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Made this new account in hopes to share my art and make friends! (I have an older acc I don't use anymore :,))

Hey, I'm Moon! :D A neurodivergent, queer Alevi artist who loves drawing, writing, creating and playing video games. I've wanted to voice act and make music for a long while but I lack confidence,, (still working on that!) I'm sorry if I come across as awkward or weird, I still have a hard time with social norms. Doing my best though!

I also love translating, especially Turkish songs and I used to translate manga scans in Japanese to English for my friends (I can understand/read the language decently!) Turkish is my mother tongue, I learned French early on and then English. I can read/write Japanese Kana but there are a lot of Kanji I don't know ;v;

My art tag: #moon art

Stuff I like! ദ്ദി (˵ •̀ - ˵ ) ✧

Old school/older anime/manga (some of these I haven't rewatched):

Inuyasha, Sailor Moon, Card Captor Sakura, Haikyuu!!, Kateikyou Hitman Reborn!, Yuu☆Yuu☆Hakusho, JJBA, Madoka Magica, Monster, Yumeiro Patissière, Evangelion, Fruits Basket, Inazuma Eleven, Nana, Saiki K, Pandora Hearts, Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicle, Jigoku Shoujo, Black Cat, Season 0 Yu☆Gi☆Oh!, Princess Tutu and more!

Newer anime/manga:

Apothecary Diaries, Vanitas no Karte, Skip to Loafer, Bocchi the Rock!, Sasaki and Miyano + Hirano and Kagiura (please check out the manga they're both the best BLs I've ever read) Dungeon Meshi, Frieren: Beyond Journey's End, Spy x Family, Mob Psycho 100, Witch Hat Atelier, Gachiakuta, Jaadugar: a witch in Mongolia and more!

Video games:

Deltarune + Undertale, Cookie Run Kingdom, Minecraft, Dead by Daylight, Clair Obscur: Expedition 33, Final Fantasy VII, Horror JRPGs and more!

Miscellaneous/Vocaloid:

Black★Rock Shooter, Kagerou Project, Alien Stage

Ships I like(guy who's aroace but loves romance) :

ShadowVanilla, SilentElderLily, PureLily, SeaMoon, Harlequin/Pierrot/Jester, Harlequin/Doctor, SasaMiya, HiraKagi, MadoHomuMamiKyoSaya, KageHina, UshiHina, Krusielle, Destiel, IvanTill, HyuMizi, JinMao, ShiMao, Zakkura, Clerith, Vanoé, Touya/Yue/Yukito, TakeMikey, Orufrey, HaiKaveh, SpideyPool and a lot, lot more! Daycare Attendant/Me,,

Make sure to check out sudanfunds as well as gazafunds, we could help out by donating or sharing the campaigns!

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suicide note

honnêtement je vais très probablement mettre fin à mes jours, en espérant que cette tentative réussisse cette fois-ci je me sens vraiment coupable de faire du mal à mes amis, à mon seul ami, à ma famille j'aimerais pouvoir sourir, j'aimerais pouvoir vous faire rire

je suis sincèrement désolé, j'ai vraiment essayé de mon mieux, de tenir du mieux que je le pouvais mais j'ai vécu beaucoup, beaucoup de choses horribles et en voulant protéger mes proches de mon état mental, je me suis isolé à un point où je n'ai aucun support social

je ne peux même pas être là pour les autres correctement je suis désolé

c'était très fun de découvrir de nouvelles choses, de parler à des gens je voulais vraiment me faire de nouveaux amis, j'ai fais de mon mieux, mais je n'arrive pas à créer des connections plus profondes je ne sais pas si je garde toujours mon cœur à distance malgré moi

je voulais juste me faire de vrais amis, des compagnons pour la vie, discuter, échanger, partager je voulais dessiner et écrire et créer je voulais libérer le monde avec mes adelphes ce sera peut-être pour une autre lune, un autre Lune

