[ ETERNITY ]
aroace agender | misanthropic absurdist author | southeast asian | deep in my core of who I am, I have hate in my heart. I'm trying my best to be nice and compassionate. | minor!!
ETERNITY IS A REALM JUST AS KIND AS IT IS CONFUSING
Hello, I'm Eternity, although other nicknames you may have for me are always welcome.
I'm aromantic and asexual, therefore I naturally prefer writing platonic fanfiction as I love relating to my creations. With that being said, I'm also agender and go by any pronouns, although they/them and it/its are usually the default for people who may not know how to refer to me, so I naturally prefer writing gender neutral reader inserts as well. Additionally, I'm from Southeast Asia, and English is not my native language.
I write very infrequently due to my slothfulness and, if school is open for me, a packed schedule, so I'm going to apologise for that beforehand.
For more information, see below:
WHAT IS THIS BLOG ? This blog is basically an archive of my writings and a time capsule for my writing improvement. I want to, in the future, look back to this blog and smile at how far I've come then.
WHAT CAN I WRITE ? x reader, gender neutral reader, male reader, fluff, platonic, angst, soft yandere, yandere, mild/reasonable amount of gore and blood, dark themes, romantic scenarios ( I'm somewhat detached from romance, so I may not do a very good job ), unhealthy depictions of relationships
WHAT CAN'T I WRITE ? smut!!!, extreme blood and gore, extremely dark themes ( as I fear I won't do it justice writing heavy topics and may come off as insensitive ), female reader ( I'm somewhat detached from my feminine side and generally do not prefer writing about them myself )
FANDOMS THAT I WRITE FOR : DC comics, Gachiakuta, Frieren: Beyond Journey's End, Final Fantasy VII / XV / XVI, Invincible
ARE REQUESTS OPEN ? Close!
you guys are welcome to talk to me about stuff or give me ideas, however. I really missed u guys!! I’m back from an indefinite hiatus!!! I think…
I just want to ask if there any future update on Second Orbit?
I think I stated this somewhere else but not everyone have seen it but I had discontinued Second Orbit since I literally have no idea where to go with it, it started off as just a one-shot thing but added a second chapter since everybody wanted it. I'd be fine if anyone else were to write their own take of the AU but I might not write anymore series myself.
I might write other things like headcanons or oneshots about it if someone asked and i'm interested, though!
pairing: tim drake x gn! demon! reader (not meant to be romantic but tim's kinda a freak)
Tim thought the figure standing on the edge of his bed when he was awake but couldn't move was merely just some sleep paralysis demon...
Now it's following him everywhere, and it makes him look insane. More than he already was.
cw: no use of y/n / use of [NAME] once, but only as a suggestion / use of they/it/you pronouns for the reader
a/n: idk where im going with this heh smirks / I was thinking of Calne Ca while making this... I love you Calne Ca... You'll always be famous... / trying to get back to writing on here guys ignore my mid ass writing skill / no proofreading we just DIE
He was... bewildered? Is that the right word?
No, maybe not. He's not that surprised, he's just... appalled? No, but it's really nothing scary. He's definitely intrigued and confused, though.
Tim Drake has been plagued with nightmares and restless nights ever since he can remember. Among them, sleep paralysis is one of his many reasons for never getting a peaceful sleep. Not that common, but not sparse enough to be too rare either.
And it seems he's gotten a sleep paralysis demon as a companion every time.
A tall figure in the dark, lithe and lanky. They sometimes stand on the very far edge of his bed, sometimes in the corner of his room, always obscured in darkness. They've always been but an almost invisible silhouette in his eyes. It made him wonder sometimes whether they were real or simply something his mind created to keep him company.
He didn't know why he was thinking about that. He knew it was the latter.
... Or, he thought he knew.
Because then, it started moving.
It truly freaked Tim out the first time, when the figure in the corner of his room took one step closer. It sets out all of the alarms that he could've possibly had.
What the fuck? What the fuck? Why is it moving? Is that an actual demon, or an intruder? What kind of intruder is taller than six feet? What the fuck is that?
The first time, it only took one step before it disappeared and he could finally shot up from his bed in pure panic.
The second time, two steps.
