🩹🩸my heart is like a claw machine 🩸🩹

🩹🩸they~them//v3nt and stuff ig🩸🩹

[0n4sm0k3br34k]

Being drunk feels so good, feels like I'm not fucking stypid anymore

[0n4sm0k3br34k]

nobody will ever miss me

[0n4sm0k3br34k]

i want to fuck!ng cry and destroy my body, FUUUUUUUCKK!!!

[0n4sm0k3br34k]

am i the only one that feels so much prettier and confidently and energetic after cvtting?

[0n4sm0k3br34k]

i know people don’t like me

[0n4sm0k3br34k]

do you ever get a discomfort so deep, you can’t really process, so you just stand still and let it sink in, not crying or yelling or breaking stuff. Just “damn…”

[0n4sm0k3br34k]

wouldn’t it be angelic to be someone’s obsession?

[0n4sm0k3br34k]

My idea of reconnecting with nature is to fall off a tree and break my head ^⁠_⁠^

[0n4sm0k3br34k]

I'm excited tomorrow I get to go buy new bandages after ages ╰⁠(⁠*⁠´⁠︶⁠`⁠*⁠)⁠╯

I missed cvtt!ng so much :3

[0n4sm0k3br34k]

Am I unsettling? Do I make you uncomfortable? I'm sorry I'm weird, I'm sorry I'm creepy, I'm sorry I'm awkward

I deserve to suffer for not being like a normal human being, I'm so sorry

[0n4sm0k3br34k]

I

F e e l

S o o o

P r e t t y

I fucking hate it, why can't people tell me I'm pretty, I wanna be perfect, I wanna be perfect for them.

I can't fucking stand It anymore I'm Worthless if I can't be pretty, I wanna be beautiful

[kawaiiibunnii]

you could tell me to cut off all of my friends and I'd do it in an instant, btw.

you could tell me to make a shrine of you and I'd do it in an instant, btw.

you could tell me to carve your initials onto my arm and I'd do it in an instant, btw.

I'm eternally devoted to you and there's nothing I wouldn't do for you!!! ^_^

[0n4sm0k3br34k]

Am I the only one who feels so distant from reality to the point of feeling like an angel? Like not in the kind way.

I feel like I'm looking at everyone's life from the top of a cloud, I don't feel u don't get close, I just stare from afar

[0n4sm0k3br34k]

Is it selfish to want everyone to be obsessed with me?

[skinnyangels-stuff]

[0n4sm0k3br34k]

I want to be pretty enough to be loved, to not always be the first one to reach out

[0n4sm0k3br34k]

Nobody will ever accept me, nobody will ever love me as much as I need it, nobody squeeze me tight till I hear their heart beat. I need that validation, I need someone that doesn't freak out if I want their initials carved on my skin their words in my bones, I need it. Can I have it? Am I cute enough?