贖罪

[zsins]

zsin, original character, honkai star rail. a piece of terminus, forcibly contained within a suitable host. heavily tied to my portrayal of elio. adored by asa, 30+, he/him. multi-ship, multi-verse. mature, potentially triggering themes. proper roleplay etiquette applies. send a prompt to start interacting. read the carrd before interacting.

[do-re-memes]

— nighttime ; prompts & sentence starters.

a mixture of scenarios and dialogue for nighttime shenanigans. tw for mentions of alcohol, substance usage, and suggestive themes.

( SCENARIOS )

[ BUZZ ] - our muses are drinking and / or getting high on a rooftop.

[ CAMP ] - our muses are camping in the woods, telling ghost stories by the fire, when they suddenly hear something scary.

[ CONCERT ] - our muses attend a major pop star's concert and fan out.

[ DANCE ] - our muses go out clubbing and start dancing up on each other.

[ DIM ] - our muses make cocktails and slow dance in a dimly lit kitchen at 11pm.

[ DINER ] - our muses decide to hit up a diner at midnight and order breakfast.

[ DRINK ] - our muses meet up for drinks at a lowkey bar.

[ DRIVE ] - our muses are on a late night road trip and have to make a pit stop somewhere questionable.

[ EMPTY ] - our muses explore an abandoned building and almost get caught by [pick: security / squatters / other explorers / something else].

[ FRESH ] - our muses decide to sit outside one of their homes for fresh air and a meaningful conversation at 1am.

[ GAME ] - our muses stay up until 4am playing video games in the living room.

[ GRAVE ] - our muses explore a cemetery / graveyard and find something spooky.

[ HAUNT ] - our muses explore a location that is notoriously haunted and have a paranormal encounter.

[ HIDE ] - our muses are hiding out together in [pick: the attic / the bathroom / a closet / the garage / somewhere else] at a party they didn't want to attend.

[ HIKE ] - our muses are hiking along a new trail and find something interesting / odd after getting lost.

[ MASK ] - our muses attend a masquerade (or some other masked event) and unknowingly become dance partners.

[ PLAY ] - our muses have fun at a playground at 1am.

[ RITUAL ] - our muses conduct a [pick: cult-like / pagan / satanic / spell] ritual deep in the middle of a forest.

[ ROOM ] - our muses are deliriously sprawled out in one of their bedrooms at 5am after talking all night.

[ SHINE ] - our muses are laying on a blanket in the grass and stargazing.

[ SHORE ] - our muses attend a bonfire party on the beach and wind up talking and walking along the shore until sunrise.

[ SNACK ] - our muses make a 1am snack run to the nearest corner store / gas station.

[ SNEAK ] - our muses are caught sneaking in or out somewhere (alternate: sender may catch receiver, or vice versa).

[ STUDY ] - our muses spend the evening [pick: studying / training] and accidentally get locked in the [pick: grounds / gym / library / school].

[ SUMMON ] - our muses play with a ouija board (or similar tool) at 3am and get scared by themselves or something worse.

[ SWEAT ] - our muses are laying in bed together post-coitus.

[ SWIM ] - our muses sneak into the community pool for a late night swim.

[ VENUE ] - our muses drink and get rowdy at a rock show in a small venue.

[ WALK ] - our muses take a late night stroll around the neighborhood / town / city.

[ WET ] - our muses skinny dip in a lake / pond once the sun starts to go down.

