I don't know why but I end up feeling like I should do this pick a card reading. So I hope you guys do enjoy it pick a card one through three also again take what resonates with you throw away what doesn't if it doesn't feel like it's for you then just skip this post. I just feel like some people needed to hear this some people really needed these messages and yeah I might do more of these occasionally. I was in the middle of laminating some of my lomo and official cards that I have and something in me told me to like Shuffle one of them and these three cards fell out and then I felt drawn to these three crystals and here we are.
Hello Group one you chose the desert rose and the picture of Mark with the brown jacket on.
So let's see what the universe has to tell you along with Aphrodite again take what resonates with you and whatever it doesn't leave it alone.
Sofas from the lovers deck we pulled, "Look deep within your heart and you will feel my love. My love for you is as deep as the ocean."
To me this feels and looks like you might have someone that you're trying to manifest or an SP or any in your life and you are second-guessing how they feel for you or if you're trying to manifest someone your second guessing if they could ever have feelings for you. I feel like this is your sign like yeah they could and it'd be very deep very emotional. Keeping in tune with love. We're going to look at the island time wellness love Oracle cards.
We pulled the butterfly, karmic relationship, heartbroken, camera and the sword and rose.
So the butterfly deals with relationships evolving moving to the next phase, growth & healing. Because this is followed by karmic relationship which is about turmoil triggers lessons resentment letting go and loving yourself. It feels like you're going to go through a bit of a transformation you might either already be in a karmic relationship or this person that you're trying to manifest is a comic relationship that could mean anything from a soulmate twin flame whatever. And this is going to happen or is happening so you can realize what it is that you're still holding on to and you don't need to so you can move on from it.
To me it's giving you've been burned before romantically and you're still holding on to whatever it is that hurt you. Whether it was being rejected by someone having someone kind of play with your feelings being caught in a situationship and this is going to help you move on from that. Which I definitely feel like is what is talking about since it's followed by heartbroken which is about sadness separation breaking up feeling loss or grieving and mourning and then camera which is reminiscing perception learning from the past making new memories.
You need to learn from this heartbreak from feeling this type of way about whoever this SP is or person you might currently be in some kind of relationship situation trip it's giving like you're in the talking phase or something with someone. You guys aren't quite dating but that's where it seems like it's heading to but you still have passed trauma of some sort that you have to handle and deal with first. And the last card is the sword and Rose which is truth Revelations protection power clarity. So again definitely a relationship you need to learn from. Past heartbreak past issues that you need to move on from.
Moving on we're going to look at the starry beginning deck.
We pulled let go of a fixed plan, breathe love into your life, you are your greatest gift, and believe in your power to manifest.
You seem to have created some kind of game plan or idea of what you need to have happen right it's not giving like oh you created like a 5-year plan and you're going to try and make it happen but more of like you created a plan for like the next 6 months and you're like everything must happen exactly like this. And this is telling you you need to allow for fun spontaneity and growth. Like you need to allow yourself to be able to just let you and allow things to happen kind of like go with the flow a fixed plan isn't going to work for you the card number also is 35 so it's odd numbers. Like fix plan is not it.
Also because the card following that is breathe love into your life or number 25. I feel like that makes a lot of sense because it wants you to remember take a step back and breathe like take a deep breath. You need to enjoy your life while you're living it and if this plan that you have created for yourself is stressing you out which is what it seems to be doing it's not really helping you if anything it feels like it's hindering you more than anything else.
And then I feel like you're trying to manifest something right the reason why you have this plan is you have this dream you have this idea that you want for your life. And the following cards 19 and 28 believe in your power to manifest and you are your greatest gift kind of tells you like yeah you can have that thing you want we need to relax okay. Like breathe your creation into existence take the time to take a deep breath calm down I kind of just like understand that your life journey is your masterpiece. You're supposed to enjoy as much of it as you can and not just the end results. Like have fun while you're manifesting whatever is you're trying to manifest. Manifestation supposed to be fun it's supposed to be light.
Now we're moving on to the Rose deck we pulled the grandmother's, mother Rose and the sacred waters. So the grandmother's is about perspective remembering your roots trusting the process. Again it seems like changing your perspective is a huge thing for you your biggest problem or issue that you're most likely facing when it comes to manifesting is the way that you're perceiving it. You're thinking that it's supposed to be super hard or there's a special secret formula you have to do and you don't need to actually do that. You have to like remember who you are what manifestation is at its core what you focus on and what you believe in will become true.
Mother Rose is about compassion humanity returning to one another. I feel like this again is about whatever the hell you're trying to manifest but also about this sp. It's telling you that you don't need to not manifest them just because they might be more of a karmic relationship because I feel like this goes with the next card which is the secret Waters again nourishment repellent health rest and self care.
