I need to draw beautiful angsty Tegiri art or I'm gonna explode.
I know he's meant to the haha weeaboo stereotype with his shitty prop katana and inflated ego hinged on him thinking hes smarter than everyone in the room. But according to friendsim he's lonely/comes across as a lonely guy to MSPAR. My biggest thing with Tegiri is him seeming a little to eager or willing to die in act 2. He's willing to let Joey kill him and seems kinda disappointed she doesn't.
Idk I have a lot of thoughts about Tegiri. I should replay the trial and his friendsim route and jot down anything that sticks out to me. Tbh I relate to him as someone who was very much the 'weird' kid of their school.
Tegiri Kalbur is haunting me rn. His friendsim route paired with some of the stuff he said in act 2 oh theres something so much deeper going on with that weeaboo teal
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becoming too OC pilled will ruin your fandom experience forever. i have invented The Character who is perfectly tailored to my own tastes and not beholden to any writers or showrunners. and i can even make more of them if i want. but watch out.
Since its my Birthday it's his Birthday too! HBD to my favorite Self Insert/Sona of all time!
It's been awhile since I've posted about them or for this fandom so for anyone new here meet The Ambassador of Blusterland, Zig Hart! Son of Tenderheart, older Half Sibling to Bluster, and EBs Romantic Partner.
I've had them for years and they've grown right along side me for all of them. 62 images on Toyhouse and counting! I love them, they are very special to me. So happy birthday to us both!
We're gonna ignore that I still haven't finished reading Homestuck yet, and that once again I detoured to go do something Homestuck adjacent instead of actually continuing Homestuck (like when I read the entire Paradox Space Collection after my blorbo died, then read guidestuck because I was still grieving)
Anyway heres some hiveswap trolls I like.
Outside of the Obvious of really enjoying Joey and Xefros (Wonderful protags/mains)
CIRAVA MY GOAT!! I love Cirava. The goldblood ever of all time to me I will not take any Cirava slander they are my fave.
Tyzias!! This is troll Jenny Leclue to me. She's funny as fuck. She's facinating. 100/10 no notes shes fun.
*sighs dejectedly* Tegiri. Hes awful, but like in a way that is so fun. Hes the exact kind of character I would like because he makes me wanna wanna die (second hand embarrassment) but hes also a loser (endearing). Like wow youre stange. Hes a literal bug in a way so im putting him in one of those critter carriers from the dollar tree.
Lynera. Who I apologise for being a hater about and twards. In a not so uncommon turn of events for me I thought I hated her. Turns out I don't. I can never trust myself to hate a character ever apparently. Shes a complicated fave.
[More Lynera thoughts under the read more because Im so sorry, Im so sorry, Im so sorry]
I hated her because of how she acted towards Daraya. Her gunning to get her thrown out or culled was so grating to me. How she spoke about Lanque and Daraya was so volitile and intense, it was admittedly obnoxious at first. At some point in the trial I started finding her really comical.
And this is my fault I fumbled the parts leading up to the trial. The whole scapegoat storyline is so pitiful and miserable I feel so guilty for fucking up and getting her convicted. It went from "god I cant stand you" and "I hope she gets convicted so I can leave" [the trial took me 2 fucking hours to do and I was exhausted] to "OH MY GOD I DO NOT WANT TO GET HER CULLED". It's been over 24 hours and I still feel so fucking guilty and I literally had like no other options as far as im aware with the items I had in my pockets when I entered that car.
Hiveswap is good at making me feel bad and genuinly saddened by its deaths. In Homestuck you really don't have any involvement in it. Not now at least years after the fact. So theres this level of separation from the deaths. You didn't have the option to save them. Lynera could have been saved if I had of been more thorough in my playthrough. If I didn't take the easy route with certain choices like trading the pogs to Elwurd.
What really did me in was how the cloister reacted. Either bidding her farewell with a grin and some insults (Lanque and Daraya) or lowering their heads (Bronya). But It was my fuck ups that got her killed. Yes I understand why Daraya and Lanque dislike and even hate her. She damaged her relationship with the others by being controling and obsessive. But watching her beg and plead to be saved tore me to shreds. I like the other Jades. I understand why some lack any real hangups on the matter, I understand why Bronya accepted it BUT GOD THE LONELINESS OF HER FINAL MOMENTS FUCKED ME UP.
Its haunting me so badly im not even going to lie about it.
4 eerily familiar researchers take on Paradox Space. Their Mission? To study doomed timelines across the universes. Can they save these poor souls? Or is there no hope to be found? Will their Interference improve or worsen the situations at hand?
A work in progress Homestuck AU about the first prototypes. Very Very Loosely inspired by Guidestuck/Guidestuck^2. I will make a proper lore post once I finalize my ideas better.
i feel genuinely so bad doing this with outstanding blueyellow bag orders but its gotten dire and ive pushed it for long enough. my mom has just not been making any money and we've eaten into all of our savings for rent and dont have any more to give. shes started doordashing which doesnt really make much at all.
im running a sale on my shop and you can get 10% off your whole order with the discount code RENTMONEY. i have XL+ sweaters, charms, prints, sticker sheets, and other fun handmade items too. or you can support me on kofi if you really feel like it. i cant take any commissions right now though :(
anything you could give even a reblog would be amazing. i dont like to do this and hopefully i wont have to again with pink and purple bag preorders happening as soon as the blue and yellow ones are finished. i just hate to see my mom so stressed and i cant do anything in the meantime besides ask you for help.
thank you for all of your support with everything i do, and for reading this.
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