deceased 2026

dead

[abitchisdead]

goodbye now

hey -

I am logging off and intend. . . Remain off Tumblr for long as I can. Fandom no longer serves me following harassment in Bethyl by TeaCoon, Arabian, and Harley. I am tired.

Over a fucking mousepad and shipping Cegan. It was fun. I enjoyed time with you guys.

Sorry. I wish you all the loveliest and best but its over for me.

You can find me on Discord should you ever want to chatter. Just let me know who you are.

Bye

[abitchisdead]

be sure to thank antis for being the reason I deleted my TWD stuff this morning.

[abitchisdead]

goodnight

[abitchisdead]

I am logging off for now. I am reachable via Discord should you need or want anything.

Later.

[abitchisdead]

I know this is prolly my depression but --

damn its tempting to ghost my ao3 and give up fandom writing. shit ain't worth the toll it takes on you.

I have zine pieces to share but. Don't really even care whether those are shared beyond our publications.

my sister died and some mean girls were more hung up on a goddamn mousepad and controversial ships.

I don't want to delete as several pieces are tied to artists for bang pieces. I might anon those. Who knows

[abitchisdead]

You should sprinkle things into my ask box as I assemble my office desk amd computer chair. Something to keep me cooled [on this 77 degree day]

Or tell me anon something. Whatever

[readingnerd9999-deactivated2026]

Jane 🖤🩸🍷🩸🖤

[abitchisdead]

the temptation i have to discuss my [non] twd ship that is so controversial but I am so fucking right for

[abitchisdead]

been sick with a cold for nearly a week. missed 2 days of work. I went back and someone decided to elope.

my lungs are so fucked.

[abitchisdead]

I remember this day 🤣literally wheezing and struggling to breathe. Coworkers asking whether I need a second.

[riovidal]

My life as a human was over, but I've never felt more alive. I was born to be a vampire.

THE TWILIGHT SAGA: BREAKING DAWN - PART 2 (2012) dir. Bill Condon

[panlight]

Renesmee wore the locket I'd given her at dawn, and in her jacket pocket was the MP3 player Edward had given her – a tiny thing that held five thousand songs, already filled with Edward's favorites. On her wrist was an intricately braided Quileute version of a promise ring. Edward had gritted his teeth over that one, but it didn't bother me.

The Christmas gifts Renesmee got are just so funny to me. Like, I know she's not a normal baby, but all the same, she's been on earth for 3.5 months and already has an iPod and a fancy French locket and a "promise bracelet." I also get that Bella thinks she and Edward are going to die soon and so giving her sentimental things to remember them by is important. I do. But again, imagine a baby with an iPod (well, MP3 player I guess). It's just a funny image.

I get that iPod is supposed to be sweet; a way for Edward to share the music he loves with his daughter, but again, she's months old and even with her fast development, still looks like a 1 or 2 year old.

And the French locket . . . the sentiment, again, is lovely, but the fact that the inscription is in French always felt rather random to me? Almost try-hard? The French language has until this moment not been relevant in this story at all. I guess Renesmee's name is technically French? Being a combo of French names Esme and Renee, but the characters aren't French. I always thought the inscription, if not in English, would make a little more sense in Italian. The vampires in Twilight, via the Volturi, have cultural ties to Italy, not France.

And the bracelet. Why couldn't have just been a nice bracelet? Why did SM have to call it "The Quileute version of a promise ring"? Again, this is a BABY.

Anyway, I hope Rosalie, Esme, and Charlie got this kid some toys or crayons or something. Something FUN to open and play with rather than just super sentimental things.

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[abitchisdead]

i went to my family's house last night -- ankle rolled on the stairs.

lost my balance and landed hard. legs managed to suffer the brunt of it, but my dominant arm has a bruise and major knot

[abitchisdead]

Well -

now that the dust has settled. I [unintentionally] caused some drama in a Bethyl server when I discussed Cegan in a general chat area. it led to a former mod blowing up on me, including calling me a ped0. They were removed as one and offered a shitty apology.

my sister had died then, and I was fighting to survive day-to-day. it eas too little too late. Only to learn that former moderator along with some other members were SSing things by me in Dead Dove and other areas, to mock it in group messages.

One person even fucking opted OUT of Dead Dove. So. . . Essentially signed up to trigger themselves. Complained about my ao3 and Tumblr. Again, signing up to trigger themselves.

my sister passed in our house. I woke up and she was gone, following a normal day. Every single second that has passed, was people crawling through it, reminding me of what should have been, what was lost. but it was more important for them to mock and ensure I knew that I was triggering them. that I deserved mocking.

I have pulled my Bethyl works. I have pulled my Cegan works. Just any of my TWD works. I hope it eventually gets back to them. You ship something already controversial. Yet, treat another person that way?

K.

[abitchisdead]

also not interested in public name and shame.

[abitchisdead]

Well -

now that the dust has settled. I [unintentionally] caused some drama in a Bethyl server when I discussed Cegan in a general chat area. it led to a former mod blowing up on me, including calling me a ped0. They were removed as one and offered a shitty apology.

my sister had died then, and I was fighting to survive day-to-day. it eas too little too late. Only to learn that former moderator along with some other members were SSing things by me in Dead Dove and other areas, to mock it in group messages.

One person even fucking opted OUT of Dead Dove. So. . . Essentially signed up to trigger themselves. Complained about my ao3 and Tumblr. Again, signing up to trigger themselves.

my sister passed in our house. I woke up and she was gone, following a normal day. Every single second that has passed, was people crawling through it, reminding me of what should have been, what was lost. but it was more important for them to mock and ensure I knew that I was triggering them. that I deserved mocking.

I have pulled my Bethyl works. I have pulled my Cegan works. Just any of my TWD works. I hope it eventually gets back to them. You ship something already controversial. Yet, treat another person that way?

K.

[abitchisdead]

my time writing for TWD is over. my works have been pulled.

i might delete this Tumblr. I know one thing for sure? I am leaving for a break. Should you want to chatter, feel free to ask for Discord or other means.

[abitchisdead]

my sister has passed away. I have no real words. it just happened.

we moved in together on Monday. and now she's gone.