With those two together it kind of feels more like you're going to heal from whatever it is that you need to heal from in the past and if you're able to do that if you're able to heal from whatever it is that's holding you back subconsciously from being able to fully embrace the idea of like I want to date this person I want to be with this person and you want to manifest this life you want to manifest this lifestyle or whatever. Once you've healed from that once you realigned your nervous system to allow for you to have the things that you want and not feel like you're in danger for wanting it or for having it. Your life will do a drastic change so you're going to go through a 180 change. Things will become so much easier for you. Your relationship with this person will be healthier it'll be nourishing it would feel very fulfilling.
And our last deck is work your light. From that we pulled your life is a canvas A New Earth and the seas of Mintaka.
Again this is like a reminder that you're supposed to relax when it comes to manifesting and have fun with it. Your life is a canvas is all about manifestation creative accountability being the artist of your world. While new Earth is telling you it's happening keep holding the vision. Both of them are reminding you you want to have something as long as you're focus on that thing in a creative way you're thinking of it positively. You're envisioning all that you could have how you want it ect. You can have it if you going to manifest. It's also reminding you that when you were keeping whatever rigid plan that you had the reason why you kept not getting the thing that she wanted or felt like it was being pushed further away whether it's a lifestyle a thing or specifically about an sp. Is because you were worried about it more than you were excited more than you were holding on to the vision and knowing it's already yours.
And the seas card is all about seeing potential bringing unconsciousness to light. Again I think this is to deal with this sp. Like you see the potential in them right you see the potential specifically in the relationship the two of you can have but they're also bringing these unconscious blockages too light for you. Because of the fact that you really like them because of the fact that you're trying to manifest them it's making you realize that hey this thing that happened before that really hurt my feelings it's still affecting me. I didn't move on from that break up from that bad crush from having that person say or do x y and z.
Okay I also pulled well I shook out my turn back to see where they landed and this is what we got.
So as you can see in the picture very particular charms fell out now this is going to be for the rest of this month June going forward and next year 2027. So if you're July you got the letter n landing on that spot. I don't necessarily know what that means maybe it's the initial of something or someone. Again you would know more than I would but that's going to happen in July something that deals with n.
Now September and November you have two Wing charms that came out for both of those months so if it feels like freedom protection growth is definitely going to happen during those times. So maybe September through November is when you're going to have that breakthrough of this is what I need to heal from the past have that New Perspective come into works. Figure out exactly who or what hurts you. Which I think also goes with the charms that landed on no.
On the new spot we have a j a k and a gold ring. So the J&k actually are separated by the gold ring so it could literally be the initials JK and the gold ring to me symbolizes like a next step in a relationship with this person. Maybe trying to take it to like the next level and the answer is like don't do it with this person this is this is not the right person for you. They also landed on the no under Saturday so it feels like it might be a Saturday specifically in September or October where this person or these people or an opportunity that has something to do with something you're manifesting that might start with a j or a k. It's going to like happen and pop up and this is only like that no don't do it that is not the right time it's not the right person and the fact that this is happening right in that transition. For you where you're figuring out what it is that's holding you back what you're moving on from is also very telling.
JK is the old story trying to fight its way back is what I'm getting from this. It's trying to make you believe in the old story again let that past hurt continue to be what you're listening to rather than you picking up and moving on finally. Trying to hold you back in that place it's like no if you do this change it's scary we don't like change we don't know how it's going to turn out.
But then December and January are saying it's going to turn out fucking awesome. You have the crown in December and a four-leaf clover in January. This makes it feels like in December your higher self your inner worlds have truly changed you've learned from again whatever it is that's been holding you back that you figured out during the month of September through november.
You're feeling a lot better emotionally mentally spiritually it's making you feel like you're the king or queen of the world. And that follows all the way through in January where you start having immense luck. Good things start happening for you left right and Center you start manifesting things a lot quicker easier unconsciously even. And then followed by that April we have the p initial.
The funny thing is this landed on April but also on why so something that deals with p and y or maybe even like a yes for whatever it is or whoever it is that you're trying to manifest he has a p initial. The words party playmate princess is what's like popping up for me. So maybe you start having something like princess treatment you meet someone at a party and old playmate someone you used to know in your past comes back into your life and you need that during that moment. But that's it for the charms.
And that is the reading for you lovely people that chose pile one I hope you took whatever resonates with you and whatever didn't you just threw it away or keep it in your mind. Just in case something does pop up that you might thought think about manifesting especially when it comes to the initials cuz right now you might not know anyone with with those initials currently but that person may pop up later on.
Okay hello group two you guys chose fool's Gold or pyrite. Fun fact that's actually a part of my username. So let's see what cards we pulled for you guys.
From the lovers deck we pulled Look inside yourself." Examine what is causing you to feel this way."
It seems that you have something going on emotionally I don't necessarily think this is romantically this isn't coming off as like a romance thing. More so like you're trying to achieve or manifest something and for whatever reason you're having mixed emotions about it. Like one moment you're like yeah I could totally have this I can manifest this easy peasy and then the next you're sitting there and doubting yourself going this is so hard I'm never going to have it this is ridiculous. And you really do need to like look inside and figure out like why why am I going back and forth with this. Let's see if we can get any clarity from some of the other cards.
