big hell

im eli - he/him - gay + trans estp - pisces 28 - USA mostly anime/aesthetic if you need anything tagged pls tell me nsfw tag = 'real'

[abyssalaquarist00]

pick up that non-fiction book

[abyssalaquarist00]

not all of us can live in fantasy 100% the time like i see some people on here do and it's refreshing to learn something new. its been philosophy, essays, and history for me and i feel much more at home on planet Earth for it knowing that people have been struggling and wishing similarly for millenia.

its not that fiction doesnt have its place, its important and healthy to exercise the imagination, but non-fiction can do so much to boost and supplement that. if not for yourself, for your art or for the people you're around

[juliesandothings]

advertisement for Casio mini / portable TV’s from the early 1980′s

[476b]

today I'm #oldpersonmaxxing by listening to classical music radio and working on my needlepoint

[huanggugugu]

ok

Reference (source unknown):

[jedivoodoochile]

- Cher, Meat Loaf & Gene Simmons.

[walrusweekend]

perpetually open! send me a message or ask with a brief summary of what you want (including reference images if applicable), and i will get back to you asap with an estimate! Also please be prepared to be available through tumblr messaging if commission is accepted, so i can let you evaluate how things are looking, for the duration of finish time (1-2 weeks).

Also note that cross stitch PDF patterns (basically a colored grid) are versatile enough to be used for several different crafts like tapestry crochet, filet crochet, alpha friendship bracelets, latch hook rugs, and diamond painting. Here is a free pattern grid png and pdf i created to demonstrate:

i would charge 15 dollars total for this design + pattern png and pdf.

Thanks!

[walrusweekend]

Hiii updated the prices because I was really undercharging. The new price demonstration for the haunted pattern would be 35USD (25 for the design and 10 flat fee for the cross stitch pattern conversion).

[shifgrethors]

dream blunt rotation: mary shelley, ursula k le guin, k.a applegate

[shifgrethors]

topics of discussion

bodily autonomy

war

men (general)

men (specific)

feminism and contemporary politics

lord byron

[tmcb]

Ourselves A Self

[kushblazer666]

[stuckinapril]

I think part of getting better is complete ego death. Like you’re not above setting a timer for 5 minutes and focusing on a task. You’re not above doing a very simple 3 minute workout to start. You’re not above reading for 10 minutes a day when you first get out of your reading slump, even if you used to read for hours. You’re not above starting slow and then building up to where you want to be/where you once were. What you are above is total inertia. Doing something really is better than doing nothing. Radically accept where you are, radically accept your limits, and go from there. Don’t let your ego get in the way.

[7pleiades7]

Les deux perles (The two pearls) (1889) by Fernand Le Quesne (French, 1856 – 1932), signed ‘F Le Quesne’ (lower right), oil on canvas, 195 x 163 cm. (76¾ x 64 in.), Private Collection

[kyuxhtsyu]

[rozieramati]

devon aoki for the face magazine (1997)

[pumkinpaws]

hi. i am humbly asking you to help me afford my gender affirming care, specifically 2 procedures that i have been desperately wanting for years. things that i think about every day. thank you. my goal will increase as i am having a consultation soon and will know how much one of them is. even a dollar is greatly appreciated ❤️

blue V app is @ Ren-Neal-1

Green cash app is $RenNealTag

dm for blue pay app

pixels commissions

50/2000

[pumkinpaws]

so full disclosure: the most significant procedure i wanted is $15,000 (nervous laughter) and its not something covered by insurance so im going to pursue another angle soon and see how that goes... theres still the other procedure i want but it starts at $1,350 which is infinitely more doable compared to the other one. i will also be having to pay $85 oop to see planned parenthood until i can schedule with an endocrinologist who takes medicaid (this is a result of the current US administration) so i am still humbly asking for donations (and commissions). thank you ❤️

152/1350

[pumkinpaws]

hey so ive started having regular suicidal breakdowns about this. the dysphoria is killer and its seeming like the other option is looking like its not going to pan out so i'm back to the $15,000 option. if you can toss me a few dollars hopefully ill be able to feel ok again soon. i also have pixels and cross stitch patterns commissions at @walrusweekend and i have some cross stitch PDFs available for sale at pinyourpronoun.etsy.com

[mimosa-sexypeople-contests-2026]

Tumblr Sexyman Contest 2026 Final Round

Senshi (Dungeon Meshi)

Ryland Grace (Project Hail Mary)

Mr. Ant Tenna (Deltarune)

Voting ended onJul 20

Tenna art by @9Aaaalt29 on twt

[cononeillbreastingboobily]

[pumkinpaws]

hi. i am humbly asking you to help me afford my gender affirming care, specifically 2 procedures that i have been desperately wanting for years. things that i think about every day. thank you. my goal will increase as i am having a consultation soon and will know how much one of them is. even a dollar is greatly appreciated ❤️

blue V app is @ Ren-Neal-1

Green cash app is $RenNealTag

dm for blue pay app

pixels commissions

50/2000

[pumkinpaws]

so full disclosure: the most significant procedure i wanted is $15,000 (nervous laughter) and its not something covered by insurance so im going to pursue another angle soon and see how that goes... theres still the other procedure i want but it starts at $1,350 which is infinitely more doable compared to the other one. i will also be having to pay $85 oop to see planned parenthood until i can schedule with an endocrinologist who takes medicaid (this is a result of the current US administration) so i am still humbly asking for donations (and commissions). thank you ❤️

152/1350

[pumkinpaws]

hey so ive started having regular suicidal breakdowns about this. the dysphoria is killer and its seeming like the other option is looking like its not going to pan out so i'm back to the $15,000 option. if you can toss me a few dollars hopefully ill be able to feel ok again soon. i also have pixels and cross stitch patterns commissions at @walrusweekend and i have some cross stitch PDFs available for sale at pinyourpronoun.etsy.com