( DIALOGUE )

❛ it's hard to see the stars in the city. ❜

❛ can you spot any constellations? ❜

❛ can i get you a drink? ❜

❛ i'm so tired, but i can't sleep… ❜

❛ it's too late for that. ❜

❛ this is gonna require an all-nighter. ❜

❛ how is it already two in the morning? ❜

❛ gonna grab a midnight snack. you want something? ❜

❛ can i take you home? ❜

❛ did you hear that? ❜

❛ i can't see shit. ❜

❛ why do hauntings never seem to happen during the day? ❜

❛ first one to fall asleep has to buy breakfast in the morning. ❜

❛ are you still awake? ❜

❛ are you okay? it sounded like you were having a bad dream. ❜

❛ well, you seemed like you were having a good dream… was it about me? ❜

❛ hey! no falling asleep on me! you better wake up! ❜

❛ what do you think about when you're falling asleep? ❜

❛ shh! keep your voice down! ❜

❛ please tell me you see that too… ❜

❛ i think we're being followed… ❜

❛ who the fuck are you?! why are you following me?! ❜

❛ why the hell are you up so late? ❜

❛ getting into some late night mischief? … yeah, me neither. ❜

❛ can you stay up with me, please? i just need some company… ❜

❛ don't turn on the light! ❜

❛ could you at least turn on a light or something? ❜

❛ who cares? it's not like anyone can see us. ❜

❛ this place is freakier at night… ❜

❛ it's locked… what are we supposed to do now? ❜

[zsins]

as i am a fan of the concept immortal but the body still tells a story, zsin has far too many scars on his frame. his injuries have been gained through various circumstances, some relating to ixion, some from sparring ( the stellaron hunters do not hold back lmao ), and others from more grave instances where zsin was forced to look DEATH in the face. the other hunters and his lovers are the only ones who know how damaged his body is. zsin typically covers up most of himself with pretty, intricate wear ; others do not realize how much of his body's surface is scarred from a simple glance. there is even a portion of his skin's surface that is heavily scarred from a time where he was engulfed by flames.

now i am thinking about the missions that zsin has been on and there were definitely multiple times where the hunters believed him to be dead because my man is reckless when it comes to getting things done and fully would've done the unthinkable multiple times if it was the most effective route. he will NOT endanger the other hunters if there is a better idea available (even if the new plan includes his own death). he will throw himself into harms way if it means sparing them any pain and that even includes ren who cannot die. it doesnt matter if they can bounce back or not. it doesn't matter how strong they are. if zsin can take on the pain for them then he will without hesitating.

[houyin]

Ren snorted at the revelation. "Of course. It's not as though we need a script to wipe our asses," he remarked rather crudely, but it wasn't out of defamation of Destiny's Slave. Instead, it was more of an understanding that the script didn't micromanage their lives down to when it would be a fortuitous moment to sneeze or not. The swordsman accepted the drink with an acknowledging nod, taking the straw between his lips and sipping. Thank Terminus it was iced tea and not coffee; that stuff needed to be hot, as much as Firefly and Zsin failed to convince him otherwise. Still, having fun? On Planarcadia of all places felt like a requirement. "...Seafeld. There's an onsen in the mountains I'd like to try, and I don't feel like melting my brain on more of that TCG."

[zsins]

despite his lack of a reaction displayed on his outer shell towards ren's comment, zsin is chuckling on the inside. he knows of the respect that the living blade has towards elio, which is why he doesn't pay much mind to the words he might otherwise have an issue with coming from someone outside of their tight-knit group.

the hunter watches in quiet anticipation as the drink is tried; he has been trying to get better at noting down everyone's preferences and tailoring what he can towards those likes.

" .. that sounds infinitely better than any of my ideas. " not that he had many. relaxing in an onsen sounds worth their time and it'll provide a chance to give his overly active mind a break. " i haven't been. is it popular ? " as his question is asked, he steps to the side, silently encouraging ren to take the lead.

[reversescale]

Exchanges between the Stellaron Hunters and Trailblazers had become increasingly common as of late as the tensions receded, yet... that didn't mean Dan Heng was ready for every single barrier to come down with it. "...Can I help you?" Dan Heng asked caustically, folding his arms in annoyance.