From Island Time wellness Oracle deck we got oh this is interesting engagement ring, seduction, twin flames reversed, palm tree reversed and girl talk. I think this is also interesting because a few of the charms that came out for this reading I was a little confused about but just from these cards alone they make a lot more sense but we'll get into that at the end.
Engagement ring is talking about that and engagement to partnership commitment in eternity together with someone someone who completes you a union. But what I really find interesting is how it's followed by seduction and then twin flames reverse. Because clearly seduction means someone's being seduced in this sense it means a hook up temptation third-party interference. And then with twin flames that normally means Union balance unity dualit complimenting each other. So these three together alone kind of reads like you do have someone in your life or maybe someone you're trying to manifest.
This person You are actual compettle with you guys ore busy twenty flames you guys do you completeler Jane you very boulence with you there and there is the postvilley of this New yen this engagement this Partner shut but it but it Buy person I don't know with you or that other person One you all is being contated and 4th with with so One that you do fine to track period geniu and temptation and the going to throw off in this relationship .
And the way that you kind of find out about this is girl talk I'm talking with your friends spending time with them but this card also is about moving on being happily single living in the moment having fun. So it does feel like whatever it is that's going to happen is going to have the two of you separating. The temptation is too tempting for whoever is being tempted to resist. You most likely are going to find out through a friend hanging out with them talking with them and the last card really solidifies that cuz palm tree right side up is security stability endurance growth flexibility. So reverse it's lack of security unstable stagnant rigid. That's kind of like how that relationship ends up going if you choose to stay even after having that time with friends figuring out discovering what happened I definitely feels like they're the ones who fall for temptation. I feel like both of you are going to be tempted by someone not the same person but you would stay steady and strong when this temptation happens and they don't. They have a lapse in judgment let's see what the rest of the card say.
The next duck we are going to go read is actually going to be the rose oracle. From that we pulled Temple of the rose, come to me, rapture. Y'all are definitely going through some shit that's for sure but you're coming out of it a lot stronger so far it seems like. Temple of the Rose is all about expression activation tapping into your inner power. It feels like you go through whatever BS you're about to go through and it brings you closer to yourself bring you closer to self-discovery learning how to express yourself better emotionally it's also giving you're going to start picking up on like hobbies. I also feel like that makes sense with one of the charms that I pulled for December when we get there you'll see. Then we have come to me which is about abundance receiving desires attracting like a rose so attracting a bee to a flower or a hummingbird matter of fact those are actually symbols on this card it is a woman standing inside of a rose with two hummingbirds and a bee flying around as they are attracted to the scent of the rose. Again that with temple of the Rose you're definitely coming to a place where you're discovering things you start manifesting your desires your life becomes way more abundant. Like whoever this person was that you were with this possible could have been a good twin flame cuz twin flames could be good or bad. They were definitely holding you back. But don't worry.
Rapture is a card all about devotion sensuality romance ecstasy pleasure and love. Like you are definitely manifesting those things in your life someone better more devoted more down bad all the lyric "he's a simp and he certified" popped into my head along with the lyrics, "I like you but I like me more love a girl right down to my core."
Like you're really going to be in yourself love era and you're also going to find someone who's an absolute SIMP for you and you're you're going to love him of course your lover girl, guy ,person . But this person is going to have you on the pedestal instead of the other way around it's definitely feeling like whoever this other person was that you were initially with you have them on a pedestal. You saw them as bigger than they actually were it also feels like that helped in like inflating their ego which is how they could have falling more easily into temptation. Like the thought oh they'll forgive me I'll always have them popped into my head like that's how they might end up feeling but you're going to like have a relationship where that Dynamics flipped and it works because you wouldn't be tempted by something like that because you have too much respect for yourself let alone for your partner. So even with having them be devoted to you and down bad like you had been in the past it actually evens out the relationship and playing field more than making it a bad dynamic.
Never going to look at what work your light deck has to say. We pulled perspective, inner earth and jump in. Oh this this is very interesting it also makes lots of sense. So perspective is clearly about perspective zoom out fine common ground none of this matters but that followed by inner earth which stands for surviving you'll survive this new Solutions and beginnings and then jump in which stands for adventure say yes to change andromedan energy.
Yeah after this change starts happening the breakup happens this is basically just telling you like you genuinely do need to like zoom out understand that like none of this matters in terms of I feel like they're going to take it back even though they're the ones who did you wrong. It's definitely also feeling like you might have mutual friends or people that you know I'm also thinking family members that take their side and like this is reminding you like you know what happened and you should not be like being triggered by these people. Zoom out from that energy understand that like none of it matters like the weird shit they're saying the dumb stuff that people are believing the Hoops they're jumping through to believe the dumps of.
