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hello again, it is i, moose, aka hobi’s v irresponsible admin who’s back yET AGAIN to fuck shit up revive my baby here,,
i’m making a couple changes as i revamp tho -- read under the cut for more info....
"You can fuck with me whenever you want but don't touch my friends."
( * past -- 2011 ?? 2012?? )
hoseok winces a little as elijah smooths the bandaid on his knee. it doesn't cover the whole scrape, so elijah rocks backwards to fish around in his bag for another one. his cheeks are puffed out a little, he's practically pouting. "hey, what's that face for?"
"you can fuck with me whenever you want, but don't touch my friends!" elijah huffs in reply, and hoseok is surprised with how upset elijah is over the whole thing -- jesus, has elijah ever swore before? he laughs, though -- it’s cute.
"come on, eljah- i told you it was just an accident! they didn't mean to push me, i just-- uh, really suck at handball. i probably shouldn't have agreed to join their team," he says sheepishly, watching elijah get the next bandage ready. hoseok's knee stings quite a bit, and usually his nature is to whine about it -- but seeing how worried elijah really is, hoseok, for once, doesn't want to make a big deal out of it. "to be honest, i just joined the game 'cause i wanted to look cool. guess falling down in the first five minutes of the game isn't that cool though, huh..."
truth be told, hoseok probably wouldn't have fallen if the other players weren't so agressive, so it's not exactly his fault -- he's bad at sports, yes, but he's really not that clumsy. but hoseok doesn't like seeing elijah get riled up about people, it's not in his character.
"how's it looking, nurse? am i gonna make it? do we have to amputate?" hoseok jokes, dramatically bringing a hand to his chest, hoping to ease elijah's mood a little bit. in retaliation, elijah flicks his uninjured knee before standing up, gathering both of their bags from the grass. hoseok takes that as a success.
“I can’t trust you.”
hoseok fights the urge to roll his eyes so hard that they fall out. he doesn't even look at junhoe, completely ignoring him and instead focusing his attention on the little scale hanging from the ceiling where he's currently trying to measure the weight of his grapefruits. damn, i thought these were lighter-
of course he was bound to run into either junhoe or elijah soon enough, considering both of them live in his building now apparently -- but still, having to deal with elijah's angry puppy of a boyfriend in the produce aisle of his favourite grocery store is not how hoseok wanted to spend his saturday morning. he shouldn't even be awake, for fuck's sake-- hoseok makes a mental note to come back in the evening next time.
"i don't remember asking you to trust me," hoseok snorts, though his voice is fairly quiet -- he picks up his plastic bag of grapefruit again. he opens the bag and takes out one, putting it back on the pile maybe a little bit more aggressively than he needed to before turning to face junhoe. "and i think that's pretty clear already, i mean, clearly you think i'm a whore -- 'hoe', whatever. i really enjoyed that, by the way. you're so good with words, no wonder you’re a poet!"
he feels sick to his stomach. despite his own bitterness -- despite having a million and one things he wants to say to the both of them -- hoseok's always hated confrontations. he never used to be one to argue, but lately his spite has been getting the better of him.
and it makes him feel even more ill knowing that whatever he says will probably be parroted back to elijah, that the two of them will likely be talking shit of him later and further driving the wedge between him and elijah. well, it can't be helped; at this point if elijah isn't going to come forward and apologize for what he said that night then hoseok won't either. he won't bother putting forth an effort just to associate with people who think he's some drama-loving little bitch. (even if said "people” used to be his best friend.)
whatever.
"tell elijah i said hi," hoseok picks up his grapefruit and walks away from the aisle, plugging in his headphones in case june decides to speak up again. god, what a mess, he thinks sadly, trying his best to swallow down the bitter lump of emotion (a lethal mixture of anxiety, guilt and hurt) lodging itself in his throat as he makes his way toward the cash register.