[zsins]

" i don't know, " he examines dan heng's features. if zsin was anyone else, he would take the hint and recreate space between them. but, he's not anyone else, so his feet remain planted exactly where they've been, and he doesn't look away. " can you help me ? "

[zsins]

plotting call. liking this means i will approach you in private to discuss our characters general vibe.

zsin is connected to my elio. knowing one means you know the other. zsin is elio's shadow. when elio is out, zsin is nearly always with him. zsin is a piece of terminus. he was forcefully pulled from his path & is now finding his way as a stellaron hunter. talking bad about elio automatically means zsin will not like you, lol.

if you would be interested in a potential ship, tell me. this isn't a guarantee, more of a i am cool with exploring that type of rs. a poly rs between your muse, elio and zsin is also a possibility if that interests you.

if your character is an emanator of finality or follows the path of finality, our characters will have a unique bond that i would love to discuss.

[kafkicoddities]

𝐁𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 & 𝐑𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝, extended.

Send the following to:

🛁 - Take a bath with my muse 🚿 - Take a shower with my muse 🩸 - Wash blood off my muse / have my muse wash blood off yours (specify) 🫧 - Ask my muse to scrub your muse’s back 🧽 - Ask my muse to wash a body part (specify) 🧼 - Get soap in your muse’s eyes 😭 - Get caught crying in the shower / Catch my muse crying in the shower (specify) 💦 - Dump water on my muse’s head 🏞️ - Bathe in nature with my muse 🔫 - Spray my muse with a water gun 💧 - Hose my muse down outside

[zsins]

i love how zsin looks like a pissed off cat.

[absolmemes]

☾ intimacy action prompts.

some prompts exploring the affectionate side of lust. mature audiences only; do not interact if you are a minor. add +reverse to reverse the roles. combine prompts by sending multiple at once. only use these prompts to portray consensual scenarios.

[mwah.] sender kisses receiver slowly, keeping their mouths joined even while moving inside them.

[stroke.] sender gently runs their hands through receiver's hair during sex.

[nestle.] sender buries their face in receiver's neck, planting kisses against it mid-fuck.

[safety.] sender and receiver experiment together as friends.

[held.] sender intertwines their fingers with receivers while having sex.

[steady.] sender holds receiver's trembling hands down gently against the sheets.

[comfort.] sender makes love to receiver after a rough day.

[borrow.] sender wears receiver's shirt/sweater while they have sex.

[confession.] sender murmurs "i love you" against receiver's skin.

[tease.] sender peppers kisses at receiver's stomach before dipping lower.

[worship.] sender worships receiver's body / chest / thighs / arms / back with touch, kisses, and praise.

[tender.] sender gently traces their fingers along receiver's scars.

[guide.] sender moves receiver's hand where they need it most.

[check-in.] sender pauses every few thrusts to ensure receiver is handling things okay.

[grind.] sender ruts against receiver through their clothing.

[first.] sender, being more experienced, guides receiver through their first time.

[cup.] sender holds receiver's face in their hands and kisses them tenderly.

[hurried.] sender hikes receiver's clothing just far enough to push inside of them.

[savor.] sender deliberately slows their rhythm, intent on lasting as long as possible.

[vice.] sender holds receiver close while finishing inside of them.

[stay.] sender plays with receiver's hair while being cockwarmed by them.

[crownmemes]

Manipulative & Controlling Sentences, Vol. 2

(Sentences for manipulative muses, and for those that have had enough of it. Adjust phrasing where needed)

"Did you believe you could change me in the way I've changed you?"

"Why do you have to control everything?"

"Are you trying to manipulate me? Because I'm long past the point of needing my ego stroked."

"You don't want me to have anything in my life that's not you."

"I'm just trying to help you see the truth."

"Isn't it just easier to say yes?"

"Why do you treat me like this?"

"I promise you, you will come to love me."

"You have no right to control my life!"

"I will not be manipulated like this."

"However you think you are going to manipulate this situation to your advantage, think again."

"I care about you. I want to make sure you're making the right decisions."

"Do you think you deserved to be loved?"

"I'm perfectly capable of making my own decisions!"

"See? This is all I ever wanted for you. For both of us."

"Don't you want to be saved?"

"Would you rather I lied?"