Like the friends that matter will still be there like the people you'll have those girl talks with and you know that you'll survive the outcome of the shit storm that they try dragging up. And you have to be ready for that be ready for the adventure and the changes say yes to change. Understand that this is basically going to give you exactly who's there for you and who is it what people you need to cut off or distance yourself from. I'm also like getting birds is going to expose who the birds in your friends group is. It's going to expose the girls and the guys I'm also hearing the gays in the theys who are probably a lot more like male Centric or romance-centric than anything else. Like you might have a friend or person close to you the number two keeps popping into my head so like two people who might actually try shooting their shot at this person after they did this bullshit. Like they wouldn't be the ones to seduce them but they would use that as an excuse to see if they have a chance with them.
From the story beginnings deck we pulled you are the breath past life emotions live in you following the path of another and you deserve good things. So you are the breath is reminding you to listen and connect with your intuition. You intuitively probably already know that there's something weird going on with this person. I feel like even the engagement or the idea of y'all moving on in your relationship maybe it's a situation that might turn into a romantic relationship or y'all are in a romantic relationship this is also card number nine and like 9 months popped into my head so like maybe you've been in the situation with this person for like 9 months and it's telling you you intuitively already know that they are not the one but everyone else around you might be telling you they are. Don't listen to everybody else listen to your intuition.
The following two cards also feel like that might be what's happening like past life emotion lives in you it's about releasing those old emotions expressing yourself for who you are more and then following the path of another is your path being redirected where it should be. That card also is actually a picture of a solar eclipse so it's the sun covered by the moon and it's called 21 while past life is car 23 and I feel like in this context it makes sense. You're going off past emotions you've had from past relationships or from a past you had with this person at one point. Maybe y'all did date at some point I don't know why I'm thinking of like high school and middle school like maybe y'all had a boyfriend girlfriend situation during that time or an almost dated during that time moment. And you're still operating from those emotions but you shouldn't be. Because you're still operating from those emotions you're following a path that no longer suits You you're following a path that you used to be on and now you're being redirected onto a different journey onto a different person. Then the last card is again you deserve good things keep focusing on what you want. This person isn't even who you want like this whole reading kind of gives off everyone around you kept saying you two are meant to be together it's giving like high school lovebirds that separated for college and either you're still in like college or young adulthood or possibly like someone moved and then moved back years later and everyone's like y'all should have been a thing but you weren't and now they're like oh my God this is the perfect time for y'all to be a couple.
And you've heard this so much that you genuinely believe that like clearly everyone else has seen something you're not seeing but in actuality they're really not. They're projecting on to you they're projecting on to you really hard.
Now on to my charms this was very interesting. Again this is for the following months and this month leading all the way up to the new year. But most of your charms actually landed this month and forward. So the first one that we actually have is a b in June so you're dealing with whoever this person is I feel like their initial might b a b or also I'm thinking of for whatever reason bitch. This bitch pops up in June which could be talking about the third person because it also landed on the number three it also could mean that whoever this third party is their initial starts with a b. Then following that I feel like we need to skip to the zodiac signs because we have a gear that landed on capricorn.
For me that feels like it's saying you have something in the works not necessarily during Capricorn season it could be but more so that Capricorn energy is coming out in you that kind of quiet confidence that get it done vibe It feels Like your potential is rising. And dealing that right under that you had a k that landed on Monday and yes. Again I don't know what that necessarily means but on a Monday maybe a person or a thing maybe even a trip I feel like I hear trip to a place or we're going to do something like kayaking cuz kayaking popped into my head you should say yes to that again if this goes with like say yes to adventure say yes to change.
The following that in July we have an angel wing that landed on July 6th and cancer. It feels like on July 6th you're going to have an epiphany intuitively and emotionally that is going to free you from whatever is holding you back from moving on from this person. It also feels like July 6th might be win all the shit comes to light where you're having that conversation with your friend and they're like hey I saw so and so with this person or XY and z posted up on their like close friends or whatever this picture and this person sent it to me or I saw it and it's going to be that push you need to stop listening to everyone around you. Especially those who are the loudest and telling you you and this person are meant to be together you're meant to be you guys have to get married and live out like the white picket fence dream and this is the push you need to like genuinely look inside yourself and be like you know what I now know why I'm feeling this way. I don't actually like this person I don't want them like that. I've just been going off of what everybody else wants for me and I'm done with this.
Following that we have n which landed on September and be so I'm feel like whoever this other this might be a person it might be a thing I'm thinking band just because of the music notes that we got later on in this reading also it feels like it might be banned like a person in a band you might join a band. You might go see one in concert or something in september. But then after that we have Sunday and we have BJ and a gold ring. They also landed on possible.
It feels like this is talking about a person they might be called BJ that might be a nickname that might be their initials. They are a possibility that's why they landed on possible with the gold ring like this is a possible new romantic interest it feels like this could be Mr or Mrs simp and their certified. But again they're only a possibility and not a definitely yes or no because that genuinely depends on you.
