ao3: alittleworm (abigworm) she/her. 28. dni if ur not an adult. Proshipper. Fluent in Russian Very out of touch with this website and myself. Heater Rivalry or whatever its called has eaten my brain.
I wanted to post the fics I have typed up for Heated Rivalry and marked as completed. I am not saying they are well written or interesting but they are my children.
I would love any and all feedback! ( •̀ ω •́ )✧
Yours - Kip x Scott
Kip's soulmark is a Stanley Cup - he thinks it means that his soulmate is a hockey fan.
Ochi Chernye (Очи Чёрные) or in English "Dark Eyes" - Ilya x Shane
Ilya's reflection on Shane Hollander and how he reminds Ilya of the Classic song Ochi Chernye (Очи Чёрные).
Luca Can't Catch a Break - Luca One sided
A quick look at Luca's struggle as he crushes on his teammates.
Bottom of a Plate - Ilya x Shane
Shane has very good reasons that he cannot eat the Dinner in front of him...and for once it is not because of his meal plan. Or Shane Hollander comes out as a bottom to his parents.
Who asks that? - Ilya x Shane
An invasive interview question leads to the internet finding out that Shane Hollander slept around. Shane can't catch a break from people trying to find out more about his personal life.
[A silly little social media adjacent fic]
Why Choose - Ilya x Shane x Cliff
Shane's POV as he thinks back on how him, Ilya and Cliff had managed to get together and the awkward introduction of their new relationship to his parents.
Annoying companion that is certainly not a Bard but...what? What do you even do?: Ilya Rozanov
Shane running into Ilya in various cities on the path because the man is sleeping with all of the societal ladies worth knowing AND getting himself into fantastical court dramas.
Shane is not a fan of the brothel so he rarely visits...but then Ilya is offering up his own services and damn it if this isn't the only sex Shane has ever had that really felt like something?
Shane growing attached and realizing that Ilya is going to die much sooner than him. Shane trying to figure out after year 10 of when exactly to dissappear from Ilya's path but he just can't stop meeting up with the guy (and half the time it is not by choice).
Anyways - Ilya is half something else and that is why he is just so damn handsome and magnetic. They figure it out and travel the continent together. Somewhere in there they winter at Kaer Morhen and confess their love for one another.
Oh and the other Witchers? Yeah it is the Centaurs and Bears...
Marleau is a terror on all of the Brothels and Balls (and to Shane's horror knows Ilya very well)
Can I say that Ilya maybe wears a cage first just to see what it is like before he brings it up as something for Shane?
He just wants to make sure that it would be safe and wants to know what a reasonable limit may be for the first time (yeah sure he does some reading but hands on is best)
And can I add onto this and say that maybe Shane comes home early and goes straight for Ilya's dick just to see the cage?
And maybe I think the misunderstanding would be funny because Shane would have no clue how to navigate it all and Ilya would be kind of embarrassed and the explanation of a test run already sounds a bit fake in the first place.
And maybe i need to sit myself in a corner and have a little time out.
As a result, Allstars players and the Centaurs get the wrong idea when they see Ilya and Shane side by side in the showers. (Okay yeah you don't look but like come on! You would ALSO be curious...)
Flash to a club post some charity game or something and Ilya and Shane are seen making out heavy in the corner. Ilya fucks off and Shane has to close the tab...A few of the guys look down because well...these are linen pants and they were just curious. Instead of a respectable sized bulge they see an obscene tension in the fabric.
The rest of the night is about 8 drunk, straight, hockey bros debating who is bigger by bringing up photos from Roz's previous club outings and comparing that to what they just witnessed.
The men discuss what possible thing was Hollander's price to pay for his talent if even his dick is above average. Someone says "liking pussy". The table groans because instead of women, Shane ended up with Rozanov (who is objectively attractive and who got first pick of any girl at the club after games). Hollander does not loose.
Ilya Rozanov noticing that Shane got his giant fucking baseball glove hands form David Hollander...and as a result needing to look away from David doing some mundane task time and time again because his brain is really too horny too often.
Hockey Player Shane Hollander but Ilya is a deliveryman/courier that happens to work during the times that Shane orders delivery.
Ilya keeps on judging Shane's purchases every time he delivers them.
"Hollander, how many kale salads until you turn into a cow?"
"Hollander, are you dying? Who orders a Pilates reformer with rushed courier delivery at 11 pm?... Is 1 am Hollander...Are you going to install it now or?"
Obviously Ilya gets invited in to help with something every other time and they fuck nasty about it.
Top Shane/ Bottom Ilya headcanons usually have Shane be sweet or useless or unsure. But what if instead, when Shane is on top he is a pushy mean guy - he knows what he is doing and he is running on pure testosterone. He wants Ilya to take it and to stop moving and to hold himself up. He says stuff like "Oh you want me to do all the work now?" He misses Ilya's prostate on purpose right when he knows that the rhythm is working for Ilya. He loves to spank Ilya's ass and leave nail indents in his hips. He goes from too fast to too slow. He is selfish on purpose and Ilya loves every single second of it.
