*hisses protectively* @101goingon102 - Tumblr Blog

onedirection: We're completely devastated by the news of Liam's passing. In time, and when everyone is able to, there will be more to say. But for now, we will take some time to grieve and process the loss of our brother, who we loved dearly. The memories we shared with him will be treasured forever. For now, our thoughts are with his family, his friends, and the fans who loved him alongside us. We will miss him terribly. We love you Liam. Louis, Zayn, Niall and Harry

#the things his death have awoken in me #i feel parachuted back in time #in so many different times of my life simultaneously #it feels like walking through space and time passing so many windows to moments and feelings I never thought could be alive again #I wasn't a teen back in the 1d days i was already in my 20s but I was craving for community and musicians were always where I found it #so I latched onto those 5 boys and the chaotic indescribable tsunami they created #and I remember it so fondly #1d direction ended once when zayn left #a second time when the hiatus was announced #and a third with Liam's death #except the first 2 times they didn't really end they went on after zayn left and the hiatus was #in a small part of our collective mind #just a hiatus with the hope of a reunion #but this time #oh this time it hits different #death is so definitive #you can't undo death you can't change your mind you can't come back #and how do you recover #what happens when you add another different layer of sorrow to something that was already tied to so many emotions #idk it's hard #I'm navigating so much rn so many goodbyes and changes and it's really not helping #I keep thinking about the boys and it hurts #gaybies #the most important thing #gaybies+1 #ot5

imissesstyles

Don’t forget where you belong, Don’t forget where you belong, If you ever feel alone, don’t You were never on your own And the proof is in this song

#there will always be an OT5 shaped hole inside my heart #and it'll never heal #ot5 #the most important thing #gaybies #gaybies+1

icanseeyourholo

this is the only place I knew I could come where people would know how this feels without having to explain

dailytomlinson

The boys' statement over Liam's passing via 1D's instagram - 17.10

#ZAYN #oh my ot5 heart is shattered #I didn't even realise until I saw a post pointing it out #like #Zayn #of course Zayn #I said to myself #they're in order of how close they were to him #without realising #but Zayn will always be a part of One Direction #it's not even 1D and Zayn #he doesn't come last #he's one of the boys forever #and my heart hurts #ot5 #the most important thing

louistomlinsoncouk

louist91 I am beyond devastated to be writing this but yesterday I lost a brother. Liam was somebody I looked up to everyday, such a positive, funny, and kind soul. I first met Liam when he was 16 and I was 18, I was instantly amazed by his voice but more importantly as time went on I got a chance to see the kind brother I’d longed all my life for. Liam was an incredible song writer with a great sense of melody, we often spoke of getting back in the studio together to try and recreate the writing chemistry we had built up in the band. And for the record, Liam was in my opinion the most vital part of One Direction. His experience from a young age, his perfect pitch, his stage presence, his gift for writing. The list goes on. Thank you for shaping us Liam. A message to you Liam if you’re listening, I feel beyond lucky to have had you in my life but I’m really struggling with the idea of saying goodbye. I’m so grateful that we got even closer since the band, speaking on the phone for hours , reminiscing about all the thousands of amazing memories we had together is a luxury I thought I’d have with you for life. I would have loved to share the stage with you again but it wasn’t to be. I want you to know that if Bear ever needs me I will be the Uncle he needs in his life and tell him stories of how amazing his dad was. I wish I got chance to say goodbye and tell you one more time how much I loved you. Payno, my boy, one of my best friends, my brother, I love you mate. Sleep well X

#lilo #hasn't Louis been through enough #fck #gaybies