The third time, it was already beside Tim's bed.
Right beside his head, just standing there. Tim, for the first time ever, could not move his eyes either. He could only see its silhouette on the periphery of his vision. Unmoving, and definitely looking down at him.
The fourth time, it's on the far edge of his bed again. Just like always.
But then, he could move.
And the figure didn't go away.
That was... an interesting night for sure. Tim panicked at first, then calmed down, immediately went back to his intrigued detective mode, tried to touch the figure, freaked out when his fingers felt so cold he couldn't feel them, tried to throw his bedside lamp at it as an "experiment", only to not put even a scratch on it and to only end up shattering his lamp to pieces.
The figure honestly makes him feel kind of dreadful at first when it wouldn't stop following him. Not openly, but always in the shadows. Tim could look back, and he's guaranteed to see an ominous tall figure standing in the dark... Ominously...
That is definitely a demon, but a super weird one. It hasn't even spoken to him yet, or even made a noise. It just seems to exist in Tim's vicinity.
Wow, maybe he is schizophrenic, after all.
Then, eventually, after some time, the figure started... moving out of the shadows.
The first time, Tim saw them standing somewhere still in the dark, but only its top half was obscured in darkness. He could see their legs. It was the first time he could literally make sense of any of their "body" parts.
They slowly began to ease itself out of obscurity.
Tim thought he'd slowly but eventually get to see their face, but no.
One day, the demon (honestly, Tim still isn't sure about that. It could literally be anything.) was fully out of the dark, and right behind him. Bent down just enough for their face to be at his eye level.
Tim looked back and screamed like a little bitch when that happened. Dick came running, worried, but Tim had learned literally no one else could see his little (not physically) demon companion, so he had to find some shitty excuse to brush it off. Even when Dick is staring at him suspiciously.
The demon is... tall. Some parts of it are... pretty human, but Tim was wrong. It wasn't fully thin and lanky. Some parts of them makes it look bulky, terrifying, but also lithe. What a paradox. It looks like it could be as fast as a bullet train and punch as hard as a Kryptonian.
Wow, that's kinda hot.
Was he weird for that? Is he? 'Cause he still thinks that. Maybe you just don't get him... That lower half of your face that doesn't have a jaw, but instead several finger-like, mechanical protrusions, and your long, sharp limbs that could stab him in easily, won't stop him from rubbing his hands together like a mischievous fly.
Okay! Okay, he's just a freak at heart. Shut the fuck up now.
"No, don't touch that."
Tim called out without taking his eyes off his laptop, like an owner who knew that their pet cat was about to tear the curtains down with a jump.
Your sharp limb—or finger, as your human friend would like to call it—was a hair away from a random can of drink before you pull away without a word.
Others may not be able to see you—or, rather, you won't let them see you—but you definitely have real effects on the world. Tim has learned that first-hand after you destroyed a random fire hydrant with a flick. Why did you even do that? He'd never know.
You let out a sound. Something inhuman, a mix of animalistic guttural and mechanical.
"Stop sulking, I just don't want you to accidentally explode the can and spill energy drink everywhere. Again."
He sighed, and you let out a more dramatic 'huff.'
Tim could hear someone walking behind him, footsteps heavy with all their 200 pounds plus full-body gears put into each step.
It stopped right behind him, and a voice spoke from the entrance to the overly big living room—
"Who the fuck are you talking to?"
Jason's familiar gruff voice asked, laced with confusion, his words slightly muffled. He's definitely chewing on shit from the kitchen that definitely wasn't meant for him.
"Nothing," Tim answered, voice tired and nonchalant. He could practically see the look of suspicion on Jason's face, but obviously, the older didn't have enough shit to give so he walked away.
Tim sighed, again, before his inner radar started pinging, again.
He could hear your heavy footsteps, practically stomping, as you slowly made your way to the kitchen. He immediately jumped up from the couch to follow you.
You're not a child, not at all. It's just that... What if you accidentally punched the fridge in again—
"...Lad."
"What?"
Tim turned to look at the older man, dressed in his usual coat and dishevelled, dirty blonde hair. Why is John Constantine here, you may ask? Well, Tim is too tired to answer, so just know Gotham has been acting up again. Some magical bullshit, and Batman has called John over. Why not Zatanna, Tim wondered, but then again, he's too tired to question that verbally.
