✨Brainrot✨

She/Her--18--Fandom enthusiast-- Artist--writter

[a-lamb-lady]

It's crazy to me how fast things can change.

For the past four years or so I've been depressed, anxious and passively suicidal. The only thing keeping me going being the knowledge that without me, my family would struggle to run, and I would disappoint the people around me. But for a while, I didn't really have much to look forward to.

Yeah I had the dream of one day having a family, a nice house and a good job, but where I was? A failed career as a nail technician, chronic pain I had no idea the origin of, worsening depression and burning need to get out of my childhood home and live on my own, to be my own person? I was not a happy woman.

But being in fandom...meeting people, finding someone I love so deeply...it's given me hope

Motivation to better myself, to learn how to be happier.

I still have a very long way to go, but I'm so grateful for the people in my life who have helped me.

I love you and thank you.

[a-lamb-lady]

Sorry I've been so inactive

I got a new job and have been dealing with Mental and Physical health struggles

Just found out I might have fibromyalgia as well so it makes doing things like writing and drawing really hard

But I'm working on it and trying to get better because my brain is just as active, my body just doesn't want to do shit

[a-lamb-lady]

You know what? Im gonna say it

Does Helluva Boss and Hazbin Hotel have bad/"cringe" writing a lot of the time? Yeah

Is that going to stop me from enjoying it? Liking the so called bad writing and just taking it as it is and liking the show? Fuck no

[a-lamb-lady]

So I binged the kfp trilogy and I had a funny realization about the end of the third movie

So Spoilers

So, while in the Spirit Realm, Oogway gives Po his staff and calls him "His true successor"

And one might think...why wouldn't Oogway choose Shifu, who he trained himself?

Yes, Po is the Dragon Warrior and all that, and that's *probably* why

But something I noticed Is that despite being calm and wise...Oogway is silly as fuck. He's a goofy guy

And I like to imagine he sees himself in Po, maybe Master Oogway used to be a silly man when he was Po's age, and knows they be will wisen in time...but that a wise old master must also be a Silly Little Guy™

[a-lamb-lady]

Decided to redesign an old Hazbin oc so she wasn't low-key just a cheetah copy of Alastor

I made her all the way back when the pilot came out just to ship her with Alastor

And now that I've matured...I'm still shipping her with Alastor lmfao

[a-lamb-lady]

Random doodles I've done since I've gotten my art motivation back

My hellsona (I always manage to make my sona an airhead bimbo Y2K girl somehow)

Some ocs, because I adore my girls

Jazara (elf gal) is from my own thing, and Cyra is a FF7 oc

And finally my wifey,,

[strangedreamings]

If you're going to leave an anti-Ship A comment on a fic about Ship B, it would be a good idea to first make sure the author doesn't ship both.

Just found a deeply anti-Charlastor comment that was left on my multi-chapter RadioJoy fic. I now pronounce you blocked and deleted, you may kiss my ass.

[a-lamb-lady]

So I was thinking...

What if someone managed to stop Alastor before he started going on his killing sprees? And what if...it happened to be the Angel of Joy herself?

This was a silly thought that started with "angel Alastor design" and Spiraled into "but How"

And I'm just in love with Emily and Alastor lol

I'm calling this au Heavenbound

[a-lamb-lady]

Radioapple pilled lately so I made a fankid

Meet Raphael Morningstar

My friend @iam-57311 made Raphie's outfit design

[a-lamb-lady]

Me when transwomen,,

[a-lamb-lady]

GUYS

VIVZIE WHEN I GET YOU

[placeinhell]

Desperately need more women if my life, especially butch Alastor. Sometimes you have to make your own food… 😩💖💋

May come back and clean this up with color later. It was definitely inspired by the lack of androgynous butch Alastor. Totally get the femme interpretations, but fuuuck I need her masc

[a-lamb-lady]

Oops dropped my pen <3

Throwing my hat in the ring with some Alastor's mom!

[pinksartdump]

[a-lamb-lady]

She knows what you are, Al 🤨🏳️‍⚧️

[a-lamb-lady]

"ts so corny🥀"

"holy cornball"

"you ain't tuff"

You wouldn't survive 2000s and 2010s Internet and it shows

[a-lamb-lady]

Holy fuck the details in this game are astounding

I'm replaying DL the beast and I was traveling in the rain and pulled out my map

And the detail of the map waving in the breeze and the water droplets going down the map? Beautiful, stunning