Do you ever miss yourself?
You know, before the broken heart, before all that shit that got to your head, before the words that were spoken in the heat of the moment? Before depression, alcoholism and ingrained, like cigarette smoke, nasty cynicism? Before standing in front of her window for five hours, and then lying in intensive care with pneumonia? Before ruining the business of competitors? Before your best friend jumped off the roof, and you envied him?