"Why is... it, with you?" John raised an eyebrow, having to look up at the tall figure standing on the other side of Tim.
Tim had to raise his eyebrows, too, with that one. He's not used to people pointing you out, since he's so used to people being unable to see this beast of a demon. But then again, he's not surprised. It's John Constantine, after all.
...He should really think of a name for you instead of just calling you, well, "you" or "it". Does [NAME] sound okay? He'll think about it later.
"Oh... Yeah. Don't mind them. They're just here."
Tim brushed it off, and John was appalled by how nonchalant the younger boy was. This means that thing is not related to whatever demonic magical thing is happening in Gotham right now, because it seems that it has been with Tim for far longer.
... Damn, how does he tell Tim that he got a demon lord, who John has made a contract with once before, following him around?
I really miss writing… I think I’m going to try and get out of my hiatus and start writing again.
I kind of fell out of writing and posting on here specifically since the start of this year. I’ve never stopped actually writing, of course, I just only write short stories for myself and my friends in private.
I missed being on here, and I realized in order to get back, I should stop focusing on finishing the long stories I already have in my draft on Tumblr and start writing short blurbs and idea instead. I’m the kind of person who easily gets bored of stuff, and long stories take a lot out of me.
So I will be coming back!! Not taking requests rn, but do expect some short ideas and blurbs soon!!!
Despite my requests still being closed, but don’t be afraid to come into my inbox and talk with me or give me ideas… I miss u guys sm ;;
I should make a 1.4k special… oml where did u guys come from
.................................................................................................OOOOOOOOHHHHHH FFFUUUCCCKKK!!!!!!!!! Pray for me guys 😭😭😭😭😭😭
Content you’ll see here: Gen!neutral reader, yandere!tim drake, just Tim being an ass as a partner tbh
English it’s not my first language, so please be patient
A long night on February, that’s what Tim remembers it as. It all happened one night when he was scrolling through his phone, waiting for patrol to be over
That’s when his friend told him about you, a small chat about someone he would forget in a few hours, turns out he didn’t. After so many months pursuing Bernard, he never thought about something as falling in love could happen again.
You didn’t talk to each other that day, not even on the next days, but your account following his personal one meant something. He saw you have a life, sometimes replying to your stories in a way to start a quick chat, never doing more than that.
Until it happened, a small talk got into a daily chat, promises to meet up turned into “where do we go next?” And it felt so weird
So weird to be deeply in love, giggling whenever you got jealous of his friendship with Kon, kicking the air whenever you sent a voice message. That kind of stuff made Tim’s heart flutter like he was thirteen again, a big feeling that stopped.
Yeah, you kept being a sweetheart, loving him in a way everything felt right, it just Tim grew bored of it, your daily chats were boring and he started praying for you to not text him
He was busy doing stuff, but turns out he wasn’t up for having someone as needy as you. Yeah, it was nice to hear someone telling him how much they love him, but now he needs something more… interesting.
Then, if that’s how he feels, why does he suddenly feel so mad at seeing you, the person he thought he couldn’t care less with someone else? Is it something wrong with him? Oh, no, he just knows when someone belongs to him and that someone is you
You belong to him.
So, since you deeply cared about him, he just had to come back to your life.
Life came back as what it once was
Until he grew tired of it, again. But now you gave him a reason to leave, being jealous of his best friend was enough to want someone away right? So he left.
Life felt easier that way, he tried to get with more people, have a life. He swears he did but once life got bored and he found himself scrolling through your account he knew he had to come back
A girl he thought you wouldn’t look at was already getting comfy around you, a girl he despised as much as he despised The joker.
Hello! He is back again, calling you by cute names and pretending to be the sweet boyfriend, except you’re not back together
You don’t want to, and that’s okay, he just needs to have you for him.
He is such a bad person, he knows it, he doesn’t want you because he loves you, he just hates the thought of seeing you with someone else
No one has to know that, right?
