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26 | Pan n' trans bitch | >>minors fuck off<< |

[2muchgirl]

Cataclysmic Mundane Apathy...

[2muchgirl]

Heavily considering getting off this site finally.

I’ve spent all my life on the internet watching and hearing about trans woman after trans woman get harassed to the point of suicide and it feels clear that it’ becoming a core mechanic on this site. It makes me afraid of the world cause I already hear every other day about some new regulation or law legislating us out of existence and right wingers are loud enough about how they’d rather be beating us to death and in conjunction it gets to feel inescapable.

As a trans woman I know I’m not allowed to have passion or excel at anything. I know what happens if one of us wins a competition or when our art starts to reach a wider audience. In reality it’s hard to get to know anyone cause I’m just too used to making myself small and convenient for every person around me because I learned back in school that if anyone doesn’t like me, they get to write the narrative. They get to dictate why they’re opposed to me and make up any reasons they want for credibility. I’ve seen how everyone else quietly joins in.

Nothing needs to be done wrong. If someone feels slighted by us they can easily rally people to bring their pitchforks.

We’re all pretty aware of tumblr’s moderation issues (I.e. banning trans women if they so much as breathe or post pictures of themselves). As a result it’s pretty obvious there’s no place for a girl like me here. Even if I could still create, I’d be running the risk of making myself a target of either harassment or termination so there’s really no point sticking around.

There’s really a lot I’d like to say in my upset but I know you’ll either be intimately familiar with the feelings I express or you’ll take any point in bad faith and assume I’m just too sensitive or hysterical. “Upset over nothing” or whatever have you.

So most of it I’ll keep to myself.

What I will say is the world is full of horror and horrible people. If you’ve ever engaged with call-out culture for whatever reasons you tell yourself, you’re a danger to the people you willingly victimise while assuring yourself it’s all for the greater good.

There’s too many people who’ll happily engage in this shit. Real life isn’t safe for us. The internet isn’t safe for us.

I’m gonna be a lot more selective who I even tell that I’m trans going forward because I know what you people do.

Being trans and a woman means that the only people you can maybe trust to have your back are other trans women because every other group has some reason to mistreat us. Be it misogyny, thinking we’re actually secretly men or predators, seeing us as nothing but porn or easy targets or entertainment when you stalk and dox us because you don’t have the balls to torture animals but you love to hurt living things regardless.

It doesn’t matter. Life isn’t safe for us. We do not belong unless we create spaces just for us. I truly hope someday any force in the world will permit us to exist without having to live every day of our lives experiencing unceasing trauma.

It feels tragic to know that what I have to say won’t change anything whatsoever. That not a single person will change how they operate. Nothing I can do is ever going to lessen the cruelty we live through for being one of the easiest to abuse minorities

[anarcho-catboyism]

We really went from "free the nipple" to "um the public didn't consent to you wearing a choker"

[oneheadtoanother]

[kropotkindersurprise]

Critical support to these scammers weaponizing homophobia to drain right-wingers' bank accounts 🫡

[puppygirldick]

Previous post.

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Anything helps. Thank you 💖

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[puppygirldick]

1100/2000. 13 days late. Please help.

[puppygirldick]

1120/2000. 15 days late.

[calamity-corner]

if anyone was curious how things are going over on tme transmisogynist tumblr now, here's an update. it was always going this way

[calamity-corner]

oh and let's not forget that transmascvoicesproject is platforming random anons accusing transfems of being degenerate perverts and going "yikes, that's pretty messed up, i always got the feeling she was secretly a pervert anyway"

🔑🔑🔑

[calamity-corner]

it's crazy watching this unfold in real time because it's exactly what unfolded in real time with isff.

transfem-centered blog run by a transfem gets co-opted by tmes who feel left out, get told off for the glaringly obvious transmisogyny in the co-opted version, and immediately spiral into even more full blown aggressive transmisogyny, twerfs and tmras rally to defense, copycat and parody accounts pop up everywhere, and suddenly the transfem's project is no longer about her project, the primary association is only the transmisogynistic tme bullshit.

whether for or against transmascvoicesproject, people are only talking about that now, the conversation has been completely derailed from what mouse was actually doing. and she was doing something really fucking important! i fucking hate it here no one ever learns. isff deserves better and mousidy deserves better

[calamity-corner]

SAME SHIT HAPPENED TO YAY-BUNNIES

[calamity-corner]

it took all of 3 minutes after interacting with transmascvoicesproject for me to get repeatedly sexually harassed in his notes, btw. hell of a "community" for "survivors" you got there

[angrysexyshortstack]

Being a transfem is great because if you ever try to advocate for your own rights or even ask to be treated like a person thousands of people will lay aside their differences and come together to bully you relentlessly in the hopes that you kill yourself

[depsidase]

[beardedmrbean]

Next up someone is going to claim that the Narnia series isn't kids books.