And I feel like this also goes with the fact that you chose the pyrite or fool's Gold since this also stands for transformation clarity protection courage. Like this person is only a possibility unless you choose them you have to have the courage to choose them you have to have gone through a transformation of knowing what you want who you are without outside interference have that clarity of like this is what I wanted a relationship this is how I want this relationship to work out I wanted to go. And then you could have this possible relationship with this person. Especially dealing that fool's gold is also known to guard against negative energy and attacks so it also feels like again it's going to bring you clarity on who's really there for you and who is it in terms of like the people around you it also feels like a reminder just because like the piece I have has a little dent in it so it has like a little point and it's pointing directly at the possibility and the bj. So to me kind of also feels like it's telling you like this is something you really are going to have to go after yourself have to be courageous about it but also you can only really say yes only really make it a possible relationship if you're willing and ready to like distance yourself or cut off some of these negative people because if you don't they're just going to keep coming back they could keep nagging in your ear about how you and the other person were meant to be and you shouldn't throw that away just because they made a mistake just cuz they messed up type of situation.
And the last charm is a music note in December but it's also pointed on l&m so again LMN that could be an initial LM it could also maybe be part of like a group or someone you might see in concert at that time I feel like it might be a possibility of a K-pop concert because like literally in my head was leseraphim smarter started playing in my head smarter baby smarter but specifically the version that boynextdoor's Jaehyun song that one time. So definitely feels like some kind of like K-pop concert you might go to you might meet this hour and person this is also like right in the same area as the gear and the k on Monday and yes so like this might be concert that happens on a Monday you might find out about it on the Monday this also might be where the gear is really start turning in terms of you embracing that Capricorn energy being more sure of yourself more confident ect.
But that was your reading group number two y'all was a heavy ass reading compared to group one now I can't wait to see what the hell group three houses or. But again I hope you took what resonates with you and what didn't I hope you let it go.
Jisung and clear quartz is what y'all picked so hello group three. Let's see what the cards have in store for you along with the charms.
Okay y'all really said all of the charms so many of them came out. But we will look at that at the end so first let's see what we pulled from the lovers deck. We got Sexual Union. "Honor the place in one another where you are one eternal soul, for there you will find true Bliss."
Well you're really reading definitely has to deal with quite a bit of romance there clearly you're going to meet somebody or you're in a relationship of some sort with someone that you have sexually compatible with but also that could become something truly special where the two of you can become one on a more spiritual emotional mental level. Let's see what the other cards have to say.
From the island time wellness deck we pulled. The Grim reaper, the snake, ax, mask, cassette well shit I thought group number two was a heavy reading let's see if you have them beat.
It seems like the first card might have been more of a forewarning about you losing someone right an SP situationship partner. That's why I was reminding you to honor one another find common ground and there you will find peace and Bliss because it was followed by the Grim Reaper card. Which is more about no second chances relationships being over growing and transforming in your life. Feels like you might something's going to happen possibly with whoever this person is that's irredeemable to one of y'all or both of y'all and y'all going to call it quits and also feels like y'all have a third person situation like group two because the snake is all about competition and enemy someone who's clever and malicious the other woman looking over your shoulder.
It's definitely giving toxic cuz again all the cards that follow Jesus Christ man ax and mask. The ax is all about again breaking up separating silent treatment abandonment stopping the pattern and then the mask is about not showing true feelings hiding pretending gaslighting. All together I feel like this might deal with cheating. Group two also had something similar just because the no second chances with the competition clever malicious kind of feels like someone who is really smart. And they find a way to like possibly seduce this person or get them to emotionally if not physically cheat. But it also feels like this might be a pattern this person has or you might pick up on it because they start giving you the silent treatment like they might have a habit of when they do something wrong they shut down rather than try to talk to you about it and it's like the last thing that like makes you decide okay well if you're going to keep being like this we're breaking up that's also where I feel like the mask comes in like they pretend like no that's not the case but they're also not showing their true feelings if they are remorseful or upset about the fact that they did that themselves and instead they kind of try to gaslight you into thinking wanting to break up with them wanting to end this relationship is stupid is ridiculous. But then the last card we have is actually cassette which is outdated thinking conditioning replaying events over in your head.
They definitely gaslight you enough where you start overthinking you start going over everything that you know about the situation over and over again. You're trying to figure out like are you overthinking are you taking things too far but I also feel like you kind of realize that this is like old habits that you have of forgiving them every time they fuck up like this is definitely not the first time they fucked up. But this is definitely the time that breaks the camel's back. Let's move on we're going to go to the Rose deck.
We pulled release the pedals, brothers of the Rose and reversed the fertile void. Yeah this kind of like solidifies it for me that this is something you really need to do you need to like move on. Release the pedals is all about transformation shedding the old self all changing death and rebirth kind of like a flower in the winter losing all of its petals and dying and then being reborn again in the spring. This situation kind of is your transformation your rebirth first it feels really bad it feels like death almost like this is definitely someone you've been really close with for a really long time. Like y'all have been as thick as thieves like very connected type of vibes but also there's been some form of separation happening for quite a while now so this wasn't like super out of left field it feels like. You kind of new this was going to happen you just weren't prepared for it but you definitely have support.