"Would a true friend ask you to risk this much while risking nothing himself?"

"Is this you talking or him?"

"I know this all sounds insane, but how does any of what's happened today make sense if I'm lying?"

"I have a very odd feeling that you're taking advantage of me."

"Don't you trust me? Haven't I always kept you alive?"

"It's not a lie if it's going to come true eventually."

"I thought you were my friend, but you manipulated me."

"You can't leave me. You need me."

"How could you make me do this?"

[zsins]

zsin is naturally cold to the touch, much like a corpse. elio thinks it has something to do with how he came to be - his host was nearing death at the time.

[mythshire]

✧ ˖°.🕊️.° 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐔𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐍𝐎𝐖 ··· a collection of years-later reunions, apologies spoken & unspoken, rebuilding what broke roleplay sentence starters from the ashes of what we were. genre: hurt/comfort, hopeful, bittersweet.

• You look good. Really good. I'm... I'm glad. • I keep thinking about what I would say if I saw you again, and now you're here and I've got nothing. • Five years. Has it really been five years? • I heard you were back in town. I wasn't sure if you'd want to see me. • You cut your hair. It suits you. • I'm sorry. I know that doesn't fix anything, but I'm sorry. • Do you ever think about us? About what we were? • I don't expect you to forgive me. I just needed you to know. • You were right. About all of it. I should have listened. • I've been carrying this around for so long, and I just... I need to let it go. • Can we start over? Not forget, just... start again? • I miss you. Is that allowed? Am I allowed to miss you? • You look like you've been doing well. I'm happy for you, I mean it. • I practiced this conversation a hundred times and none of them went like this. • What if we tried again? Differently this time. • I forgive you. I don't know if you needed to hear that, but I do. • I thought I'd be angrier. But I'm just... tired. • The last time we spoke, I said things I didn't mean. Can we talk about that? • I know I don't deserve another chance, but I'm asking anyway. • You're here. You actually came. • I wasn't sure you'd remember me. • I've thought about calling you so many times. • Do you hate me? It's okay if you do. • I got your letter. It took me this long to respond. • We were kids. We didn't know what we were doing. • I should have fought for us. I didn't, and I regret it. • You deserved better than what I gave you. • I see you differently now. Clearer, maybe. • Can I buy you a coffee? Just... talk? • I've been in therapy. Working on things. Trying to be better. • You were my best friend. I lost more than I realized. • I don't know how to fix this, but I want to try. • I was wrong. I need you to hear me say that. • Do you remember the last thing you said to me? • I never stopped caring about you. That's the truth. • What would it take? For us to be okay again? • I don't need us to be what we were. I just need us to be something. • You look like you've found peace. I'm working on finding mine. • I know I hurt you. I hurt myself too. • Can we sit? Just for a minute? • I'm not the same person I was. I hope you can see that. • You have every right to walk away right now. • I kept waiting for the right time to reach out, but there's never a right time. • Tell me what you need from me. I'll do it. • I dream about the day we stopped talking sometimes.

[raesource]

types of yearning sentence starters

if you are sending to a multi-muse, remember to specify the muse that the sentence starters are being sent for .

“ Don’t make me choose between my duty and you. ”

“ Duty demanded I leave you behind. My heart never did. ”

“ Even magic couldn’t erase what I feel for you. ”

“ I didn’t realise how much I missed you until you were standing right in front of me again. ”

“ I don’t care what it costs - just don’t walk away. ”

“ I hate how much I look for you in every competition. ”

“ I hate you… so why does it hurt when you look at someone else like that? ”

“ I hear your name in every whispered rumour and wish it were mine to claim. ”

“ I keep looking for you in places you’ve never been. ”

“ I kept that thing you gave me. I don’t know why. ”

“ I learned how to live without you. That doesn’t mean I wanted to. ”

“ I never deleted your number. ”

“ I never told you… but I think you knew. ”

“ I still have every letter you never meant for anyone to read. ”

“ I still remember how you take your coffee. ”

“ I think I loved you long before I knew what love was. ”

