𝜗℘ ◞ rin @zzsleeplxss - Tumblr Blog

WELCOME PRISONERS !! ♡

୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ hello!! you may call me Ara or Rin on here. Pleasure making your acquaintance, this is where all my nerd knowledge and yap is posted for the world to see.

➪ ︴info: i’m an artist, specifically traditional because i am NOT at that level yet. digital art doesn’t make sense to me. but i will post my art sometimes. i like writing a lot,, i MIGHT post some of it if i think its good enough. i love to sing (esp musicals.) expert yapper with too much time on my grubby little hands !!

i am diagnosed with adhd, ICD (impulse control disorder), dyscalculia, and autism.

i don’t really like talking about my gender or sexual preference that much. all i gotta say is my sexuality remains a mystery. even to me. but other than that i’m female and use she/her pronouns!

➪ ︴things i like to post & talk abt: i post about basically everything i like or am interested in. for example fandoms, games, shows, books, and music i like. multifandom!! i’m not gonna list all of it cause that would take years. but expect to see lots of genshin and honkai star rail stuff and lots of kaveh and alhaitham content. (i love them)

thx for reading and i hope you enjoy this page!! and don’t forget to drink water ^_^

#intro post

Till analysis because i love him and i’m bored 🥱

Till was introduced as a rebellious character in round 2, hating the aliens and the whole concept of alien stage. I think this was because of his mother. While we barely received any arts of him and his mother's interactions, we can clearly see from the few arts that Till’s mom cares for him a lot, and that she let Till understand how love Felt. His mother probably taught him, or at least let him know that a world of Freedom exists. Once lil was tainted by the knowledge of freedom, the knowledge that he is worth more than being a pet, and the yearning of freedom almost becomes his trauma, tragically, he probably took in every little thing his mother did or said to him, from Freedom to love Til probably wanted to relive the moments of love again, being a connection to his mother, maybe subconsciously, Humans are not taught how to manage emotions, let alone how love isn't a specific feeling but rather an umbrella term for intense affection , whether it's for family or romantic lovers, or friends, he felt love again when he first found Mizi in Anakt, but he doesn't understand that the love may not be actually romantic, and his love spiraled into an obsession. It gets worse as he grows up under abuse, as he clings onto Mizi like an escape from reality, Ivan, on the other hand, was always there with him, something Till could have just taken for granted and not actually acknowledge due to his unhealthy love towards Mizi, Till might have loved Ivan all along, but since his obsession towards Mizi was so strong he probably didn’t even realize he was in love with Ivan (don’t come at me that’s a THEORY).

However, his character development is also very important With Mizi being the light and hope of Till he essentially just threw everything to her his will to live, his love, his hope- all onto one person After Mizi’s abduction, he lost all of that.

He gave up on living. He didn’t care about. anything now that his hope vanished, he gave into the aliens, wearing the tight shoes in round 6 symbolizing how he was completely obedient unlike how he was barefoot in round 2 However in round 6, Ivan's kiss gave him a new hope to live, to survive for his sacrifice to not be in vain. However, this will to live isn't secure: it is made of guilt (for not understanding Ivans emotions sooner and feeling obligation to live for him), it’s dangerous and risky. Mizi’s appearance in Round 7 gave Till everything back his love, his will to live, everything, he fought till the very end, yet died after gaining his will to live back. Once again, his feelings were unknown till the end.

#alnst till #alien stage #character analysis #rant #yapping

Misa Amane analysis part 2!

in misa's room, she has a painting of the Immaculate Heart of Mary. the immaculate heart of mary represents a love for god above all else in catholicism, and so that painting symbolizes her undying loyalty, love, and passion for Kira, her god.

the immaculate heart of mary refers to mary's pure, sinless heart, devoted to god despite her sorrows. we can connect this to misa, thinking about how she had witnessed her parents' death, nearly being killed, light's abuse, etc. she was still insanely loyal to who she saw as god and would do anything for him.

#death note #misa amane #character analysis #rant

Misa Amane character analysis part 1

firstly, id like to talk about everything misa represents.

death note has a lot of religious references and symbolism. and misa represents a disciple. in christianity, a disciple is a personal follower of jesus during his life!

misa is not just any follower of kira, her god, as we know, she would do anything for him, and her loyalty proved her undying devotion to him. absolutely everything she did was fully devoted to kira, she would do absolutely anything he asked of her without hesitation. no matter what it was. she would never do anything to disobey him. after Light had died, she found no purpose in herself anymore. after all, meeting kira had freed her from the depressive state she was in when her parents had been murdered. kira was all she had left.