So when you’re boring him, he starts doing new stuff. Making you jealous, fighting, making you believe you’re the bad person here
This is so fun, he feels himself smirking whenever you fight over text, already thinking how to turn things around so you feel bad
Ah, but don’t misunderstand him, he does enjoy your company. Whenever you get on call he is giggling like he did when the relationship started.
— You’re so immature — Your voice sent an electric shock through his body, did you really said that? His hands are shaking at the thought of you thinking that low of him
Who gave you permission to do that?
And everything changed, you changed.
You stopped treating him like a partner, more like a friend you would make fun of. Then you started to not care about what he had to say, every day he felt like he was fighting for your attention
And it felt so good.
The trill of wishing for a reaction, even if it was toxic, he felt he couldn’t be more enamored by the thought of a untouchable god in front of him. You really became what he wanted you to be, someone he can blame when he gets too bad
He loves you. He adores you.
Oh god, how much he wants your attention on him. You could literally have everyone and you still want him back. Such a god only can belong to him
— I think it’s best if we stop talking to each other — everything felt cold, you leaving his side just because he failed on replying to your text
This is bad, this is so bad
You can’t leave, you can’t abandon him like he means nothing! You’re his, you will forever be his.
And when he is biting his nail until it bleeds, he finds out you’re setting down with someone new
Someone, he hated, he never talked to him, he doesn’t need to.
He’s desperate, so desperate that he creates an online persona, someone to talk to this person and make him leave you. It all started small, chatting until he trust everything Tim said, then he flirted just the way this person wanted
Small gestures, compliments, everything he could dream off and then it came, Tim started spilling his tongue out, telling this person how bad you were as a partner
How you never cared about him, how jealous you were and he believed it
Fight over fight, he was there comforting your partner until it came
— Could you tell your friend to talk to them? They won’t tell me the truth about their ex — finally, everything got just like Tim wanted it to be
His fingers where already typing a text, now telling you how much bad he was, how much he missed you
Pretending to be the victim.
Now he told you how his online persona was so mean to him, manipulating everything so if you ever discovered his burn account you would think it was someone obsessed with Tim.
Whenever you damned this fake person, Tim only could smile and laugh his ass off.
You’re his, and your attention is back to him
He just needs to convince you to leave your new partner. And then everything could go as he planned
Except it didn’t.
You chose this person over him, no matter how much he tried for you to look at him. You chose the wrong person, the person you weren’t supposed to choose
You’re his! You are supposed to always choose him. But you’re tired, tired of breaking up and getting back together. Of not finding more than Tim playing with your heart until he got bored
If you have to be the bad person, then you’ll be it, you finally chose your happiness over his amusement
And when Tim is doing desperate movements to get your attention back to him
You’re being happy.
If you squint your eyes just a little, you’ll see myself projecting my love life on Tim— who said that?!
Not really a request, just something i'm wondering about.
Since the Eldest bat moved to another city, to vigilante over there.
What exactly is that city?
How does it compair to gotham in terms of livability? Is it better, is it worse?
How's the hero to area balance? Is it just the Eldest, for a large or small city? Or do others hang around?
How's crime there? Does Eldest work it like bruce (Deterance through fear) or like Jason (I AM THE CRIME!)?
ITS JUST SUCH A BLANK AREA THAT I FIND SO INTERESTING! I WANT MORE DETAILS!
checking tumblr after 500 years, I'm still not writing anything yet and I'm hoping I'm not completely falling out of writing anytime soon.. I'm trying to get back to it but it's hard, but this request actually intrigued me! I love worldbuilding even though I'm not too great at it, but let's discuss.
I don't think I've ever explained it intricately, just throw it in here and there in various fics I've written, but yes, Eldest Bat has moved out of Gotham after Dick eventually took the Robin title.
Superhero Cities image for reference because this is what I've been using for a long time now.
The Eldest Bat has moved to somewhere on the coast of the USA instead, and not on the archipelago that is Gotham. He's still close to Gotham, but a little bit up north. On the lower right corner box, his city would be on the L-shaped indent on the land where Brooklyn, NY (where Sandman is) pointed towards.
His city is actually a port city! The city is often covered in fog, for whatever reason. Maybe I could think of an explanation for this, maybe pull up some whatever demonic bullshit like how Gotham has Barbatos in its city. But for now, I'll shamelessly admit it is for aesthetic reason.