This is a dumb question I'm sorry but your post about Verse Ilya topping Shane with a prostate toy I don't understand? Like he uses a vibrator or a dildo on him instead of actually f*cking him?
I'm sorry I'm asexual and female identifying so it didn't make sense to me 🙈
Hiya annon! Since I am unsure of your age, I am going to kindly ask that you look this up on your own if you are over 18 - the internet would do a better job than I with diagrams if need be. If you are not over 18, please do not interact with my blog.
So what if Cliff and Roz were the ones who were dating/hooking up casually all of these years. And let's say it was an open secret that people did not bat an eye at because they occasionally took home girls together and are both bisexual, party boy, disasters.
Shane Hollander looking from the outside in (Scott hunter style) and yearning for the same kind of bro-y camaraderie and love that Rozanov and Cliff have going on. Maybe Shane would have that with Hayden but Hayden is a one person type of guy and also very much not freaked out at all. Shane also does not consider this envy to be a homosexual tendencies and instead thinks that it is just one of those hypermasculine Greco-Roman things that happens when you play in a highly competitive and intense professional sport at a high level.
Shane Hollander, after multiple disasters of relationships (the most famous of which was Rose Landry), figures out that he is actually gay and the feelings towards "Marlonov" are more so a deep crush that he cannot get rid of.
So
Shane Hollander comes out (a few years after Scott Hunter) because he starts to feel incredibly lonely and his debilitating crush is slowly eating away at his soul. He figures if he comes out he can at least find himself a boyfriend and maybe that will help him get over the weird parasocial thing he has going on with the two Boston Raiders.
Except that his life gets even more complicated because Rozanov and Marlow (the messy and open couple that they are) immediately start to proposition him for threesomes. Shane desperately wants to say yes and wants to be a stupid jock cum dump for the two of them but...well...he is inexperienced in that department on the account of being in the closet and in denial. He also feels like if he gets a taste of the two men, it would do nothing in terms of helping him get over it all. Shane knows he would be in deep trouble.
Marlow and Rozanov keep on talking to him, somehow get his number and text him from time to time (and it is only sometimes thirsty gym selfies). Shane, for what it's worth, tries his damn hardest to seem cool, calm, and collected and tries to brush off all of the attempts. At the end of the day he is just a new piece of meat on the market for the two playboys. He knows that he wants more out of the deal than just sex and that becomes more evident the more he gets to know Marlow and Rozanov on a personal level.
In the meantime Shane desperately tries to find a boyfriend, tries to fall in love, tries to make a connection - but he hates everyone he meets. They are all vapid gold diggers or incredibly self obsessed or incapable of carrying a conversation. How is he supposed to lose his gay virginity if every gay/queer man he goes on a date with makes his cock retract into his body.
The Metros for their part are actually supper supportive of him being gay and trying to couple up...except that they also notice the Marlow/Rozanov of it all and are mercilessly making fun of the situation.
Finally Shane gives up - he decides to go directly to the only non boring gay couple he is aware of (psssttt Rozanov and Marlow) and ask them if they know someone that is tolerable that Shane can get fucked by. He is not brave enough to type out the phrase "anal virginity" but he sure as hell implies it in the most polite way he can manage.
Marlow is the only one to reply to Shane and basically says that it makes a lot of sense now as to why Shane was not game to fuck them (and he absolutely made multiple jokes about Shane not being able to handle huge dicks) Marlow sets Shane up on a blind date and tells him that the guy is chill when it comes to his "problem" and should treat him as sweet as necessary without an NDA being needed.
Shane is so relieved that he thinks he will cry. He just wants to get it over with and maybe...maybe in a few years he would be able to say yes to both Rozanov and Marlow at the same time. (Shane is always oscillating between wanting to stay away from the temptation because he knows he will be addicted OR to just get it out of his systema and forget about it)
OBVIOUSLY, When Shane shows up to his blind date, it is Ilya Rozanov sitting at the table and smiling as sweet as can be - as if he is not the one who clearly orchestrated the whole thing.
Shane is like a moth to a flame - fully knowing he is about to die but unable to stop.
Turns out Rozanov (Ilya now actually) is a wonderful lover and his first time bottoming with another person takes place a few months after the date...and with a promise to Marlow that he would be the second man ever to fuck him.
Once Marlonov get their hockey paws on Shane, they do not let go - Shane is pretty much fucked so good and so deep that he does not have the energy to resist all of the romantic gestures and endeared words.
They start dating one summer day after a morning round of sex at Shane's cottage. Shane is going soft where he was fucking in between Marley's thighs as Ilya's cum drips out of his own hole. It is all so perfect that Shane can feel tears prickle in the corners of his eyes. Somehow Cliff breaks first - tears slowly rolling down his face as he cradles Shane's head to his chest. A terrifying, muddled and frantic confession follows. No one is sure who said "I love you" first in that moment but they decide it does not matter as long as it means that they are allowed to never let go of one another.
Verse Ilya Rozanov having toped Shane with a prostate toy multiple times without Shane knowing...
