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Welcome to my random and irregular mix of mostly Destiel words in pretty, pretty rows. Cockles friendly. This may get raunchy, so take the necessary precautions :) This place is hate free. I'm suffering from depression and severe anxiety, so I'm posting pretty sporadically. I'm sorry.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

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Garden of Eden... Err, Bunker - Other Kind of a Paradise (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1422239196-garden-of-eden-err-bunker-other-kind-of-a-paradise?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=abstractsta After a draining research which included attending to a party in formal wear, Cas needs a moment to himself, and finds himself in the back yard of the bunker. What he sees is mostly nothing, since the small field behind the building hadn't been attended to in ages. It's both depressing and inspiring, especially when Dean joins him, and the idea for a garden, for their own paradise takes place, and the planning begins. Said planning is forgotten when the proximity of Cas's husband distracts him enough, but there's time. They have all the time in the world, so a little change of course means nothing in the big picture. The garden will happen, but so will this turn of events. Somehow they find their way into their room, though they're octopusing the whole way.

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Garden of Eden... Err, Bunker - The Idea and the Distraction (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1422238760-garden-of-eden-err-bunker-the-idea-and-the?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=abstractsta After a draining research which included attending to a party in formal wear, Cas needs a moment to himself, and finds himself in the back yard of the bunker. What he sees is mostly nothing, since the small field behind the building hadn't been attended to in ages. It's both depressing and inspiring, especially when Dean joins him, and the idea for a garden, for their own paradise takes place, and the planning begins. Said planning is forgotten when the proximity of Cas's husband distracts him enough, but there's time. They have all the time in the world, so a little change of course means nothing in the big picture. The garden will happen, but so will this turn of events. Somehow they find their way into their room, though they're octopusing the whole way.

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Dean and Cas and Kinks, Oh My!

I once again wrote a chapter to the kink fic. At this point I think I'm just fooling myself thinking it's complete :D

Anyone interested, here's the link to the latest chapter titled Chocolate.

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Dean and Cas and Kinks, Oh My! Chapter 2 Hand Kink

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Fic: Dean and Cas and Kinks, Oh My!

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It wasn’t a Dominant and submissive relationship. Neither of them felt like ordering each other about, and they’d tried it both ways, they really did.

They always ended up in fits of giggles, holding each other up in their mirth, all three times they’d tried to be absolutely serious about it.

And all the honorifics they’d tried out had sounded either just wrong (daddy made Dean’s skin crawl) or silly (Cas had had a hard time calling Dean Master, usually tacking on ‘of the Universe’ after a couple seconds, making Dean laugh his ass off) But there was something going on with the way Dean wanted Cas to feel good, so very good, and the way Dean’s whole entirety wanted to be the sole reason

for it.

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Alone time in the bunker, in their own room, Dean and Cas can do whatever they please, and some enthusiastic blowjobs happen to be what pleases them tonight. Cas's oral fixation has found a very satisfying object. In other words, Castiel worshiping at the altar of Dean Winchester.

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Dean can't see Castiel's true form. So it's a kind of a surprise to wake up one morning next to his angel, with an extra weight draped over his body and feathers tickling his chin.

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Read my 30k dean fic here

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As natural and easy things between Dean and Cas had been, so far, something stops Dean in his tracks after a very normal kiss from his life partner - his own thoughts, and Dean's not sure if he can continue as easily, if at all.

Please heed the tags! <3

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Goodbye Angel

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Dean Smith &

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Drabble 89/100 mild NSFW

Dean nuzzled Cas’s hip, a sated smile on his lips, the taste of Cas’s come on his tongue and Cas’s hand in his hair, his fingertips massaging Dean’s scalp lazily. Dean soothed his thumb over Cas’s hipbone, feeling the slight bumps of the lines of Cas’s tattoo. He followed the lines over and over again, knowing each mark by heart.

Dean lifted his head, momentarily regretting it when Cas’s hand dropped from his head, but he soldiered on, one target in mind, and got up to his knees to better reach it.

He shuffled to kneel between Cas’s legs and bent down to give Cas’s tattoo a light kiss, then licked over the path his thumb had run.

Cas’s breath hitched when Dean brushed his lips over the sensitive skin on his lover stomach, Cas’s hand finding Dean’s head again, fingers rubbing circles into Dean’s hair.

Dean made it his mission to kiss every mark of the sigil individually, then followed with his tongue, his hands tucked under Cas’s ass.

Feeling something touch his cheek, Dean lifted his head, and smirked. Cas’s cock twitched ardently, a heroic effort to get hard again.

Seemed like Dean’s plan was bearing plentiful fruit.

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Loving iiit 😍 Can't wait for part two (Dean fucking Cas' mind to oblivion) to be posted *agog*

That sure has happened in many of my drabbles :) I hope you find what you want in them, since these drabbles don’t have sequels, and I’ve written over 60 more since this one ;)

In any case I’ll be holding this comment close to my heart for a long time ♥

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Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak take up the challenge of Unclothed and Fearful, the ongoing survival show where two people take on the wild with no clothes and next to nothing to their name. For three weeks they must forage and hunt for sustenance, survive, before they can truly declare they can't be bested by nature.

Or, how Dean Winchester may be in for more than he can swallow.

This is very different from my usual stuff, and I’d love people giving it a shot maybe...

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