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Nothing beats this feeling!!

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miseducatedmelanicmuse

A lot of our parents are walking around with undiagnosed mental illnesses and that shit is traumatizing. Let’s have that conversation.

theambitiouswoman

The person you feel the most desperate to be chosen by is usually the one your nervous system recognizes the most, and is probably trying to heal from

Your nervous system is picking up on a pattern it has experienced before which is for example probably one where love felt uncertain, attention had to be earned, or connection came with anxiety

According to attachment research by John Bowlby and later expanded by Mary Ainsworth, we are wired to seek out relationships that mirror our earliest emotional experiences. It’s not because they are good for us, but because they are familiar to us. And familiarity, to the nervous system, can feel like safety

This is why you can meet someone stable, consistent, and emotionally available and feel nothing. No spark. No pull. No urgency

But the person who makes you question everything. The one who gives you just enough attention to keep you hooked? That’s the one your body reacts to. And it’s not because they’re “better” but simply because they activate something unresolved

Trauma research from experts like Bessel van der Kolk and Stephen Porges shows that the nervous system is constantly scanning for emotional patterns it knows how to respond to. Even if those patterns are rooted in stress, inconsistency, or emotional distance

What feels like chemistry is actually your nervous system trying to recreate a familiar emotional experience hoping this time, it will finally end differently

Learn to choose what is healthy over what is familiar. Learn to feel safe in consistency, not chaos. Learn that love isn’t something you have to earn. Because the right person won’t make you feel like you’re waiting to be chosen

References:

Hazan, C., & Shaver, P. (1987). Romantic love conceptualized as an attachment process.

Fraley, R. C. (2019). Attachment in Adulthood: Recent Developments, Emerging Debates, and Future Directions.

Freud, S. (1920). Beyond the Pleasure Principle.

Porges, S. W. (2011). The Polyvagal Theory: Neurophysiological Foundations of Emotions, Attachment, Communication, and Self-Regulation.

van der Kolk, B. (2014). The Body Keeps the Score: Brain, Mind, and Body in the Healing of Trauma.

Fisher, H. (2005). Romantic love: An fMRI study of a neural mechanism for mate choice.