You definitely have either Brothers yourself or a dad Uncle male friends because brother of the Rose is all about sacred masculinity protection support honor. They're definitely going to be there for you during this time they're going to be on your side it also feels like you might get closer to these people like you guys already have a pretty decent relationship but it goes from decent to like genuinely really good. Also if this person keeps popping back up which I feel like they they're going to do to some degree with the way they're trying to fucking gasolate you they will be there to protect you. They will be there to tell this person basically like fuck off mate I don't know why that popped into my head like fuck off me and Irish or British voice like Tom Holland and Willie from The Simpsons popped into my head and both of them have accents one has an Irish Scottish accent and the other one has a British accent. It's also giving like either someone who is like an older male figure that's why I think I had Willie pop into my head so someone who might come off kind of like him he kind of seems big and scary but he's also like actually a sweetheart really nice really kind like animals. Or kind of like a slightly the same age slightly older slightly younger by maybe one to two years and more of like a brotherly figure kind of like a Tom very respectful very kind very I'll stick up for you type vibes.
Then fertile void reverse is very interesting because it normally means like patience rest secret beginnings inner winter and feels like in this case it's more of a very obvious and loud beginnings like everyone around you can tell that you're beginning again you're starting over without this person. You're very restless while you're doing this very full of energy is making me think of twitchy from Hoodwinked I don't even know if anyone's watch that movie I used to fucking love Hoodwinked and Hoodwinked as a kid. But it's basically the squirrel who gets is naturally very hyper and is making me think of the scene where he's given coffee and the little squirrel goes into hyperdrive. That's kind of the energy this is giving like you're starting over and you're starting over while hitting the ground running.
Next we're going to look at the starry beginnings deck we got let it out, let it flow, stay strong, be a guiding light, stay the course, what does your heart want?.
For whatever reason I ended up looking at the numbers for these cards and I feel like they're also very intertwined with each other. We pulled a 15 for 4 and 24 and forever reason like my mind automatically went to 15 and 14 one right after the other also connected by a one and then 144 and 24 connected by the floor but then I thought oh 24 the two is because the 15 and the 14 both have ones which make a two so I'm assuming that that's kind of how you should take these cards so that's how I'm going to break them down in the order I pulled them so 15 14 for 24 but also keep in mind that I feel like 24 kind of ties back to 15 and 14 I don't know if I just confused you or not. Please stay with me.
So the first card 15 let it out, let it flow open up the heart to feel. You are being reminded that yes you were hurt yes this hurts this is very emotional this is something that makes you want to crawl up and die in a ball the image of like a girl in her room lights off lying on the bed mascara running down her face is what popped into my head. That's how you feel that's how you want to feel this is reminding you allow yourself to feel those feelings and then allow yourself to feel better. You're allowed to mourn not even the relationship it feels like you're going to end up mourning the time that you wasted like you realize that you could have gone out of this a lot sooner but you chose to stick around instead and it's like feel those feelings to get upset get angry with yourself. But don't close off your heart allow yourself to feel again to start feeling better I feel like that's solidified because it's followed by card 14 stay strong, be guiding Light ground yourself, be love.
Don't become bitter don't be driven by revenge like for whatever reason the words do revenge popped into my head. And it's like don't do that like that's going to pop into your head probably when this happens and when you're allowing yourself to feel all these emotions you're going to be like I should give revenge I should make them feel some type of way I'm getting like an image of someone going out to a party or club and taking a bunch of pictures and videos but then when you're not taking those pictures and videos you're kind of like standing in the corner you're kind of like in the bathroom staring at yourself in the mirror it's giving here that the song popped into my head.
Specifically the lyrics "I guess now you got the last laugh. But really, I would rather be at home all by myself. Not in this room with people who don't even care about my well-being. I don't dance, don't ask I don't need a boyfriend. So, you can go back, please, enjoy your party, I'll be here."
The next card number four is stay the course you are moving in the right direction. The song night changes by One direction pops into my head. "Doesn't it ever drive you crazy. Just how fast the night changes?" Like you are now moving in the right direction but you were moving in a different one before and that's what it feels like it feels like these changes just happened so fast you feel like you're going a little crazy cuz you're like how the hell. Did I go from the idea that me and this person were going to stay together everything was going to work out to moving on to actually going through and breaking up with them and now having to figure out what is my new game plan. But also like it freaks you out a little bit how easy it is for you to figure out what changes you want to happen and what new thing you want to do is also giving like hobbies I don't know why I started thinking of like knitting sewing roller skating. Like there's like a plethora of things maybe wanted to try and for whatever reason being in that relationship held you back but now you're going to try them all.
The last card from that deck 24 what does your heart want? Be free to manifest your heart's desire which again I feel like makes sense and I feel like they're tied to the first two cards stay strong, be a guiding Light and let it out, let it flow. Basically like yeah after you've allowed yourself to feel all the feelings and you've ground yourself now it's time for you to genuinely think about what your heart truly desires. What are things that you've always wanted but you kept denying yourself that you kept holding back because you knew that this was upsetting the other person. Or that they didn't want this.
