Silly silly random things

Oh heaven... How did we get here? /ref Matching with Alpha :)

[2434-collective]

We gave up introjects searching for links source about like 3 years ago cuz it felt very wrong for a lot of us but the thing is like we have a minority who wishes to connect with sourcemates and as much as I personally think it's wrong I also think I shouldn't police what they do but we're just soo scared of falling on unsafe people or people guiltripping cuz someone with a link source in our sys fronts rarely (already happened)

We barely (if not at all) control our switches despite sys discovery being years ago and having pretty decent communication so it's like hella complicated

I wonder how are other systems / plurals managing this?

[underwaterreads]

hear me out: tadc au where theyre all headmates in a dissociative system

theyre collectively a trans lesbian. jax is a persecutor alter. caine’s a gatekeeper. the circus and the adventure worlds are their headspace

pomni has lower dissociative barrier, hence connecting with jax’s memories and being the first to really connect to kinger after his wife abstracted

abstraction would be alter’s barriers getting higher, and the alter themself getting less able to cope, due to some major/prolonged stressor. hence they can still be communicated with in a way, but it requires effort/focus (innerworld dark spaces)

deletion would be being forced into remission, hence caine’s ability to respawn with memories

maybe theyre (largely) factives (“abby’s out there. i’m pomni”)

etc etc idk i havent thought it out fully

ps gatekeeper caine has dissociative barriers around extreme emotion thats why he changes form when super upset and freezes when super happy

pps they could be a subsystem cut off from the main fronter/s, and when caine accessed the internet, that was him accessing the front. possibly because the subsystem had done enough internal work to lower that barrier

ppps bubble(s) and caine are part of a subsystem within the subsystem

[2434-collective]

I got to threaten children with a water gun yesterday. Was kind of fun I guess. Reminded me of the guns adventure

[2434-collective]

So how are we going to tell him... (He already knows)

[2434-collective]

I think he got pissed but I'm not sure /silly

[2434-collective]

So how are we going to tell him... (He already knows)

[2434-collective]

Journaling as a system is a great idea until you realize you're journaling at 3 places at once because you keep on forgetting

[does-it-introject]

UTAU?

Does It Introject: UTAU

YES

NO

RESULTS

Voting ended onJun 12

[2434-collective]

We're seeing the final episode today btw (I'm so fucking scared)

[oursystemblog]

sure

[2434-collective]

hiiiii who are ur favorite vtubers? if you are comfy sharing which ones are in ur system? im feral for more vtuber fan friends

HELLOOOOOOOO THANK YOU FOR THE ASK AAAAHHH (we're so bad at interacting so ty for making the first move) my personal faves are Rosco Graves from First Stage Production EN and just generally the whole Avallum group and Unnämed but we watch a loot of people from a lot of places (FSP, Nijisanji, hololive, holostars, Algorhythm project, some agencies that closed down and indies)

I do know some alters fw some other Vtubers though like Moon had an oshi in globie who graduated (and then the whole agency closed down-)

We did start more with Nijisanji though, in fact it's our lovely friends @thealphasystemsstuff and an irl friend who introduced us to Vtubers (I blame ALL the introjects on Alpha /silly) at the same time, from completely different perspectives. Alpha are more into hololive/idol (I know the corpo changed name but no) stuff and we're more into Nijisanji, FSP and whatever else we find

As for the introjects... I do wish I could give you a list the thing is... It's gonna be a little hard (check out number) but I can try if you want we love listing stuff it's just gonna take a while

A few who are frequents fronters though are our co host, Moon (fictive of Kyo Kaneko), Uki (introject of Uki Violeta), Altare and Axel (fictives of Regis Altare and Axel Syrios, they only front during autumn and winter though) and Jowol (introject of PorcelainMaid)

As for the other well fronting frequency depends... Truly...

ANYWAY ENOUGH SPEAKING ABOUT US WHAT ABOUT YOU tell me all about your faves, indies corpos it doesn't matter (also do y'all have Vtubers introjects?? /genq)

(I so need to stop writing so much...)

[prowilloeevee]

You’re still plural, even if your headmates haven’t talked in a while

You’re still plural, even if you have to mask it a lot

You’re still plural, even if having someone else front takes concentration and/or energy

You’re still plural, even if you’re frontstuck

You’re still plural :]

[2434-collective]

Being a system is so weird because what do you mean Ike Eveland is making everyone catch up on a whole swedish semester (also, did my source really graduate?)

[mynd-art]

[alterhumanity-positivity]

Having a 'problematic' source doesn't make you bad or evil, and you shouldn't be forced to hide your identity or lie about it, because of the fact that your source is 'problematic'. Your source doesn't define you and you can be good no matter how 'problematic' your source is.

[wizardsoftheroundtable]

Frequently fronted together. Do not separate.

[2434-collective]

I miss them so much...

[2434-collective]

Roommates constantly send us (me particularly because I'm the autism holder) in autistic crisis. They never get back at the time they say they'd do, they solicit us at 10pm for administrative tasks when we've been together all day, one is very loud, when we say no to something they'll keep asking until we say yes. I hate it. Last week an alter cleaned a good part of the apartment and it didn't even hold up half a day. They dirtied it in like three hours I think.

And professionals are not better, they ask us for an appointment one hour before said appointment (we had to give up plans with a friend despite making it halfway to their home), they also insist when we say no to something, they treat us like adults when it's good for them but also like children when it's good for them. They're supposed to help us but they make us feel like burdens instead (and it's not only me, it's a shared feeling).