Kids books is probably not the best way to word it, you can enjoy them at every age, including your childhood, as you get older you may find new truths in them, but they're still good for any age.

[dragongirltongue]

Computer repairs: we need £160 for computer maintenance, and fast. However £300 will solve more.

If you can help with this please do, things are workable at the moment but if anything else goes wrong it will spell disaster for us and our streams.

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[dogstrogen]

transmisogynistic tumblr blog simulator

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i just don't get why trfs won't let trans men speak about their issues. we're literally so calm and reasonable and these hysterical bitches still whine about it

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here's a bunch of screenshots of this random adult transwoman doing consensual kink with other adult transwomen. this makes them a pedo and we have to kill them

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transwomen are male socialized and have male privilege which makes them the oppressors of trans men and other afabs

edit: i can't believe i have to say this, but terfs dni!

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saw this transwoman's mutual aid post on my dash and decided to go digging just because. but lucky i did, because turns out this transwoman is a pedophile. they literally wear absorbent underwear, i have a bunch of pictures of their ass here to prove it. i also found the college they go to and forwarded this information to the faculty. but anyways please stop reblogging them and giving them money, sick creeps like this need to fall into irrelevancy

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another friendly reminder that this blog isn't a safe space for terfs! no clue what made y'all feel safe to follow me, but get lost. transwomen are valid 💖

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i really like to use my alt account to form superficial friendships with these creepy pedo transwomen i don't like so that i can try and find out more about them. if you have nothing to hide then you shouldn't have a problem with this

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i really wish i had more transwoman mutuals. i feel like almost every transwoman i've met on here has been a trf, a pedo, or both... all i have is my transwoman girlfriend @.blankblogwithnothingonit

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is it just me or does it give off red flags when a transwoman has an anime profile picture? like i can just smell the degeneracy from here, especially because they're always white.

edit: ...poc transwoman? what is that, can somebody please explain

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i just don't get why there's so much trans infighting, are we not all being equally targeted? come on guys, we're all faggots in the eyes of the state. why don't we just kiss and then work together to vote orange man out of office?

[mikumiotics]

lol. lmao.

[catgirl-kaiju]

really awesome how easy it is for tme queers to be uwu smol beans "cartoons can be for adults too!", but if ur tma engaging in childish interests and behaviors, or even simply showing too much weakness, can end up with you getting called a pedophile

[idontgetmemesijustrollwiththem]

Remember to kiss your headmates

Pose is completely botched but I tried.

Also can we call þis ship MewTwo. I þink it would be confusing and difficult to tag.

[depsidase]

[xylophonetangerine]

[witemglitch-deactivated20260709]

It exists and it's called Portland, Oregon

[sanrio-stud]

[neovagi]

I don't take it as a gimme that a supposedly pro-trans environment is transfeminist. I go for months in a deep south red state getting she/her'd and ma'am'd by strangers, but in "woke" contexts I've been extensively they/them'd/degendered and spoken over due to being "an amab".

Obviously the average conservative would be far more dangerous to my person if clocked than any amount of microaggressing Portlanders, so I don't consider it the absolute worst thing to deal with. But it's of note to me that I am less likely to be seen as a woman by so-called allies.

[candyapplewinx]

My biggest fantasy as a disabled person probably isn’t even being cured. It’s just belonging. It’s living somewhere that respects and accommodates the body that I literally cannot change. It’s having friends and family who support me, and who try to understand me, because they love me. It’s never feeling like I’m useless or a waste of space. It’s having friends who can understand my limits and don’t get upset with me when I’ve reached them. It’s having accessible and affordable healthcare no matter what. It’s having a livable amount of money, no matter my ability to produce in this world the way abled bodies can. It’s having the bare minimum.