“Who were you with?”
hoseok pretends not to hear him at first, scrolling through his twitter timeline as if he's looking at something very interesting, though in actuality he's just stalling. his heart beats too fast, out of anxiety -- he didn't expect seungri to be so blunt, and he doesn't know how to answer.
of course, he should lie... he doubts seunghyun wants seungri to know that they made out at the getaway, even if it was a few months ago -- although a few months ago apparently isn't long enough for seungri to question hoseok's activities on that night.
after his pause, hoseok glances up at seungri. "huh? sorry, i didn't hear you," he lies, waiting for seungri to repeat his question before he answers.
"oh- uhh, to be honest i don't really remember everything from the vacation," hoseok laughs, but it sounds pretty fake even to him. obviously he remembers what happened -- that getaway was such a trainwreck that the whole thing is burned into hoseok's mind. no amount of alcohol ingested that night -- or any night afterwards -- can get rid of the memory, sadly.
but while seungri looks at him, hoseok has to fight to keep his gaze -- he knows seungri is asking about the night of the bonfire, specifically, and how seunghyun and him returned from the same direction...
"i hung out with tabi hyung a bit," he admits, which isn't really lying, per se -- "we just talked -- and drank, obviously, haha. why do you ask?" hoseok asks lightly as he offers a pleasant smile, hoping that seungri isn't smart enough to see through his lies... (or half-truths, anyway.)
“Just stay with me.”
after an evening of nonstop video games, the last thing hoseok expects is for jungkook to ask him to stay even longer. looking over at the boy, he blinks, his jacket halfway on his shoulders already.
"um." he eyes jungkook with a slightly confused expression. it's nine o'clock already, usually hoseok would either be heading home, or out with other friends -- jungkook isn't someone he usually takes along to clubs and whatnot, it just doesn't feel right. to hoseok, he's just cute little kookie (who seems a lot younger than he is) and, being the responsible hyung that he is, he usually leaves telling jungkook to get some sleep.
so he wonders: what makes tonight any different? he tries to analyze his expression, and he notices a note of worry in jungkook's eyes when hoseok doesn't answer right away. he hesitates, but answers: "well.. i guess i don't have any plans-"
when jungkook smiles at him, hoseok smiles in return. how can i say no to this guy? he's like a kid, "okay- so what's the deal, you wanna rematch?" he shrugs the jacket back off, letting it slump over the back of jungkook's couch, before flopping down next to him again. he picks up the wii remote, nudging jungkook playfully with his arm. "you're such a sore loser, kookie-- i won that race fair and square!"
it's been a while since hoseok has spent a night with someone so ... wholesome -- but it's refreshing, and seeing the way jungkook lights up brightens up hoseok's mood a little, too... he supposes staying for longer is worth it. “round two?”
91boy:
BASICS - I am male | I am female | I am neither male or female | I am under the age of 18 | I am 18 or older | I am straight | I am gay or lesbian | I am bisexual or pansexual | I am trans
FRIENDSHIP - I have two or more friends | I have one friend | I have no friends | I have/had a best friend | I am close with my friend(s) | I spend a lot of time with friends | I have a crush on a friend | I hate a friend | I wish I had fewer friends | I wish I had more friends
RELATIONSHIPS - I am single | I am not available | I am in a relationship | I am married | I am a virgin | I often date | I prefer to date extroverted people | I prefer to date people who are like me | I prefer to date people who are unlike me | I take relationships very seriously | I have high standards | I date people who are overweight | I date people who are skinny
NEGATIVITY - I have/had depression | I have cried myself to sleep | I have/had anxiety | I am often lonely | I keep a lot of emotions inside | I am scared of talking to people I want to talk more to | I have an eating disorder | I have low self-esteem | I often feel I embarrass myself | I have been abused | I feel people consider me dumb or don’t take me seriously | I am quickly jealous | I feel people want me to be someone/something I’m not | I have been sexually assaulted | I have experienced discrimination/racism
POSITIVITY - I have become a better person | I have gotten out of a bad period of time | I am (over-)confident | I am looking forward to something | I have enjoyed myself over the past week | I have met a famous person | I consider myself a kindhearted person | I am currently feeling relaxed and comfortable | I appreciate the little things in life | I have nobody in my life whom I hate | I have achieved something large this year | I am part of a religion that brings me peace | I have lost a lot of weight | I have a movie/game/song which cheers me up