The city is called "Grey Port." (simple, I know... But I'll never be as iconic as Jerry Siegel, who literally created a hero named Superman who comes from a small village called Smallville and moves to a big city literally called Metropolis... I aspire to be him.)
Grey port is very dull in its aesthetic. Living up to its name, it's always grey due to the fog and smoke, and it's humid and always chilly even during summer. Like, rainforest kind of humidity, but not that much, because it's still an industrialised city.
Deterrence through fear is definitely what the Eldest is popular for, but unintentionally. He's not at Jason's level of committing crimes—surprisingly!—it's just that, in the Eldest's method of vigilantism, the most efficient way to do something is when you have to do something illegal along the way. Several. He's confident in it, too, because he knows he could never get caught.
So, it's more like he doesn't intentionally try to instil fear into criminals, as a matter of fact, he tries to be fun during vigilantism, but it's just that fear is one of the few default feelings you could have for him as a criminal/his enemy. It's either fear or contempt, and most commonly it's both.
In terms of liveability, definitely better than Gotham. You could NOT go lower than that. It's Gotham's thing to be shitty and dark and miserable, where people still live there because the rent costs like a dollar per month, and I'll respect that. (This is a joke, I know Blüdhaven is worse.)
Grey Port is riddled with crimes, but not to the same insane intensity. As a matter of fact, after the Eldest Bat stopped being "Robin" and became his own thing, if someone asked him, he would've said it's like he's on retirement with how easy-going his city is sometimes. Sure, sometimes insane things happened. Like how Grey Port is situated on the coast of the water, where several demonic aquatic entities definitely live and want him gone, and some parts of the cities are kind of cursed—some long since history, some are... The Eldest's fault—and John Constantine kinda hated him for it, and the economy is kind of struggling, but it's nothing dire. The Eldest Bat helped economically in some part as his civilian persona's job as a Private Investigator (he definitely does more than a PI is supposed to do sometimes), but usually he just beats up bad guys for fun.
Usually, harder missions for him would be when he has to go to Gotham or Blüdhaven to help his family. That's when the kind of more insane, harder crimes he's used to would happen. Really interesting crimes/situations don't really happen in Grey Port, but it does so once every blue moon. And the Eldest never really tells anyone that it's happening until it's already over, and he'd casually mention it like "oh yeah, the other day Grey Port kinda split open. Insane, really. I didn't know demonic entities could do that!"
Ah... That's all I have for now. Maybe I'll add more as time goes on. See you!
Actually, special bonus fact, but I'm thinking that Eldest Bat's "Robin" mantle wasn't actually called Robin when he first took the name. Maybe it could be another bird like Cardinal, but not Robin. Robin is something special to Dick; it was what his mother called him, and no one would ever know of that. It could symbolise changing the title into something brighter, more hopeful for Gotham. Eldest wasn't that to Gotham, so him being of a different title as a predecessor works best. Robin is something Dick really started, and he'll always turn to that name even when he's Nightwing. The Eldest doesn't.
hi!!!! i love ur work and ur eldest bat series :)))) il ur on a wry ig hiatus rn but do you see yourself ever leaning more into gender neutral readers? i know ur agender and lean less feminine. i’m a girl and i am a little fluid but i was w wondering if your perspective is set more comfortable particularly doing male reader instead of gn . i hope ur doing well!!
yes hello!! ^^ yeah I'm kind of on a hiatus right now, I can't bring myself to write anything right now but this blog won't go abandoned!!! I will come back... someday...
Yes, I do plan to write more gender-neutral readers soon. I'm actually most comfortable writing a gender-neutral reader, but I started writing about the eldest bat reader very early on into starting my blog and lowkey got fixated on it 😭 I don't know when I will be back, but when I do eventually come around, you can expect more gn stuff!!
and I am doing well, just being massively slothful again... I hope you all are doing well too!
