Life and Living

where I let out all my stories, frustrations, and random encounters with LIFE in general

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John Mulaney & The Sack Lunch Bunch (2019)

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Ang Totoong Solusyon

Nasanay na sa distansya

May takip ang bibig at mukha

Ang oras ay limitado

May makakakita kaya ng totoo?

Kay rami ng buhay ang nawala

Mundo'y tumigil at nawalan ng sigla

Isang taon na tayong ganito

Oras nang maging matalino

Kailan ba mapapakinggan

Mga taong pagod nang lumaban

Sila ang may alam

Pero sakanila walang pakialam

Baril at pamalo'y sinubukan na

Tama na ang panghuhula

Sana kayo ay mamulat na

Siyensiya ang solusyon sa distansya

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I like it that I am able to help others, but I don't want to be the stress-absorber anymore.

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too poor for a staycation and at the same time too scared to go out, but I really crave greens and fresh air

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Story time!

Seems like I won't be going home again for the next two weeks, damn this pandemic. This period last year I was also stucked here, however, compared to last year, this time I'm locked down with people.

Tbh, I miss my alone time. My anxiety's over the top thinking about how I will survive the days of staying at home with people, just the thought of it literally constricts my lungs.

Will just keep reminding myself that maybe it'd be better than I expect. Can anyone send me some "it-will-be-better-msgs"

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short journal entry:

Decided to create a "serious" budget plan today and I'm trying my best to be motivated even though only a small percentage of what I make is alloted for me. I'm beginning to feel the "that's what the eldest in most families do".

Buuuuut still constantly reminding myself, that I can get through it, and that it's part of life. 😊

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i'm still in my early 20s but i constantly have the need to spend my weekend sleeping and lowkey staying away from the world

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The importance of looking back: you'd see how far you reached. Head strong!

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The Urge of Fixing People

Unearthing notes for this account. It's one of the "idontwanttosleep" nights and I made this one right after watching the movie, probably 2(?) yrs ago. The thought still felt relevant somehow. But I think I romanticized the "toxic" side of Christian and Anastacia's relationship too much. However hard a relationship can be you must not be made to endure extremes. 🚩🚩🚩

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not me following positivity accounts, then posts about realities of life