I don't know why but like what popped into my head was like the idea of someone wanting to be wealthy. Right someone who wants to like live in the penthouse or a mansion and have enough money where they don't have to worry about anything and they can spend it on whatever they want but not doing that. Like they have a partner who's more frugal who believes in like saving your dollars and they think every rich person is evil and you should hate them cuz how dare they have something that everyone else can't have so the other partner is constantly hiding the fact that like I do have this money I come from money and they're living a miserable life like they're they're stuck living in like a one-bedroom apartment that's the size of a shoe box and NYC but they don't want to. Like they have a penthouse in the exact same city that they could be living in right now but they're not because they're really in love with their partner and they're trying to like be everything to partner wants them to be that's the vibe is giving. You were confining yourself into this teeny tiny little shoebox that you didn't want to live in you didn't want to be in but you knew your partner would be upset with the wide Open spaces with the view of the city with being able to shop go to fancy restaurants that they would change how they looked at you you would go from the person they love to someone evil in their eyes. But you were hiding who you were kind of goes back to the mask card that we pulled so it feels like both we all were wearing a mask they're wearing one because they refuse to acknowledge how they actually feel and what was happening in the situation that leads to the breakup and you're wearing a mask because you're making yourself seems smaller than you are because you know it makes them like you more and feel better about themselves.
All I can think of while doing this reading is like whoever this person is seems like a very miserable son of a gun. On to the last deck which is work your light. The cards we pulled star bathing I'm sorry and I remember reversed.
Star bathing is all about transmission activation growth. Which is interesting cuz I just noticed that there was another card stuck to that one and that happened to be water your garden which is all about nourishment rest tenderness taking care of one's body. So it definitely feels like you're going through this transformation that's like activating yourself care mode. You start actually taking care of yourself taking a break from the things that were just stressing you the hell out from the people that were stressing you the hell out it feels like you definitely probably have people around you that helped gaslight you into thinking you should stick out the hard times in this relationship that just wasn't it for you. And then of course you have that followed by I'm sorry which is all about writing past wrongs uprooting forgiving. It also has a feeling of defenselessness. To me it feels like while you're taking care of yourself allowing yourself to rest to do things that probably feel selfish to you. I'm thinking of like going to a spa spending money to buy a couple of face mask like the jar kind that you can reuse so that you can like have spa days if you don't go to a physical spa. Like a Saturday or Sunday where you choose to just like not interact with anyone stay at home put on a bathrobe wash your face to facial relax have a hair appointment and nail appointment later on that day type vibes. You're writing the wrongs you're writing the part of you those making yourself feel and be smaller for the other person. You're feeling better about yourself but it also kind of makes you feel a little helpless A little vulnerable because it truly makes you realize just like how much of yourself you were denying for this other person.
And I remember is very interesting reversed because it normally means faded life versus Destiny life and Soul Plan and it kind of feels like it's saying that you deny these things you decided not to leave it up to fate or destiny or some predetermined plan that may or may not exist about you in this person. You took it into your own hands to change what felt like would have been your destiny which I feel like definitely makes sense when we look at the charms.
First thing first is I feel like you already started going through some kind of transformation or change specifically in May cuz we have an angel wing that landed on May and it crosses over to the first and second so either the first or the second or even the 12th of May and then it also landed in gemini. To me that feels like there's some Gemini energy that's happening. Like some chaotic energy all of a sudden you started like thinking a little too much a little enthusiastically about your relationship all these things that were happening in your life and again the angel wing is all about freedom being free realizing things moving on. So all this energy combined had you out here going way to God in a minute. You also have the crown that landed on a Thursday all right under that end the four-leaf clover that landed in between possible and yes.
It feels like sometime in the second week of May between the 12th and the 16th you probably had like an epiphany moment of some sort about all this shit happening. Like the 14th that Thursday might have been when it really hit you and you realize like maybe I don't actually want that this isn't what I want for myself but you didn't necessarily make a move yet right that's why the four leaf clover the good luck landed between possibly and yes I also feel like it has something to do with the next charm which is the T-shirt with a heart on it. Which I kind of see like wearing your heart on your sleeve.
That landed on check again and Friday like something happened that reminded you that you wear your heart on your sleeve that you feel emotions easily but also deeply something that definitely messed with you and your idea of this relationship which is why it says check again. What you decided on that day like no you know what I'm overthinking it I'm just really emotional I wear my heart on my sleeve it's okay we'll work out everything will be fine and this is like yeah no you need to reevaluate that check again please. And then the fact that August and 9 another four leaf clover.