So like, I managed to stumble across your account from doom scrolling through the gachiakuta tags and found your platonic enjin oneshot, and it opened up smth in me as a gachiakuta and frieren fan. I would've liked to send an ask about it until I realized its from last year😭 but still, the concept of enjin and his enigmatic mentor as found family is soooo🥲
Anyway, I wanted to ask if it was okay if I could make fanart or even a fanfic based on it because it genuinely broke me out of my artblock
YES!!! ofc!!! it might be from a year ago but tbh I'm still not over that idea. I wanted to write more but honestly I don't know what to write more about it specifically.
so yes, fanart is fine!!! art or fanfic, idc, let ur imagination run wild. I'm happy to know u liked it so much to want to make something about it ^^ blushes
Its 6 am rn and I took like 5 business days to realize who was yoi ngl this the first time someone uses it. caught me off guard lwky 😭🙏
Also hello you're back ✌️
that one page of the latest chainsaw man picture with the "thank you, chainsaw man" but instead it's "yoi" because... you have a... isagi yoichi pfp.. heh... do tell me if you want me to use any other nicknames tho!!
also hi, I'm backkk ^^ no promises on more work though... I just came back from a vacation 💔
no mention of my chronic procrastinating illness this quiz is extremely inaccurate /j
also hi yoi thank you for the tag!! aaaa I'm not so social on here idk who to tag. . . if anyone sees this and wants to do it, you're free to do so ^_^
Something that’s been on my mind now after I read the one you answered for what Eldest Bat do after Bruce’s death, the part where Ra’s just wants him fucking gone, do you think Ra’s would want him as an heir if Eldest Bat didn’t absolutely irritate him?
Like, I’m pretty sure Eldest Bat’s no killing rule is pretty much nonexistent, and Ra’s would absolutely love an heir that was trained by The Batman for as long as Eldest Bat was and had no problem with killing, that’s like the perfect heir, if only he wasn’t so irritating
anyway, love the AU!!
first of all, thank you for this I'm drooling at the thought I love daydreaming about this AU
second, absolutely yes. Ra's would absolutely want the Eldest Bat as an heir. Batman 2.0 if not a little bit more insane and has no "Golden Rule"? He fucks with it HARD, but the thing is the Eldest Bat would fucking have his head before he could make him his heir. Eldest Bat has insane beef against Ra's for NO reason. He just hates the old man since the first time they saw him. Ra's is like the main contributor to who dunks the Eldest into the green pit the most, like he's almost competitive about it.
I guess he doesn't just hate Ra's for no reason too, because first of all, that's fucking Ra's al Ghul, and second of all, have you seen what Damian has gone through in his time in the LoA? Eldest Bat would hammer Ra's to death before he could finish his stupid little soliloquy.
And also because Eldest Bat just hates the concept of an heir in general. Like, he doesn't want to be Batman in the first place, even if Bruce were to die one day. Being Ra's heir? fat fucking chance. Damian wants to be Bruce's heir? Sure. Damian wants to be his only son? Awesome. Like, it's okay what other people think about it, but for him personally, hard pass.
So yeah, Ra's would've loved Eldest Bat as his heir if the younger guy was a little bit less... hateful towards him. Right now, they're just fighting to the death every time they meet.
not a request but a little something on my mind...
so, eldest bat is basically unstoppable, and I think he would NOT have let joker live after killing Jason. like- in his mind I think he'd be like "well, someone has to it. Bruce? no? I'll do it myself then. (threat)"
eldest bat before Jason's death: lol that joker guy is nuts, lowkey vibe with the maniacal laughter he does when I beat him up
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eldest bat after Jason's death: I'm killing that clown bitch. I've killed for less. NO ONE kills MY little brother.
batman, holding him back by collar: NO-
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Jason, after resurrection: fuck you, Bruce!
(later)
Bruce, to eldest bat: I just don't know what I did- he knows it's against my morals to kill...
eldest bat: hold me back is what you did
eughh I've been so offline here lately but yes yes yes, I think someone has told me something similar in my inbox too but Eldest Bat have at least tried to kill the Joker like five times after Jason died. He would NOT let that clown-looking son of a bitch roam this earth for free after killing his baby brother. He would NOT.
I've always wanted to write or draw this scenario for a bit now but, heh... what am I if not slothful_procrastinatormaster3000
Eldest Bat will take Jason out for ice cream and play catch (with the Joker's head) at the end ♡