Verse Ilya thinking Shane's shocked face at finding out about this is very funny especially since this came up in a conversation about Ilya bottoming for Shane for once.
Shane has always been just too lost in the sauce to notice.
Shane is only doing this because Ilya is legit the most attractive person he had ever seen and funny too (and he has seen a lot of attractive people). Shane considers himself to be probably too boring and definitely not attractive enough to bag Ilya...Ilya is also a free spirit. He twirls in circles adjacent to Shane and he is basically pretty arm candy of the society girls (he also causes a lot of drama by sleeping with multiple friends within a group).
Ilya tried to hit on Shane genuinely but Shane for the reasons above thought that Ilya was propositioning him for this exact arrangement.
"You have been looking at me for quiet some time now...what can you give me in return for my time Mr. Hollander..."
Ilya is super disappointed that Shane considers him to be a sugar baby (Shane is not interested in Ilya as a person to take him seriously...he sees Ilya the same way as the society girls - as set dressing) Ilya still is crushing hard so he will take what he can get then - some nice memories for the road ahead.
Anyways they keep on doing this thing and Ilya gets really domestic one day when they are spending time together...Shane freaks out because he cant handle the fake performance of care. Ilya feels like shit because Shane was never going to reciprocate these emotions anyways...(insert horrible thoughts here about being a paid for piece of meat)
Terrible timing - Shane meets Rose and they become inseparable friends. Shane is not in the closet. Its private not secret type of deal. EVERYONE thinks they are dating.
Rose makes him realize that love and attraction is sometimes worth the risk of rejection.
blah blah blah there is some sort of boating event in Tampa and Shane is at the same country club as Ilya (he is Sveta's plus one and She is trying to network...leaving him alone at the bar) Shane is not usually into boating but he is known to sometimes come to this event.
ANYWAYS - they talk at the bar, end up at the same viewing party/afterparty, they figure out their feelings and Shane asks him to spend the summer in his private cottage up in Canada.
I saw the "I stand with my Canceled wife" post across my dash and immediately wanted to apply it to Hollanov:
Ilya getting Cancelled for saying some dumb shit (dealers choice).
Shane posting on his Instagram story a mirror selfie of himself at the gym...with Ilya doing squats at the squat rack behind him - his ass is highlighted by his light colored gym shorts. (and yes Shane picked them out for sexy reasons...but also for the exact reasons of this insta story)
He writes "I stand with my cancelled husband" across the screen 2014 snapchat style.
The buzz he creates is worth the huge smile Ilya gets across his face when he finally sees the story in question.
Ilya's absolute dumptruck becomes a meme. A part of the comment section tries to cancel Shane for objectifying his husband.
Ilya posts a similar story to his Instagram in response but it's him pointing at a Calvin Klein poster with Shane on it in NYC.
Thinking about heated rivalry being exactly the same except Cliff is always just there just barely in the shot. Just standing or sitting there like 🧍♂️.
"It is simple for me!" "Bullshit!" "🧍♂️"
"Will you two come to my cottage this summer?" "Hollander you know we can't do that" "🧍♂️"
"Hi its me shane...and this is...cliff marlow and ilya rozanov" "🧍♂️🧍♂️🧍♂️"
Thinking about Shane's lingerie and I have had this vision stuck in my mind palace:
Shane comes home from his run. Ilya is in the kitchen doing meal prep for the week.
Ilya looks up and feels like he momentarily has gone insane. Shane is wearing his shortest running shorts - it is the olive pair that makes his skin seem just a little bit more tan than it is. His shirt is thrown haphazardly over his shoulder. Shane is toeing off his running shoes and Ilya realizes that Shane is wearing fresh, new socks. They are crisp white and they match his white snapback that is on backwards to keep his slightly longer fringe out of his face.
Shane has the audacity to casually look at him as he walks past the kitchen counter. "I am going to go rinse off really quick" and Ilya is not letting that happen.
"No you are not"
Ilya's eyes follow as Shane doesn't slow down on his way to get to the staircase. Shane scoffs with an annoyed "try and stop me". Ilya follows the flex of the back of his husband's thighs as he makes his way up the stairs at a leisurely pace. As if Ilya is not about to break, as if he has the luxury of time, as if Ilya is not about to draw fucking blood.
Ilya makes his choice fast. The bell peppers can wait.
"blyat'...fuck'"
He places the knife on the counter, ripping himself away from he task at hand and takes the steps two at a time. He reaches Shane just as he is about to close the door to their room.
He feels like a caveman with the way that his hands dig into Shane's shoulder and ass.
It has been a full week since the last time that he could indulge himself and Shane seems to be equally as desperate to have orchestrated this assault.
The poor rookie in their living room can mind his fucking business.
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Billeting with Hollanov was very weird for Pasha. They were both overly clingy to one another and distant at the same time. Maybe not so distant any more...The way that Roz ran up after Hollzy...
He gets up from the living room couch and freezes...what is the etiquette here?
Pasha side eyes the bell peppers...no. No, he is just going to go on his own run...maybe stop for a coffee somewhere.