These me that in May you started thinking about what it is that you actually want and whether or not this relationship was worth it June and July it's going to be when you're really starting to question this shit where you're in that curiosity Gemini energy where you're going back and forth between I could possibly leave maybe and like yes I definitely should this just isn't it for me. You're going to have a moment on a Friday where you're contemplating whether or not you're just like over exaggerating you're taking things out of context you're overthinking about an interaction they might have had with someone that you told them you're uncomfortable with them being friends with or around and you're going to once again like reevaluate check again check back into that possibly staying or yes I'm getting the hell out of this relationship. You're definitely going to have more clarity about it the four-leaf clover between the possibility and yes the charm actually touches the clear quartz in the middle which I feel like is like signaling that whatever the hell happens is going to definitely amplify whichever one the answer is going to be I still feel like the answer is probably leaning more towards yes.
I had the image of someone knocking or ringing a door pop into my head and it makes me think that August 9th might also be like a Time when you're visited by those like brotherly or dad like figures that's going to be your support during this time of like moving on. Like they're going to come in like August and by then you would have like major decision. And then following that the next one is very interesting cuz we have another angel wing but we also have a gold ring the gold ring is on b the angel wing is on a and also virgo. So to me it feels like you're going to meet someone with the initial a or you know someone with the initial a it might be one of those brother figures who is either a Virgo or has that Virgo like energy. But also during this time you're going to meet someone with the initial b that could be a potential romance.
I feel like this person is going to be very important because right above them is a dragonfly that landed on September so it feels like whoever b is might come into your life in September they also might have the initial k because Kay also landed on September or might be two people. Again it can also be someone you already know but they're going to help you in transforming revealing deeper truths about yourself about the relationship you were in bringing good luck. Definitely helping you change your perspective on like how everything happened in that relationship. But then you also have the tree of life that landed on Libra and c. Which definitely solidifies the fact that you're going to go through like a rebirth of some sort shedding old beliefs old thoughts but also someone with a c might be very important and again all of these charms fall under the area that's for September so like all of this is happening September September is going to be a very crucial point for you and also very busy month. But I'm following that in October you have an S that also falls on a f. So you have someone with those initials or for whatever reason my head San Francisco popped up so maybe you're traveling to San Francisco in October that's going to be a huge part of your change. But then on top of that you have a Q and a ring on no so someone with a q in their name cuz it definitely doesn't feel like it's an initial doesn't feel like it's a first or last name it feels more like it's just in the spelling of their name. They might pop up and you might think oh this person they're perfect they definitely will seem perfect for you it also feels like they might ask you out they might try to start romantic relationship this is saying no don't do it. They're they're not the one but also this lands again in the September and October area so like the ring lands in September and the q lands in October and it kind of feels like it's saying end of September beginning of October this is going to be happening and again you're going through that huge transformation. Like truly coming to terms with everything that's been happening everything that's going on in September and it's like you don't need to start a relationship right now. All right like we already told you you have someone a bee who's a possibility they could become a romantic partner but even they aren't like making a move. It's more of your becoming aware of them and they're helping you to move on to let go to scatter the pedals.
And then the last two charms are both a b that landed on Sunday and Sagittarius and possible so it feels like you might meet a Sagittarius someone who has Sagittarius sign I feel like it's probably going to be a Sagittarius son for some reason on a Sunday with the initials BB or maybe a nickname like bebe.
I don't know why but like right as I thought that Pepe Le Pew popped into my head the little French skunk from the Looney Tunes so I feel like maybe this person has that same energy as him they also could be European or French there's also that possibility I also feel like you might meet them while on your trip somewhere I definitely feel like the ass in the f is about going on a trip and San Francisco keeps popping into my head so I feel like maybe you're going to go to San Francisco in October and you're going to meet this person with a b as an initial or two B's. I also feel like maybe their nickname for you might be bebe.
I also thought of the 1992 movie Bebe's kids. If you never watched it it's a black animated comedy about a man who meets a woman at a funeral. He thinks she's like one of the most beautiful women he's ever met he must have died and gone to heaven. And then he like meets her son he's well-behaved kid but then when he's asked oh do you want to go with us to I believe it was amusement park the next day he's like yeah sure but she's also watching her friend's kids aka Bebe's kids and they're absolute fucking menaces to society. Like they bad ass little kids so it also feels like maybe this person. Has a child or kids around them like a friend's kid or nieces nephews younger siblings.
And it feels like some of them are good kids and some of them are bad asses and you kind of have to navigate through and around that during this trip maybe you guys meet up a couple of times or something and the children happen to be around type of vibes. I don't know it's just giving like babysitting like adventures in babysitter it's also what I thought of like y'all are going to be having a babysit someone's child or a kid and it's going to like kind of test the waters of how well you guys get along like they end up showing a level of balance with you. That your ex partner never had with you. That's The vibes it's giving anyway that's all for y'all again that was also a very heavy much longer reading than I thought it would be take what resonates with you discard what doesn't.
Once again take what resonates with you ignore what doesn't. I hope this helped some people out or gave them clarity in some situations they might be in. And again I might do another reading like this for something else who knows we'll see if I feel inspired to do so.