je suis fatigué

merci beaucoup, pour tout

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honestly, i'm very likely going to end my life, hoping this attempt succeeds this time i feel so guilty about hurting my friends, my only friend, my family i wish I could smile, i wish i could make you laugh

i'm truly sorry, i really tried my best, to hold on as best i could, but i've been through so many horrible things, and in trying to protect my loved ones from my mental state, i've isolated myself to the point where i have no social support

i can't even be there for others properly i'm sorry

it was so much fun discovering new things, talking to people i really wanted to make new friends, i did my best, but i can't seem to create deeper connections i don't know if i'm still keeping my heart at a distance despite myself

i just wanted to make real friends, companions for life, to talk, exchange ideas, share i wanted to draw and write and create i wanted to free the world with my siblings it will be maybe for another moon, another Moon

i'm tired

thank you so much, for everything

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sayonara lara is one of the most beautiful things i've ever seen what a nostalgic anime

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Taking my leave from here!

From 2025, I'll redraw these to see my improvement :D

Hello guys! Just writing this post to warn my mutuals that I'll be deleting this account soon. I've come to associate this account with a pretty dark period in my life and in all honesty, it actually stresses me out to come here, hence the absence :/

It's kind of sad to admit tbh, I've had lots of fun too of course, but I've come to terms that it's ok to just let go and start anew

I'll keep on drawing, writing, translating, trying to make friends, living... There're tons of stuff to look forward to! I can't wait to see what Zombie Stage will have to offer, White Lily is coming back, Kusuriya no Hitorigoto's 3rd season is coming out, Tenmaku no Jaadugar...

I'll try to hang onto life, even if it gets difficult, I'll keep on creating

I'm thinking about making a VTuber model for fun, maybe finally get over my gender dysphoria and really get into voice acting...

Tons of stuff I want to try out!

Thanks for making friends with me and liking my art, I appreciate all of you guys! :D

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i don't know what to say i tried, i did my best and i don't regret any of it at all i got out of my comfort zone, i reached out to a lot of people, i planned projects, i let myself vent by drawing, by talking i had fun, i felt embarrassed, anxious, excited, sad, hopeful

i'm finally exhausted

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Translations for TFC!

Turkish, just an example of a song I translated a while back.

Caddelerde Rüzgar

Wind-ridden streets, love is on my mind. In the middle of the night, bygone rains Utter songs, silently, gently. The one I miss, now at a distance too great.

Wild and carefree times, life was so wonderful, The days would go by with their laughter. My arms won't reach out, not that they can touch, The one I miss, now at a distance too great.

Seems they miss me too, my one and only, They keep shedding tears in my absence, Or so they wrote in their last letter.

French:

Turkish

Page one —Başın dönüyor mu? —Hmm. Hayır… —Yalan söylüyorsun. —Bir ara dışarıya çıkma. —İyiyim şimdi. —Nasıl? —Çok kan kaybetti. Bu sefer saçlarını yoldular. —Kendini nasıl hissediyorsun? —İyiyim. —Yaralarından bahsetmiyorum.

Page two —Hayvanlar… Bu sefer gerçekten saçlarını mı yoldular? —Biraz. —Saçlarını keselim mi? Senin için belki öyle daha iyi olur, Pierrot. —Hayır, saçımı böyle seviyorum. —O zaman şapkanın altına saklayalım, ne dersin? —Sadece ön kısmını gösterirsin. Ne dersin? —Olur, beğendim. —O zaman böyle bırakalım. —Ama bir dahaki sefere dışarıya çıktığında, Harlequin seninle gelecek. —Dur bi, ne??

Page three —Bu akşam bizi görmeye gelin! Buyrun, bir broşür alın. —Oh… Demek olan buydu, ha? —Ugh, geldiler yine o manyaklar! Bir şey atın onlara! —Senden…İğreniyorum…

Page four

—Pierrot. —Beyefendi, sanırım bunu düşürdünüz. —İzin verin, size geri vereyim.

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CW: internalized transphobia, assault, wounds and bruises.

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