Light was quite literally the light of her life, and so when he died that light had been dimmed. she found no reason to live, ending her role as a disciple.

#death note #misa amane #character analysis #rant

i think this turned out pretty!

#my art #sketch #drawing

Haikaveh/Kavehtham rant because i love them such a normal amount

This might sound dumb but you ever think about how some genshin characters are based off real life figures (example:

Alhaitham being based off the scholar Ibn al-Haytham)

So is it likely that Hoyoverse was purposefully trying to imply something when they named Alhaitham's story quest Pride and Prejudice (the part where Kaveh appears) which is a novel about the romance between two characters with differing ideals...(The woman in the novel is passionate but in debt and is saved by the man who is rational and socially awkward..)

#kavehtham #haikaveh #rant #pride and prejudice

Alright so, I wanna ramble about a certain topic that really has me thinking. So I know everyone has their own ideas and opinions. ESPECIALLY about shipping. Ships are actually such a dangerous thing dude. Like you either get attacked or you get praised. (in most cases, at least i feel like) However obviously this doesn’t apply to proships or anything else bad like that because that kind of thing doesn’t even deserve to be accounted for. But I just wish that everyone could respect others headcannons and opinions and not argue or fight about it, about what’s cannon and what’s not, what’s implied and yadda yadda yadda. There are some people who act mature about it and I very much appreciate all of you who are, but it is unfortunate we have to deal with people who practically throw tantrums and act childish and immature about this. Anyways that’s all! Have a lovely day and make sure to drink water!

#rant #ramble #real talk

Dr. Ratio rant because yes

“Dr. Ratio has self esteem issues and he masks it by acting arrogant!!”

He's the literal epitome of your average person in academia, especially in research field, He’s self depreciative and never satisfied with himself yes, but no way it's as extreme as having self esteem issues. He- as well as other academia folks is too arrogant, proud and self assured to have straight up self esteem issues. He knows he's smart, he knows his worth, he's just not satisfied withit,

"Im smarter than most people, but im not smart enough" - your average researcher dude, probably.

#hsr #honkai star rail #dr ratio #rant

Nanook rant/analysis!! (this is personal interpretation)

I find Nanook to be an extremely interesting Aeon. While it seems that THEY are the greater scope villain of the game, THEY don't seem to entirely operate on sinful motives. For Nanook, THEY see destruction as inevitable, hence why THEiR arrival is unavoidable at the end of the story. In most iterations, destiny will simply end in a battle involving the Aeon. It's also very telling that THEY reject the Annihilation gang, seeing their motives for destruction are "impure". For Nanook, destruction will cause rebirth, so a new existence can come forth. That is why THEY admire the recklessness of others- like the Trailazer, hence why THEY decided to bless them. From the other characters that follow the path, (Physica Traiblazer, Bade, Firefly, etc) we can see that from their past identities being "destroyed", they now follow a new existence. That is what Nanook's path is about. Destruction brings forth ruin, yet there is a chance For rebirth.

#hsr #honkai star rail #nanook #aeon #rant

little Sunday analysis s3

Sunday is a manipulative character but his traits mostly come from being manipulated himself.

Fuck you Gopher Wood i hope you get revived again and die a painful death. Anyways, he is not innocent but he believes he is. Again, because Gopher manipulated him into Following the Order.

So I think his character is about that he believes the morals he's been presented to his whole life is right and anything outside his ideals is wrong. The family is definitely hiding something while Sunday is the head of The Oak Family. I wish you never existed Gopher Wood. Most likely in his childhood he only had Robin since there was no actual adult to take care of them after their mom died so he would be an easy target for manipulation, FUCK YOU GOPHER WOOD: He seems to be a false prophet, with how he wants to hide everyone from the "harsh truth" with sweet dreams, even if it means they can’t overcome their problems I HOPE YOU’LL BE GRILLED NEXT PENACONY EVENT GOPHER WOOD. So, he is a manipulator but not a selfish one. He wants to use Ena's remants to help the weak [people who struggle, who cant help themselves etc.) That's why he wants to use Ena’s dream to help. Because he doesn't believe the world will get better.

