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Note: OK SO, I finally watched TDATT and ooofff, it was amazing! And you know this girl just HAD to write something about it, and this was just the first thing that came to my mind. Its a different style to my normal writing and since i’ve started my second year in uni which is focusing on different writing styles, I thought i’d try something new! So please enjoy!
Summary: After Arvin goes on the run after killing Bodeckers younger sister, Bodecker decides to chase him down but not without some bait, he knew you were precious to Arvin... someone he loved... and at this point, Lee Bodecker just wanted blood for blood.
Warnings⚠️: contains a hostage situation, harsh language, blood, violence, guns, angst, death, some fluff?
You could feel the pistol being pressed into your side, Bodecker wasn’t going easy on you even though you fought hard to escape his grasp but he was just stronger and bigger than you. You kicked and screamed but once you saw the pistol you instantly became compliant, though you couldn’t hold back your tears and whimpers that escaped you. You were absolutely drained, after taking you from your home by force, Bodecker put you into his police car, gun pointing to your head the entire time making you almost paralised with fear.
It wasn’t till he had you walking into the woods with him where the fear of death properly kicked in. As you heard the snapping of tree branches under each step, your heart began ticking with it and the panic had set in again. You began hyperventilating and wheeping as his grip of your hand had tightened.
“P-Please! W-What do y-you w-want from m-me!”
Tears between each of your words, you tried stopping in your tracks and pulled yourself roughly but Bodecker pulled you towards him with even more force
Before you could scream again, Bodecker slung his arm around your shoulders and covered your mouth with force, muting your scream into his palm. His pistol pushed harder into your side and you could feel it painfully dig deeper. Hot tears streemed down your face and you became a crying mess, your body shaking with adrenaline yet paralysed by it.
“You gotta keep quiet sweetie—”
Bodecker moved his face close to yours as he talked, his hand squeezing your mouth shut so aggressively that you could feel your cheeks throb with pain.
“That little Arvin fucker is out here— and you’re the bait”
After hearing his plan, you tried to scream. Your heart went heavy, wondering what Bodecker would do once he finds Arvin.
“I know you’re out here Arvin!”
Bodecker yelled into the woods, his voice bouncing of the trees and into the leaves. All you could hear was his voice and the crunching of his footsteps.
“Do ya remember me kid! I remember when I was there when your daddy died— what he did wasn’t right”
Your eyes were frantically looking around, your breathing was rapid and the sound of your breath humming and heating Bodeckers palm.
“Just came to ask some questions!”
Swiftly, Bodecker removed his pistol from your side and shot a round into the woods carelessly aiming in the hopes to get some type of reaction from Arvin.
“My bad! Sometimes guns have’a mind of their own”
Without missing a beat, the pistol was back to your side, you let out a muffled yelp as the barrel pinched you. Both you and Bodecker made your way further through these woods, sounds of only nature ringing until a loud thud was heard in the distance. Bodecker immediately hurried towards the noise, dragging you along with him, but the sound was nothing else but a distraction. When you looked to Bodecker, you could see rage fill his eyes, though this entire time he had aggressive actions and looked ready to fight, he now looked like he was ready to kill anybody. Once again, the pistol was removed from your side and you heard the loud bang as he shot another round.
Another round was fired and Bodecker pulled you into him as he back tracked his steps, firing again but so close to you that it had startled you, causing you to face away from his hand and let out a scream, one that actually made its way into the woods.
The moment your scream was set free, Bodecker covered your mouth again, pulling you backwards into his chest, your feet stumbling and failing to keep up.
“D’ya hear that Arvin? Y/n’s quite the screamer—”
Bodecker looked around, almost smugged with himself that he had managed to let Arvin hear your cry.
“That is the name of your girl isn’t in?, y/n? Such a pretty lil thing—”
You lost your breath when you felt the pistol being put against your temple, it hurt to breathe and you wondered to yourself if this would be painful or painless... would a bullet hurt? Or Would you not even feel it?
“wonder if she’d be screamin if I put this fucking pistol down her throat-”
“You don’t fucking touch her!”
Uncontrollable tears and weeping left you as your eyes looked to Arvin, his chesting heaving heavily as he points his gun towards Bodecker.
“Oh look who we have here sweetie! Looks like it’s your saviour”
Bodecker spoke with cockiness, mocking Arvin as he knew he had the upper hand. Arvins entire body felt like it could collapse, his eyes couldn’t stop looking at you and the instant fear of being able to lose you had struck him. Arvin swallowed hard as he tried to keep himself steady.
“L-Listen I— Let her go a-and we c-can talk”
Though Arvin tried to sound assertive, the fear was clear in his throat, the way it cracked and snapped with each word as he tried to keep his calm, a couple beads of swear trickling down his forehead.
“So when it’s someone you care about, you wanna talk?”
“Please she’s done nothing wro-”
“What if I killed her the same way you killed me sister huh?”
Be it the adrenaline or fear or even both, but you gathered whatever courage you had in you and bit into Bodeckers palm with all your might causing him to pull away from you as he yelled out in pain
You fled from Bodeckers side and ran towards Arvin, a shock was sent through your body as you heard the pistol being fired. Arvin jumped to grab you and took you by your hand, pulling you into a direction into the woods.