I - get scared from watching horror movies | play a sport | read a lot of books | have allergies | feel shy around the opposite gender | am a feminist | believe in love at first sight | own an instrument | can draw | am listening to music right now | value romance and friendship equally | have sneaked out of the house | am outgoing | respect people’s comfort zones and personal space | want to write a book | can ride a horse | am asexual | put my hands over my face when I’m flattered | like the colors pink and yellow | own an Xbox | shop at least once a week | have a drivers license | drink alcoholic beverages | would like a friend of the opposite gender | get scared by unsettling imagery and screamers | eat fast food at least twice a week
LIKES & DISLIKES - I like parties | I dislike parties | I like perfume | I dislike perfume | I like “so bad it’s good” movies | I dislike “so bad it’s good” movies | I like playing video games | I dislike playing video games | I dislike chocolate | I like having a busy schedule | I dislike having a busy schedule | I like laughing at my own jokes | I dislike laughing at my own jokes | I like compliments | I dislike compliments | I like heavy metal music | I dislike heavy metal music | I like snow | I dislike snow | I like taking walks with someone | I dislike taking walks with someone | I like people who aren’t very talkative | I dislike people who aren’t very talkative
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@247wonho
it's half past fuck-who-knows-o'clock and hoseok should probably not be walking down the street alone, but he'd realized just a few minutes ago that he was completely out of rice krispies and that just would not do. how is he supposed to wake up and get ready for work without rice krispies? rice krispies are seriously what gets him up in the morning these days.
so here he is on one of the few nights he actually spent without going out (he had a friend come over for mario kart earlier instead), padding softly down the mostly empty street towards the only twenty-four hour grocery store a few blocks form his apartment. he tucks his hands further into his jacket, which he doesn't really need -- it's a little chilly, but not that bad.
he yawns, noticing at the corner of his eye that one of the streetlights seems to be flickering out. it makes a snap, crackle, pop sound (hoseok's mind is still stuck on rice krispies, clearly) and the light goes out -- but not before hoseok looks down at the bottom of the building and sees something strange. it’s the shadow of... a person? sitting -- no, more like leaning against the wall just barely in the alley. but the area’s cast into darkness before he can get a good look.
hoseok frowns, hesitating a little before calling out; "hey buddy, you alright?"
no answer. his frown deepens as an almost overwhelming sense of dread comes over him -- though he isn't sure why, his heart starts racing, and his palms turn clammy, as if his body instinctively knows something's really, really wrong.
it could just be a homeless person sleeping, hoseok tells himself, in an attempt to cover his sudden anxiety -- but it doesn't work at all; his heart still beats hard enough for hoseok to hear it in his ears.
he approaches the dark spot via the sidewalk, swallowing thickly. he fishes out his phone from his pocket as he walks closer, quickly swiping to access his phone's built-in flashlight. "hey- um, not sure if you heard me, but are you okay, i'm just checking so--"
he shouldn't be surprised at all to see that it's him sitting there -- but he still chokes, dropping his phone. there’s a cracking noise, and the phone’s little light flicks out.
"oh my god-" no.
hoseok can feel his throat closing up when he sees the blood spattered on his clothes, his face-- it's not necessarily enough for the other to be dying of blood loss exactly, but hoseok is too panicked initially to be able to rationalize; his mind is reeling and strangely all he can think of is the images of miyoung and hyeri lying dead in pools of their own blood, and his mind continues to scream over and over, please don't be dead please don't leave me no no no--
he kneels beside him, eyes frantically searching his body for signs of serious injury. he looks completely beaten; hoseok feels sick to his stomach. "hyung-” his hands are trembling as they hover over his body, unsure of where to go or what's safe to touch, since he doesn't know where wonho is hurt. he settles for cupping his face and looking at him, looking for any sign wonho is conscious. "hey, t-talk to me," he stutters, trying his best to keep his voice strong enough to be heard, though it threatens to break.
"if you can hear me, say something, okay? please? o-or just open your eyes.. or something-- fuck." he curses when he can see the bad bruising around wonho's eye, as well as a bleeding nose and a small gash on his forehead.
"hyung, what did you do.." he breathes out, heart lurching painfully.
