zephyr ⊹ ࣪ ˖

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 ꩜ . aspiring deer

[zephyrusz]

intro post ꩜ .ᐟ

hello hello!! my name is zephyr, but u can call me zeph, zephy, anything, really :3 i go by any pronouns but probably it/they if u want !!

im not exactly going to say my exact age ( stranger danger and all that ) but!! i am a minor, in highschool, so please dont bring any nsfw or 18+ topics up around me,, please and thank yew !!

i am a huge fan of anything whimsical and forest-y, so a few of my favorite music artists are the oh hellos and yaelokre!! you might see more yaelokre posting here, but its just because they have more activity + characters to work off of!

( fun fact, i am the #2 listener of the oh hellos on airbuds!! )

music is my biggest passion ever. i play many many instruments, but im.. eh.. on some of em- jack of all trades, master of none !! but!! i do play mainly flute and guitar, flute and piccolo during my highschool marching band season !

if you cant tell.. i talk a lot. it kinda gets going and going and going and i rlly dunno when to stop!!! im a yapper at heart <3

anyways,, thats basically my intro!! pretty new to posting on tumblr, NOT new to the app! i hope we can get along very very well :3

my carrd !!

[zephyrusz]

hapoy pride month woohoo😼

[zephyrusz]

hi waves nonchalantly ,,, finals were today which means im on summer break🥹🥹i do plan to post more here and also learn how to backflip thats on my 2026 to do list

[zephyrusz]

quite a bountiful harvest

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nobody hmu😭😭😭harpers sister in law genuinely believing they are dead😭😭😭because her then-bf told her they were and why would he lie😭😭😭getting engaged and saying how she wishes both his siblings were alive to see their wedding but he genuinely cant admit he lied to her face and harper is literally somewhere in germany unaware of this happening 😭😭😭😭😭thats her baby she loved them so much😭

[zephyrusz]

i fear a lot of harpers design is very incredibly outdated but i also feel like a lot of it works ?

i dont realize how much i subconsciously add things into their design until im trying to see what looks so wrong with them

theyre designed (intentionally or not i lowkey forgor) to be right in the middle of everything. thats it thats the design thats the character thats everything about them thats their whole bit. not boy not girl, not dead or alive, surviving but not truly living.

and i feel like i really need to play into that more . i do things in their design but i never really SELL them so they're just kinda mild ? if i do one thing right its prob their androgyny? although recently ive been unintentionally perceiving them as masc i need to draw them with a cutie little skirt on theyd love layered skirts

like theyre so in the middle of everything and it really needs to be emphasized more when i talk about them . like theyre literally teetering on the edge of gender construct (historically inaccurste for their time but genuinely lick my butt if u have an issue with that theyre my oc i choose what to do with them) theyre neurodivergent but they dont exhibit symptoms enough to warrant intervention at that time, they have a very round face like their mother but they have their fathers deer-in-headlights look in their eyes, they have heterochromia, inheriting one color from each of their parents.

a lot of this stuff is inaccurste for their time , a lot is very cringe or unrealistic. but i genuinely dont gaf because bruh i formed this guy as a thought in MIDDLE SCHOOL in like 2020 or something theyre going to seem like it . also i really cant draw and im bad at portraying things in my artwork that should really be focused on (like their hair being somewhat curly (more damaged and frizzy from the lack of care)) and chopped unevenly for a sensory issue.

anyways thars my child i love them lots i used 87% of my brain power to form this thought goodnight folks

[zephyrusz]

greif is such a funny feeling because wdym im crying over someone i still talk to but im crying over the fact that we dont ever talk as much as we used to 💔take me back to last summer i miss my irl oomf id actually hang out with i miss my online buddies i miss having energy to do anything other than sit and generate one thought at a time

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breaking news i am now in possession of xanax thank you doctor i appreciate it a lot . breaking news i took one as prescribed and 😭😭😭😭😭bwuuhh!!!! im so damn loopy bruh

[zephyrusz]

ok just when i think im getting better it just gets worse by a LOT i had so much on my mind i was actually gonna make a long post for once but i opened this app to try and write it down i forgot everything the brain fog is literally making me like a stupid rabbit that goes "bwuh!!?! wha!?!" every time i try to think more than two thoughts at once

[zephyrusz]

heyyyyy whats up have one harper for my absence

not exactly a once skin since its plain af but its more like ,, an alternate timeline thats not as cool as once but its still alternate timeline harper

my thought process behind this was mainly just . hmm what if their father had properly communicated instead of growing distant and rude ? this would eventually lead to their family never dying, and therefore a much happier harp !!

their hair is grown out and (not noticeable but its supposed to be there) more kept and somewhat curly / wavy ? their actual once will be very curly I promise!! their hair type would be curly im yet to draw mama windrix but she has very curly hair !!! they take after mama :3 kinda thinking if theyre healthier and taken care of their hair would also be stronger and keep its pattern ?

their clothes are mostly all handmade, their vest was knitted by their mom and their patches were embroidered by them, maybe some comfy socks in the same yarn as their vest !

lastly the bracelets ouugh..,, matching with their brothers !! the beads are with cassian, who willingly and knowingly moved to france to study architecture with his fiance !!! wow !! the fabric is with elric, hes probably still living at home, unsure of what to do with himself, but hes alive and happy!!

i love this harper theyre so wiwiwiwi

[yellow-cat]

draw it bad and draw it weird and draw it catered only to yourself and draw it wobbly and draw it too small and draw it with the default brush and draw it without using references and draw it and leave it unfinished and draw it for the first time and draw it

[zephyrusz]

"last year you didnt take a shower for two days.....?? 🤨🤨😐😐" yes well i fear i did want to die so we truly have bigger problems

[zephyrusz]

carrd be damned

did this instead

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[zephyrusz]

holding it like a burger

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trying to make a carrd like you :< how does one work this?? i'm confused as hell

gonna be real with u dude i used a tutorial two years ago i forgot i even had a carrd 😓😓😓should probably redo that

[zephyrusz]

a duckie for you (he was on the shed roof)

QUACK

[zephyrusz]

ive been thinking about harpers actual abilities if they were to be in idv for realsies and i do actually think they are very nicely balanced ! i would say !

like idk i think since theyre a rescuer it would be a good strategy to go for them first as hunter because i do think their little boost they get when rescuing could bite u in the ass so just getting them out of the way would be good ! but if you dont nothing really happens they dont decode fast all u gotta do is just make sure to stop their rescue .

but i think if you were actually gonna play their abilities in game you would need either full communication or pings cause it gets to a point as survivor where you need to decide if you want to rescue them (takes away decoding time, but saves a team member for the rest of the game) or sell them (grants a big decoding boost for a short while, but you no longer have another survivor) idk i think it would be fun to try to decide to keep this guy around or not