His mother died from the Stellaron, he only had Robin and no parental figure to care about him, so he was easy to manipulate. THEN HERE COMES GOPHER WOOD FUCKING ASSHOLE (HOPE HE DIES AGAIN. I mean Gopher Wood knew that, and he also knew Sunday is the more vulnerable and sensitive sibling. In that one scene, Gopher tells a story about a bird, while Sunday's opinion changed, Robin's didn't. That showed she had the strongest will. Clearly, Gopher Wood teached Sunday about the Order. In his boss fight, when he touched fingers with Ena, he said "Your divine being will become the foundation of our paradise"

In the bible wings represent strength and freedom and the lovingness of the lord. His wings are clipped. FUCK YOU GOPHER WOOD. I meant the wings on his waist. They are clipped. I hope you die again Gopher Wood. Clipped wings are also a sign of vulnerability and being fragile.

#sunday #hsr sunday #honkai star rail #hsr #rant #analysis

haikaveh/kavehtham rant time abt alhaitham guh

"oh but he bullies kaveh!!”

oh ofc!! yk it's not like he actively stops Kaveh from drinking too much, provides him with a home, takes the roll of commentator to help Kaveh find more information on his father so he can finally reach closure, doesn't cross his any of his boundaries, changes his entire life-style for him, knows Kaveh goes compliment fishing and later uses those same compliments to destroy himself with so he doesn't give into it and refuses to shower him with praises because he knows Kaveh will see himself as less if he does that so he instead pokes snide comments at Kaveh because Kaveh will get defensive and will talk better about himself just to prove Alhaitham wrong, and he does that knowing that Kaveh will probably hate him because he doesn't fall for his tricks but Haitham's chill with that because all he wants is for Kaveh to be happy anyway even if it means being happy without him. yeah! what a jerk!

#haikaveh #kavehtham #kaveh #alhaitham #rant post #genshin impact

RANDOM FACTS ABT WOLVES‼️‼️

wolves run on their toes, not pads, which helps them to stop and turn quickly!!

a wolf pups eyes are blue at birth, when they reach 6 weeks old, their eyes change to their adult color.

wolves, surprisingly don’t make good guard dogs! they are naturally afraid of the unfamiliar and will hide from visitors rather than bark or attack.

under certain situations, wolves can hear for as far as 6 miles in the forest, and 10 in the open tundra!

a wolf can run up to 20 miles (?), and 8 while swimming.

in the 1600's Ireland was called "Wolf-land" because it had so many wolves!!

recent scientists suggest labelling a wolf "Alpha" or "Omega" is misleading, because alpha wolves are simply parent wolves.

wolves communicate with facial expressions!

where there are wolves, there are often Ravens - they often follow wolves to grab left overs from a hunt as a way to tease them!!

biologists have found that wolves will respond to humans imitating their howls.

the biological name for wolves is Canis Lupis! (also why in harry potter, werewolf Remus has the last name Lupin, i think?)

Not all grey wolves are actually grey, they can be black, white or a mix of colours.

a wolfs howl is not directed at the moon, they actually use it for long distance communication!!

a wolf pup will learn to walk at about 2 weeks old!

on average, an adult wolf will have about 42 teeth.

the north western wolf is the biggest type of wolf!

#fun facts #the more you know #wolves #wolf

bulbabutt

i don't know the etiquette for posting other peoples tiktoks but the delivery of this punchline hit me like a FUCKING TRUCK please

NikhilClayton <- you should follow this guy on tiktok he's fucking hilarious

zzsleeplxss

words cannot describe how absolutely funny this would be if it was cannon. like imagine you you work at said pizza place and THIS kinda shit is what you’re dealing with. i can just IMAGINE hearing the multiple voices in the background while their trying to order the pizza. especially raph and mikey probably just yelling or arguing and leo is just trying to get the order in and donnie keeps trying to come in and make weird requests or remarks.

and when you actually manage to attempt to deliver to the manhole cover i feel like mikey would peek from under it and reach out with just this: “i’ll take that off your hands!!! thanks dude!!” and just disappears behind the manhole cover with the last thing you see being his goofy ass teeth-bearing smile. then you just sit there like “what the fuck is my job?” and just sigh.

forgot about the punchline /silly /j

THIS is real tmnt at its peakest

#tmnt #teenage mutant ninja turtles #nyc pizza #tmnt 2012 #rottmnt #yapping