Proud Hufflepuff 😊

Not pro, 18, she/her, cw:118lbs gw1:110 gw2:105 gw3:100 gw4:95 ugw:87 or 90

[15243585763]

So...this was a hard decision to make.

But I think I'm ready for recovery. I don't want to be stuck in this constant cycle of counting calories and being scared to go 5 over the limit and hating myself even more if I do.

I don't want to keep losing hair and constantly be on the verge of passing out if I move or get up too quick.

I don't want to be so cold all the time, and I hate the sick satisfaction I get from it.

I want to get better. I need to.

I want to have kids and get married in the future. I don't want my boyfriend to worry so much about me anymore and feel afraid to let me do anything because I might pass out or get hurt while doing it.

I want to be okay. Not only for them, but for myself too. For my parents, for my siblings, for my family. I want to do this, even if it's really hard to.

I'm going to try my best, and that means deleting this blog. But I'll keep it for a bit yet, so that way I can keep myself on track with getting better. Maybe I'll start a studyblr instead of an edblr.

I'm glad I met so many wonderful people on here, and I'm always open to talk.

I'll be making a new Tumblr account, one that's a studyblr. I'll leave the username here

@studying-for-my-future

[jupitersmusings]

good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

[overlord-fire-bubble]

THIS ONE FUCKING WORKS. REBLOG IT.

[shymagnolia]

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

[shymagnolia]

okay so i just got my dream job??? a week after applying to it?? and now i’m thinking….maybe this is the good luck post

[flagellant]

…..not even six hours later i got an offer of a well paying full time long-term job with free room and board in queens in nyc, allowing me independence and a way to escape an abusive situation and an unhealthy environment

likes charge reblogs cast, folks, this is the good luck post

[cyborgsmanifesto]

dealing with the worst case scenario

your condom breaks

you feel a lump on your breast

your friends are ignoring you

you’re stranded on an island 

you got rejected by a crush

you get into a car accident

you got stung by a bee/wasp

you got fired from your job

you’re in an earthquake

your tattoo gets infected

your house is on fire

you’re lost in the woods

you get arrested abroad

you get robbed

your partner cheated on you

you’re on a ship that’s sinking

you fall into ice

you’re stuck in an elevator

you hit a deer with your car

you have food poisoning

your pet passed away

you fall off of a horse

you or your friend has alcohol poisoning

you have toxic shock syndrome

your house has a gas leak

[4velitta4]

I feel like this could be useful in my future

[astrologypixies-deactivated2016]

REBLOG THIS. I CANNOT STRESS HOW IMPORTANT THIS GUIDES ARE, BOOST THIS SHIT

[getupoffyourcassbutt]

If I don’t reblog this one of these things is definitely going to happen to me

[15243585763]

So I know this is really far in advance, but I'm clueless. I don't know what to get my boyfriend for his birthday in September. It's about 3ish months away, and I'm worried I won't be able to find something he likes. Any ideas?

Also, my birthday is in June, and I'm hoping there's enough time to lose enough weight that I could possibly wear a dress even. Time will tell.

For now I'm going to focus on counting calories, and then controlling my portion sizes. I'll drink more water, black coffee, and different hot teas. I'm going to only drink diet coke every once in a while to get rid of sweet cravings.

[weightlessheroine]

* screams into the mic*

I DON’T WANNA BE FAT!!

* pauses before blaring into the mic*

BUT I DON’T KNOW HOW TO STOP AND I KNOW EVENTUALLY MY EATING MECHINISMS WILL KILL ME WHETHER I OVEREAT OR STARVE SO IM IN A CONSTANT DANCE BETWEEN BINGING AND PURGING TO STARVING AND RESTRICTING, GAINING AND LOSING THE SAME 10 POUNDS FOR OVER A YEAR.. A FREAKING YEAR

* sighs*

That is all…

* slams the mic down and turns away to get my 27th cherry Diet Coke*

[15243585763]

Guys, I need some motivation. I'm trying so hard to stick to the diet that I put together with @95ibwaifu and it's just not working. Can y'all send me thinspo or tag me in it? Anything helps

[jahmyaa]

Blame this guy named tony for this ok😭

[kennyy-b-deactivated20210321]

Y’all need to chill

[phatmamaa]

no fr

[kimreesesdaughter]

2018 been kicking my ass. I can’t take no chances.

[ambs-witdalocs]

Final tonight, had to double back.

Not playing

[snakesugar]

I’m literally just chilling at home drinking tea and doing yoga, waiting cor uni to start but I won’t risk it lol

[just-wannabe-skinnyx]

this again lmao sorry

[niyaeliza]

I was just scrolling god damn it 😩

[dim-scene]

Spring weight loss fairy 🧚‍♀️🧚‍♂️

🧚‍♀️🧚‍♂️🌸🌼🌻🌼🌸🧚‍♂️🧚‍♀️

Reblog to lose 10+ lbs by June!