“ I think part of me will always belong to you. ”

“ I tried to forget you. I failed. ”

“ I was right there, and you still let me slip away. ”

“ I wonder if you ever think about what we could’ve been. ”

“ I would bargain with gods again if it meant keeping you. ”

“ I would tear the world apart just to have you back. ”

“ I would’ve stayed. I would’ve stayed for you. ”

“ If I asked you not to leave… would it change anything? ”

“ If I asked you to run away with me, would you? ”

“ If loving you is a mistake, I don’t want to be right. ”

“ If loving you is betrayal, then I’ve already crossed that line. ”

“ If you were anyone else, I wouldn’t hesitate to destroy you. ”

“ In another life - one without titles or expectations - I would have chosen you. ”

“ It hurts - wanting you this much when I know I shouldn’t. ”

“ It’s strange… how everything reminds me of you. ”

“ I’d choose you. Every time. Every version of this life. ”

“ I’m happy for you. I just wish it had been me. ”

“ I’ve memorised every weakness of yours… including the way you hesitate around me. ”

“ Just give me tonight. I won’t ask for anything else. ”

“ Maybe in another life, this would’ve worked. ”

“ Meet me where no one knows our names - just once more. ”

“ No one knows me like you do. That’s what scares me. ”

“ Say the word, and I’ll forget my place. Just this once. ”

“ Say the word, and I’m yours. I always was. ”

“ Sometimes I think I hear your voice in crowded rooms. ”

“ Take me with you. Anywhere - just not away from you. ”

“ Tell me to stay. Please - just this once. ”

“ Tell me why losing to you feels better than winning against anyone else. ”

“ There’s a space beside me that only ever felt like yours. ”

“ This was supposed to be simple - you, my enemy. Not… this. ”

“ We push each other to the edge—and I don’t know how to stop. ”

“ We were almost something. That’s what hurts the most. ”

“ We were never meant to stand on the same side - and yet here I am. ”

“ When did you stop being just my best friend? ”

“ When I reach the top, I want you there beside me. ”

“ Why wasn’t I enough to make you stay? ”

“ Winning doesn’t feel the same if you’re not there to see it. ”

“ You chose a life that didn’t have room for me in it. ”

“ You crossed my mind today. Like you always do. ”

“ You don’t even know what you do to me, do you? ”

“ You don’t get to come back and pretend nothing changed. ”

“ You feel like something I lost a long time ago. ”

“ You were in my dream again last night. ”

“ You were supposed to be my competition, not my weakness. ”

“ You were the one scandal I would have risked everything for. ”

“ You were the only thing tethering me to my humanity. ”

“ Your name almost slipped out - I had to bite my tongue. ”

“ You’re the one thing I can’t seem to let go of. ”

“ You’re the only thing that’s ever felt real to me. ”

“ You’re written into every prophecy I tried to escape. ”

[zsins]

@huijarii. sampo holds a knife to zsin's neck.

kinky actions ; accepting.

a soft gasp sounds. oh, there's something undeniably attractive about being at someone's mercy. goosebumps run along his skin. the rising heat in his lower half enough to reveal how he truly thinks about this situation, but, zsin is prideful and won't so easily admit to the sort of hold sampo has on him. though he had been surprised by the sudden attack, he is relatively quick on the recovery, twisting his body in a way that'd allow for a better response to the drawn blade.

" heh. " how amusing. the fool is bold. the question is, will he actually follow through ? it's one thing to mess around, another to be truly vulnerable with him, in a way that so few have ever seen him. regardless of his intentions, zsin continues to goad him. whatever happens, he'll walk away feeling some sort of satisfaction, even if it is purely mental. " tsk, tsk. you shouldn't play with toys you can't handle. "

during the tangle, a weapon of his own had been revealed. zsin's hidden blade is currently angled perfectly, pressing into sampo's torso. he'd been quick with his retaliation, despite how fast his opponent had initially moved.