Said Arvin quickly between breaths, his hand firmly gripping on to yours. You both stumbled and jumped over logs of wood trying your hardest to lose Bodecker; Arvin never fired back, all shots fired were coming from behind the both of you and with each shot you felt your heart jump.
“Oh c’mon kids! Ya can’t run forever!”
Bodecker let out a chuckle that any maniac would, Arvin knew that there was only going to be one way out of this and that meant that Bodecker wouldn’t see the light of day. Quickly, Arvin took action, his eyes darting around and his chest heaving as he tried to catch his breath. To his right he saw a shallow dip in the ground that was partially covered by a massive log.
His voice was hushed and quick, just like his actions. Arvin had dropped down onto the ground pulling you with him and covering you as he laid you under the log making sure you had most of the cover. You were still in hysterics, with fear pumping through your whole body, but Arvin’s fear had subsided and turned into action.
He silenced you softly, placing his trembling hand over your already quivering lips. All you could hear was the sound of birds chirping and both you and Arvins heavy breathing. Arvin took his grip onto his gun and held it tight, ready to shoot whenever he needed to. His main vision was to get you out of there, no matter the costs he was going to protect you.
“How’s it feel— knowing you killed people in cold blood!”
Shouted Bodecker, his footsteps being heard louder. Arvin’s breath quicked and he gulped trying to think of what to do.
“T-That aint true sir! Your s-sister and her husband were gunna k-kill me!—”
Woth each word spoken, Arvin tried to swallow his shakiness, for your sake he had to seem unafraid of what was going on.
“She weren’t any good! I got’a snapshot in ma pocket that shows her hugging some dead guy”
Arvin looked to the side past the log and could just make out Bodeckers boots. Arvin quickly looked to you and placed a finger to his lips telling you to be quiet, as he slowly removed his hand from your mouth and placed it to your body, just letting it hover above you lightly.
“Listen you drop that gun and i’ll show it!-”
Before Arvin could finish his stenence, his eyes caught Bodecker moving over the log, Arvin’s instinct kicked and he pulled his gun towards Bodecker, pushing you down as he did so and in synchronisation, both guns were fired.
You screamed as you heard the gunfire, shards of the log and splintered into the air and you felt Arvin drop down back next to you. You turned your body to him and thought the worst, but to your surprise he was alright. Your hands rushed to his chest, doublr checking to see if he had been shot or not, but there was nothing on him. You couldn’t speak, you were hit with a wave of emotion causing you to crumble with relief at Arvins touch. Tears flodded your eyes and rolled down your cheeks as you tried your best to produce words
“Shhh it’s ok, darlin’ it’s ok— I gottch you”
Arvin’s hands placed themselves to your cheeks, his eyes looking into your tear filled ones, he pressed his lips to yours for a second and removed them, doing so a couple times before placing your head to the nape of his neck where he held you for a moment, one hand placed on your back and the other on the back of your head, stroking down your hair to calm you down.
“Ain’t no one gunna hurt you now darlin”
His voice soft and sweet as he soothed away your fear. You cried into him and held on to his shirt tightly, almost pulling it off his body. After a moment of recovery, Arvin moved to stand up, holding your hands in his as he helped you to your feet. You were still in shock of all of this, and when you had turned around your eyes were met with Bodeckers bloodied body. The deep red had stained his white shirt, a bullrt hole straight this his abdomen.
“W-What d-do we do n-now Arvin?”
You asked quietly, not being able to take your eyes off of the blood spilling from Bodecker.
“I’m gunna take you home— and you gotta act like nothin happened— I gotta leave town”
Your face turned quickly to look at Arvin, whos eyes had sunken deep.
“What! Arvin no y-you can’t j-just-”
“Y/n— I can’t have you being in any danger with me”
You turned away from Arvin and walked to Bodeckers body
You bent down over Bodeckers hand and picked up his pistol, your hands fiddled with it but you held it steadily.
“I’m coming with you Arvin... and if I gotta learn to protect myself— well— then you gotta teach me”
You walked back over to him, a change in attitude as you held the weapon. You understood why men had this power while holding one, but it still scared you, the fact that what you were holding could take someones life.
“I aint havin’ you shoot nobody”
“Then take me with you... Arvin...”
Taking a deep breath in, Arvin exhaled with a sigh. His eyes looking towards your emotionally drained face. He knew deep down he couldn’t live without you, he couldn’t think of leaving you behind and having something happen to you, but the thought of taking you with him? What if danger strikes again, what if there were more fucked up people like Sandy and Carl? On the other hand, Arvin thought about a future where the both of you had a quiet life, a nice house somewhere with a garden... a place where no one knew who you two were... maybe even a place with no pastor; with his eyes directly looking into yours, Arvin finally spoke.
“I can’t leave you behind...”
Arvin reached out to you and pulled you closer to him, once again returing one hand to cup your cheek
“You’re the only good thing in my life y/n... and I wanna keep you safe”
You spoke softly back to him, lips only inches apart. Arvin pushed into you and let his lips graze yours, letting the sweet taste fill his mouth for a moment before parting.
“So... where do you wanna run away to darlin?”
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