* pjy&jhs ; good ‘til the last drop
@247jinyoung
"what do you mean you're cutting me off?" hoseok's voice is indignant, offended even. he glares at the bartender and slides his money further across the surface of the bar. "you- you can't do that! i'm a paying customer! you're a lousy bartender," he complains loudly over the music and clamor of the busy venue.
he gets why jinyoung thinks he's had too much. he's had several drinks, and not the weak ones easier -- it would be enough to put a lightweight to sleep. but jinyoung doesn't understand that hoseok is not a lightweight; he's used to this, and it takes him significantly more to get drunk enough to feel good than it used to. as he’s recently discovered in dismay, the more you drink, the more you get used to the effects -- and then you have to take more and more in order to reach the 'happy' stage. or at least that's how it seems to be working for hoseok.
it's annoying -- and when he's sober, he worries that eventually he won't have enough money to keep this up. but for now he's only concerned with getting more to drink -- and jinyoung's making this way harder than it should be.
"come on," he continues, practically whining at this point, adding more money to the stack of won he's trying to push toward the other. "just one more."
bold which habits your muse has
justanotherrpmeme:
nail biting | throat clearing | lying | interrupting | chewing the ends of pens | smoking | swearing | knuckle cracking | thumb sucking | muttering under their breath | talking to themselves | nose picking | binge drinking | oversleeping | snacking between meals | skipping meals | picking at skin | impulse buying | talking with their mouth full | humming/singing to themselves | chewing gum | leg jiggling | foot tapping | hair twirling | whistling | eye rolling | licking lips | sniffing | squinting | rubbing hands together | jaw clenching | gesturing while talking | putting feet up on tables | tucking hair behind ears | chewing lips | crossing arms over chest | putting hands on hips | rubbing the back or their neck | being late | procrastinating | doodling | shredding paper | peeling off bottle labels | forgetfulness | running hands through hair | overreacting | teeth grinding | nostril flaring | slouching | pacing | drumming fingers | fist clenching | pinching bridge of nose | rubbing temples | rolling shoulders
oops ` feat. hoseok
@247jh
“seungyoun,”
Keep reading
all the texts
:)
✉⁇$♀
Send “✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT.
(2011) [ txt -> tae ] why’d you pick him :( deleted!
Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text.
[ txt -> tae ] yyeyes of c imdrunk kkkkkkkk its me w hat do u expet????lol
Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text.
[ txt -> tae ] pics or it didn’t happen ;) [ txt -> tae ] wait[ txt -> tae ] fUCK sorry that wasn’t for you hahaaha whoops!! bye im deleting see u never again
Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text.
[ txt -> tae ] you don’t have to pretend to like me yknow
handsome~♥
Send “✆” for a MORNING text. Send “✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT. Send “☎” for a RUSHED text. Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text. Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text. Send “ø” for a LATE NIGHT text. Send “✘” for a HATEFUL text. Send “#” for a RANDOM text. Send “@” for a SCARED text. Send “&” for a LOVING text. Send “%” for a CURIOUS text. Send “ツ” for an EXCITED text. Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text. Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text.
“I believe in you.”
four word starters ( accepting! )
hoseok is left staring at her in a loss of words for a moment, mouth opening to say something before closing again. hoseok finds his cheeks are burning slightly.
how is it that such a simple four word phrase could move him this much? maybe because she looks so sincere, her gaze earnest- or maybe just because he hasn’t heard anyone say anything like that to him in months, maybe even longer.
hoseok doesn’t talk very much about his goals these days, he finds it makes him too sad - but hearing that someone else believes that he can pull things together and eventually start his own dance studio like he wanted to– it warms his heart. maybe that’s all he really needs- someone else telling him that it’ll get better, that he’s not just a failure like most people make him think.
“ah- thanks,” he replies finally, stammering a bit. “it- it really means a lot.” he doubts sumin knows just how powerful of an impact her words have; he would say more about it, be more sincere, maybe, but he can’t seem to find the words. he vows silently to make it up to her someday, somehow.
but until he comes up with something all he can really offer is his time. looking up at her again, he smiles softly. “wanna go see a movie or something?”