moonlit gaze narrows as he takes in sampo's features. it is an entirely different feeling being this close to him. normally, zsin would not put himself in a position to be watched so closely. yet, those striking emeralds make it hard to keep himself entirely composed. the difficulty, however, will not stop the emanator from trying to resist his own desires.

zsin leans in, pushing himself onto the blade. he retains eye contact with him, not even flinching as blood is drawn. " you should put the knife down before you get hurt. "

[absolmemes]

☾ kinky action prompts.

some prompts exploring kinks, fetishes, and other inclinations. mature audiences only; do not interact if you are a minor. add +reverse to reverse the roles. combine prompts by sending multiple at once. only use these prompts to portray consensual scenarios.

✧ sender lightly traces patterns on receiver's skin with a knife's spine. ✧ sender brings a blade just shy of receiver's skin to raise tension. ✧ sender holds a knife to receiver's neck. ✧ sender presses the chilled flat of a knife against receiver's skin. ✧ sender draws small scratches on receiver's skin with a knife's tip. ✧ sender makes receiver watch while they sharpen their knife. ✧ sender slaps receiver with the flat of a knife. ✧ sender penetrates receiver with a knife handle. ✧ sender snips through receiver's underwear / shirt. ✧ sender cuts receiver's shirt into tatters. ✧ sender uses a knife to cut away the rope binding receiver. ✧ sender makes receiver suck on an unloaded gun. ✧ sender penetrates receiver with an unloaded gun. ✧ sender holds an unloaded gun to receiver's head during sex. ✧ sender verbally taunts receiver into crying. ✧ sender tilts receiver's head up to watch tears gather in their eyes. ✧ sender cups receiver's face and wipes each tear as it falls. ✧ sender overstimulates receiver until they cry. ✧ sender edges receiver until they cry. ✧ sender gags on receiver during oral until tears spill from their eyes. ✧ sender teases receiver until they are desperate enough to cry. ✧ sender slowly counts down, giving receiver a head start in a chase. ✧ sender forces receiver to their knees after the chase ends. ✧ sender tackles receiver to the ground and pins them there. ✧ sender wrestles receiver and straddles them after a brief chase. ✧ sender stalks receiver in slow circles, waiting for them to run. ✧ sender chases receiver through the woods / an abandoned building. ✧ sender shoves receiver across open ground to make them run again. ✧ sender corners receiver in a dead-end hallway. ✧ sender tracks down receiver using the sound of their breathing. ✧ sender pins receiver's wrists with one hand and holds their throat with the other. ✧ sender uses their forearm across receiver's throat while keeping them pinned beneath their weight. ✧ sender drags receiver into their lap and tightens a chokehold from behind. ✧ sender tightens their hand at receiver's neck just as they're about to climax. ✧ sender drives receiver against the wall in a rough tackle. ✧ sender wrestles free of receiver's grip and shoves them onto their back. ✧ sender overpowers receiver in the struggle. ✧ sender yanks receiver by the hair to steal control. ✧ sender ties receiver's wrists above their head. ✧ sender fastens handcuffs around receiver's wrists. ✧ sender secures receiver's hands behind their back with a firm knot. ✧ sender ties receiver to a chair and spreads their legs apart. ✧ sender adorns receiver's chest and arms with elaborate ropework. ✧ sender changes rhythm abruptly to keep receiver from climaxing. ✧ sender holds receiver still and refuses to let them finish. ✧ sender removes all contact and watches receiver struggle with the sudden absence. ✧ sender forces receiver to beg for their release. ✧ sender brings receiver to the edge multiple times before finally letting them finish.

[zsins]

[zsins]

planarcadia is overstimulating. there's far too much going on. no matter where he looks, there are eye sores everywhere. zsin squats down in a random corner, trying to get away from everything. he hovers over an odd map that had been given to him by a stranger. a treasure map ? x marks the spot, they said. but, why does this map look like it was drawn by a rodent ? he sighs. at this point, he's ready to rip the map up and be on his way. / @huijarii.