☆I keep thinking surely somebody will save me ☆

(cowboy voice) round these parts they call me Clover, but please, Clover was my father. Call me Amnesia. Amnesia Was'hername. Or don't. I guess. ☆ She/hymn/it/that ☆ Fuck cops and fuck Israel also btw. ☆

[87leafclover]

It's 3 am so I guess its organize all my blogs time! Intro post!

My name is Clover! This is my main/fandom blog!

Basic information:

♡ I use the names Clover and Amnesia!

♡Aroace lesbian :3 Gender doesn't feel real but girls are cool so I wanna be one of those

♡Autistic & ADHD among other things so pls be patient with me!

♡Catholic folk witch

♡Just a funny little guy really

♡No dni, just be kind and respectful and not a fascist pig

My tags:

#mumbling to the void is for regular ol posts

#the void mumbles back is for answering asks

#venting to the void is obviously for vents

#doodling with the void is my rarely used art tag

#obligatory wife reblog is when I rb Lae'zel baldurs gate stuff <333

#girlfriendposting is for when I'm talking to/about my lovely girlfriends/partners

#joints is pain is for . When my joints are pain aka grumbling about how eds is kicking my ass

Kinnie specific tags:

#Jonny d’posting is my jdv copinglink tag

#solaceposting is my will solace tag

Side blogs:

♡ @clovers-practice: religious blog

♡ @girlrotting-angel: otherkin blog (basically inactive)

♡ @forest-sys: system blog (also kinda inactive)

♡ @sweet-as-cherry-wine: selfship blog😛

General Interests:

♡ Gardening

♡Religion

♡The Mechanisms

♡Baldurs Gate 3

♡Most things by Jonny Sims honestly

♡Animal Crossing

♡Cottagecore

♡Psychology

♡Dispatch <33

Music:

♡Hozier

♡Mitski

♡The Mechanisms

♡Car Seat Headrest

♡Penelope Scott

♡Conan Gray

♡The Smiths

♡Heathers (musical)

♡TV Girl

♡Cabaret (musical)

♡The Amazing Devil

♡The Crane Wives

♡There's more I'm forgetting but you get the idea

Shows + movies:

♡Arcane

♡Girl, Interrupted

♡MLP

♡Good Omens

♡Heathers (movie)

♡Raggedy Anne And Andy: A Musical Adventure

♡Spiderverse

♡Cabaret (movie)

Thank you for reading! Have a wonderful day/night!!✨

[wreegis]

two mimir

[doitbuckley]

[wreegis]

may i ask for green knight tim??? i believe kofi confirmed that tim was in disguise as the green knight in fort galfridian

i just wanted to draw a funky green outfit ngl

and gawain is there!

[anglaised]

white tumblr liberals if this site existed in 1800s america: idkkkkk i know slavery is bad but like uh i dont like when slaves say they want to kill plantation owners thats kinda icky like….uhh wheres ur empathy..? they are giving you a job…no seriously i know slavery is bad but like if you do a revolt and kill them for raping your women and using your children as alligator bait and skinning people alive to use their body as furniture you will just continue the cycle like you’ll be even worse than them! you cant hate them! wheres ur compassion dude they probably feel rlly bad about whipping you it probably gives them bad vibes

[87leafclover]

Jonny animatic to Saint Bernard when

[olenkoseya]

Everyone, kiss him on the forehead, quick!

[sharkwithpaws]

broke my routine so now i have to kill myself

[closet-keys]

I remember growing up with this belief that because my body would be capable of pregnancy, I owed it to (?? the world?) to give birth before I died. just because it was a thing my body was "supposed to" do.

starting from my earliest inquiries into existence via "where did I come from" questioning as a tiny child, I was introduced to pregnancy as an inevitability, something fundamental to being alive that I would experience. I began my life with the understanding that I would experience both childbirth and death, and that it was pointless and maladaptive to express fear about either of them.

as I got older, everything I saw and read and heard about pregnancy/childbirth taught me that it was scary, painful, disabling, and often caused death, but that this was a sort of noble sacrifice that everyone must endure for the good of (??? the species?).

and then one day it just hit me that a slight majority of people on earth never experience pregnancy ever. they live full, meaningful lives. so maybe I did not have to do this terrible scary painful thing to be a human being, and have my life matter to people.

but soon after that realization, I started witnessing & experiencing sexual violence and became aware that as long as I had that organ, it was not my decision. I could always be forced to endure this. learning about the reactionary movements to block access to all protections against this (birth control & abortion) further emphasized that this was not under my control.

during my first pregnancy scare when I was a young teen, I found myself with perfect unshakeable certainty that if I ever became pregnant and could not access abortion within a month, I would kill myself. it was the only option, and I would take it. as I grew into an adult, I took with me the constant knowledge that suicide was my final protective option.

I was terrified to die. I didn't want to kill myself. I wanted to remove my uterus. but despite me begging every single doctor to just let me learn about my options, it took thirteen years to actually get a referral to a consultation with a surgeon and finally get a hysterectomy.

if you want kids to not kill themselves, let them get permanent irreversible surgeries to reshape or remove their sexed traits. it is not a decision kids pursue without consideration for the world around them; it is deeply informed by the world around them. these are not expressions of trivial desires for short-term benefits without consideration for how it will impact their bodies for the rest of their lives. these are profound assertions about what constitutes a bearable physical reality for someone during their one brief shot at existence before death.

it's not "irreversible damage." it is life itself.

[pinayelf]

white europeans calling race an "american construct" when their ancestors invented it to justify chattel slavery always makes me feel insane

[artemisrhodon-deactivated202403]

staff member getting dunked on by one of their favorite bands you love to see it

[kaylmao]

you love fat people outside of sexual contexts too, right?

[sweatermuppet]

i love being big and fat and hairy. im going to survive the winter

[silliestofdragonets]

turned in (1) assignment so i get to draw them

[nyaa]

[yurimartyr]

Collection

[eddwardtheseventhstardrawnwizard]

Gotta have a griller in your collection

[unyieldingsilence]

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[lifeafterpsychiatry]

"I'm only criticizing the people who are lazy on purpose" is just not the reassurance people think it is when nearly every disabled person has been accused of not really being disabled and just being lazy on purpose