Zhenya

The man of wierd favs🥴 Madcom and spongebob fancharacters artist he/they RU/ENG

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Heyyy hi ppl I'm uhhh new here and worrying a little

My name is Zenlap, but you can call me just Zhenya. I'm an artist with weird mix of constant fandoms in the form of Madness Combat and Spongebob Squarepants and yeah I'm a BIG JEBUS SIMP. Also I'm drawing things with my fan characters and even got fansetting of spongebob squarepants with fav Squiddy and my weird ass fish characters

Dunno what else to write here I guess sorry for my bad english if smth😔 I'm using translator sometimes

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THIS IS SQUILLIAM'S SONG HEAR ME OUT

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CW SH SCARS AND WOUNDS, BLOOD

I'm feeling so fucked up about my art despite working on it with therapist. Im drawing something I want at the moment, I finishing and look at it and I'm like "Woah that's good I like that". But minutes later I blame myself and feeling guilt for doing useless shit and not working on fancomic. I'm so concerned about my project because it's so important for me and it's looks like an endless vicious circle that I'm never going to get out of

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At such moments I remember that I have an artstyle complex or smth

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Happy easter

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Smth a little bit late for Valentines day (I'm too lazy to translate the inscription)

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I bought myself tablet with stylus for drawing and damn digital drawing never was that pleasant and fun🥹 I don't think I ever gonna return to drawing with FUCKING FINGER ON A PHONE after 6 years of that incredible experience

The first try drawing, I got so carried away with the process that I decided to bring the initial trial sketch to a good rendering damn

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Redrew the friend's Squidward and Spongebob vocaloids

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Some sketches with Squiddy and my spongebob fancharacters🥹

Plus the first samples of the comic, excerpts from the first and third chapters of my fancomic. It's uhhh a little crooked but I think it's okay for the first ever experience

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I participated in a huge collab with the guys from Telegram and everyone finally finish they're parts🥹 I drew Jeb ofc

My part separately from others⬇️

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With release of the trailer for Jojo steel ball run I returned in fandom a little bit and uhhh yeah I made our bastards bizzare

Maybe I'll do SQ guys next

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Damn man where's your progress dumbass

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Eehhh Squidward with my headcanons or smth🥹

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"All my pride, all my shame

I find strenght enough to show you

I may bend but I won't break

I define who I become

'Cause I'm tired of feeling comatose

I've lost the me that I loved most

I'm barely holding on to smoke"

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Some time ago a had a character, who was furry version of my cat. So a thought - what if I remake him, but make more similar to real him? You know: fat, old and a little silly🥹

So yeah I did it. And I also made a furry version of my aunt's cat cuz I'm quite attached to him

I didn't draw furries in years btw

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Some stupid sketches with one of my spongebob fancharacters cuz I'm barely posting🥹 He's actually gonna be the second main character in my fancomic with Squidward

One day I will overcome laziness and a sense of shame for all my artwork and will write information about him or about the comic in general which I am now gradually developing😔