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iqra; i want your midnights

[sorrysuggestion]

im sorry that i fuck up everything. im sorry you all had to deal with me. im sorry i couldn’t cope, in the end.

[vatide-deactivated20180102]

Growing up in an abusive house you either learn how to fight back or how to give up

[chargeupandjo-deactivated201602]

or a confusing place inbetween where you have unnecessary outbursts/fights but also let people walk all over you when you should be fighting back

[fierysuggestion]

you don’t love me anymore and i’m still here. it’s not the end of the world.

[cptsdbaby]

im so sorry for being like this im so sorry for being like this im so sorry for being like this

[bluemoon-boi-deactivated2018041]

I’m scared of being abandoned because everyone that promised me that they would never leave left

[01ani]

i want to be so mad for it but i cant km just tired i get why no one fucking blthers with me lmao

[01ani]

im so fucking sad ive had enough

[chillxmami]

i’m such a nice person and i give way too many chances so just imagine how badly you’d have to fuck up for me to tell you that i don’t care

[01ani]

idk im just sad nd i give up

[ouc-h-deactivated20180811]

I still repeat the things you said to me in my head

[bean-pd]

you know when you’re in like mental limbo like when you’re in between certain phases and you can’t exactly pinpoint how you are at the moment. you’re not exactly manic but not depressed and not calm and “normal” yet also not sad and empty. you’re just kinda…..existing. it doesn’t feel right but you can’t really pinpoint what’s wrong

[ivare-enim-euge]

[agenderdoll]

me: *gets a panic attack*

emotional impermanence: *kicks in*

me: I Can’t Believe I Forgot Why I Had a Mental Breakdown®

[neostrayz]

abusive family member: hey-

me:

[redkrypto-deactivated20211128]

i’m screaming

[emiliusthegreat]

I don’t think this woman is straight anymore.

[striikee]

Yall are missing the best fucking part

[heavensghost]

[ummomar-deactivated20161107]

You’ll end up real disappointed if you think people would do for you what you’d do for them