshifts in my works, Vaggie Loves Charlie's Horns, Insatiable Demon Girlfriend, Lust approved, insatiable Angel Girlfriend, Angel/Demon Relationship Summary:

They say every sinner in Hell is defined by what brought them here. Vaggi wasn't a sinner. But if she had been - if she had to pick one Sin to call her own - she knows exactly which one it would be.

#chaggie #charlie morningstar #hazbin hotel vaggi #hazbin hotel charlie #fanfic #hazbin hotel #my fanfiction #my fic #chaggi #vaggie #ao3 #my writing

...So i did it. I wrote the fic. The FIRST fic.

Itold myself "it's fine, I'm normal about chaggi(e) ,I have this under control" and thenIsat down and wrote thousand words of hurt/comfort where someone cries and someone else holds them and nothing is okay but also everything is going to be okay eventually. Also, I'm not specifically talking about me.

Did I need to do this? Of course no. Did Ido it anyway? You already know the answer.

The damage is done. https://archiveofourown.org/works/80620476/chapters/211740921