🧚‍♀️🧚‍♂️🌸🌼🌻🌼🌸🧚‍♂️🧚‍♀️

[mybonesandfat]

✨reblog to get skinny legs✨

ignore and the wizard will skidaddle over your skidoodles

[littlevogue]

i’m desperate.

[gay-youngin]

Same

[saltyteenagecocktail]

prayer circle:

🕯 🕯

🕯 🕯

🕯 underweight bmi 🕯

by christmas

🕯 🕯

🕯 🕯 🕯

[thin-timately]

weightloss curse

oh no! a curse to lose 3 lbs!

like to recharge, reblog to activate

[proteja-deactivated20111228]

[jforjoelle-blog]

last time i did this my wish really came true. so im going to wish again

[luxurious-awakening]

nothing to lose. :))

[intoxicated-s0uls-deactivated20]

Let’s hope

[30rockasaurus]

Why not? :)

[allthepheelsandphandoms]

*crossing fingers*

[tkaaay]

pretty much^^^^

[itsrebeccablack]

i got nothing to lose. (:

[curls-get-gurls-blog]

Last time i did this my wish came true.

[sleep-for-days]

Jesus Christ if my wish comes true I will piss

[stoneddamara-deactivated2013050]

im fucking crying of joy at the /thought/ of my wish coming true…

[notuptospeedster]

it came true last time…so why not

[my-kindacrazy]

<3

[phenomeniallfetish-deactivated2]

hoping and praying…

[emopeahen]

Why not.

[infamousvikas]

lets see.

[amaayzing-deactivated20130405]

my wish came true……………..this is creepy

[x-xdyingtobethinx-x]

Why not lol

[iwannabeaskinnybich]

Let’s see if it works 🥀➰

[edxolivex]

I doubt it will work but anyhow

[alliwantisskinny]

I will always reblog this as long as I have hope

[teaskinny]

📚 🍵

[sweet-n-dainty]

♥

[just-another-obsession]

Here’s hoping…

[thinningskinny]

🐽

[yansstyle]

Praying for this to work💫

[desiring-for-dainty]

･ﾟ✧

[mykawaiithinspo]

I will do it.

[skinnyiittiethings]

On my knees begging for this to work.

[ourdreamsofskinny]

Please.

[ultrafacts]

Source: 1 2 3 4 5 6 If you want more facts, follow Ultrafacts

[just-the-way-youre-not-blog]

THIS IS SO IMPORTANT

[keeping-up-with-the-jenners]

Reblogging because I care about you guys

[bonnieblue85]

Important

[ladyofthefanart]

Rohypnol has an INCREDIBLY salty taste to it. It’s disgusting. And it also isn’t a drug that acts immediately! The minute you notice the salty taste, you have about 5-10 minutes to get somewhere safe or call an ambulance, and it CAN be fought if you’re aware of it. It will make you woozy, it will make you so dizzy you can’t stand upright, it will certainly make you unable to walk properly, but if you struggle to remain conscious you can get about 20 extra minutes of consciousness from the drug before it will knock you out completely. If you’re in a public place, and the person who drugged you is trying to take you somewhere private, start. a. fight. Insist as LOUDLY and as VIOLENTLY as you can that you refuse to go anywhere with them. Odds are they’re trying to make as little of a scene as possible as they drag you away, and if you’re putting up a fight and very clearly ‘drunk’, eyes will turn on them and they’ll either need to let you go, or cause a serious scene, which they don’t want. Don’t just act like you’re just protesting being taken home, though. Fight like your life depends on it even if they aren’t assaulting you. Cause. A. Scene. That’s the last thing they want. 

[spsyched]

Everyone should reblog this!

[mizukiinozomii-blog]

Very useful.

[hopefortheflowersss]

To that last one that shit is NO JOKE

[cxffeeandtxaforyxu]

listen up hoes

since weight loss fairies usually don’t work, i’m now setting a curse on anyone who sees this to lose 10-20lbs within the next month, and to get so skinny that their pants are too damn loose on them. 

i’m also cursing you all to have rock hard abs and skinny legs and a cute butt by summertime. 

pass on the curse to another skinny legend.

[sknnyhoeenergy]

I ain’t risking it

[slytherth1n]

💞💛💗💖🧡💝💙💗💚💕

I will lose 5 pounds this week

💞💛💗💖🧡💝💙💗💚💕

Speak it into existence

💞💛💗💖🧡💝💙💗💚💕

Rb to lose 5 pounds this week

[thinhip]

reblog to lose 15 pounds by may 31st

[rexiesworldwomp]

Yes please lmao