Alright, I went through and made sure my own work was saved at least. I’ve done what I can. I hate that it has come to this, and this task took me all day as I went through post by post, delighting in the memories and wallowing in the sorrow.
My pillowfort is same as here, https://www.pillowfort.io/AccidentalFeelFest
If you make it over within this first batch, I’ll see you there, slowly trying to update my blog.
If not, and you decide to come over later, I hope I’ll see you again.
And if you decide to just accept whats happening on tumblr and get rid of the nsfw in your life, that’s..that’s okay too.
I just couldn’t. Not even just because of the nsfw (though that is why I had to seek out another platform) but because of everything they have done. It’s worrisome to be lgbt+ on this site, considering what tumblr has done to the tags. Heck, even this post could be tagged :(
All I know is, I’m not welcome here anymore.
This blog will remain active until Sunday, December 16th, sometime in the evening likely. I’ll give everyone here that much time to go through and see if there is anything you want to re-read. Hopefully I’ll get better about putting it on Ao3, but we shall see.
It’s been a good 3 years on here. Thank you, for everything.
This blog is attached to my nsfw blog, so it will disappear too. I’m sorry.
Getting Lost Being Found updates were put on hold as soon as I found out this was a possibility. It will still happen, but likely without the help of a beta. Thank you anyways, you poor, brave volunteer.
You goobers have been some of the best readers I can ask for. You stuck with me through a lot of ridiculousness, and I thank you.
Hiya! I love your story! Can't wait for the next part when you eventually get around to it! But erm, my question is: If you were to turn your story into a deviantart comic, what Undertale artist would you choose?
Hi! Yes it is in the works but I am currently doing something for my nsfw blog but hopefully in the next week or so I’ll be back at it. (hopefully the person who agreed to be my beta is still around haha). I actually have very little knowledge of deviant art artists, let alone any that would want to turn this story into a comic. I have a bunch of artist friends in this fandom but the main one I know that makes comics focuses on nsfw ones so shrugs
are you going to continue the story that you did a sneak preview of? (from getting lost; being found)
YES! i just...have had a really rough time lately. I’ll also let people know in the notes of the fic, but basically I am discontinuing with grad school for now because I got really depressed and it was taking too long and I just couldn’t find the motivation to continue. So now I am job hunting, etc, and trying to get back to fic writing on the side. I spent so long depressed and lethargic that it is tough to get back into the swing of things
Are you still looking for an editor/beta for getting lost; being found?
Hello! I have 2 people who have messaged me for that already, so I think I will stick with those two. However, if you ever have any suggestions, comments, or anything that you would like to see in Part 2 (or fix for Part 1) please feel free to tell me! I feel like this fic is so much more than me now, because it means different things to different people, so I want you guys to feel that way too.
Halloween was one of Papyrus’ favorite holidays here on the surface, despite seeing kids run around in bloody costumes with knives or baseball bats. This past Halloween had a plethora of humans wearing shirts that said “Daddy’s Lil Monster” which made Papyrus snort in amusement. But now it was the day after Halloween, possibly the best day of the year. He finished dumping his items in his cart and approached the register, ignoring the cashier’s wide eyed look. He loaded all of his groceries onto the conveyor belt. “These all you got?”
The employee nodded, scanning all 37 bags of candy corn.
“I don’t get it man, why in the world would you want to guard that creampuff?” the stranger asked Edge, a bemused glance at Papyrus.
Edge glanced over at his employer, the tall lanky skeleton bubbling over with delight at the “quaint” shop in complete innocence. Papyrus chose that moment to look up, his grin piercing Edge as his eyes beckoned him in. Memories of this morning, last night, and many times before flooded the scarred monster and he had to keep himself from whisking Papyrus away, citing potential threats as an excuse.
I have been creating 100 words drabbles on my other account and recently realized that I have not posted any of my sfw drabbles over here. So I am going to catch everyone up :)
Grillby blinked himself awake and looked down at his side. The sight caused him the crackle merrily. Everyone thought Papyrus was always on the go, but Grillby knew the truth. He relished mornings like this, where Papyrus would latch himself onto his lover and snuggle close, seeking out the warmth he emitted.
He gently shook Papyrus’ shoulder. “Pap, it is time to get up.”
Papyrus groaned and pressed his skull tighter against Grillby’s chest. “No, I don’t want to! 5 more minutes please?”
Grillby smiled and drifted his hands along Papyrus’ ribs. “Okay babe, 5 more minutes.”
Whoa, reaching this milestone...I can’t even begin to express how it feels. Thank you. All of you. I write my fics because I want them to be written, but I publish them because I want to share with the world, so thank you for treasuring this piece like I have. That my first fanfiction ever, my silly little idea that made me stay up many nights, would get to this point...
And, with Chapter 21, ends the first fic of the series. I decided to split the 2 parts up into 2 fics due to the dark themes that will be taking place in Part 2. It will still be a SFW fic (and hopefully I can still rate it Teen, I don’t want to make things THAT awful...or maybe I do). Thank you all for taking a ride with me, I know you have many fics you could be reading and I appreciate you flying with GLBF.
Sorry it has been slack on updates as of late, I’ve been trying to get back into the swing of things but it has been difficult. The latest issue is that an essential piece of equipment for my thesis broke and for the last 2 weeks I have been wondering if I even still have a thesis, if I can still graduate, or even if I would still be in grad school next semester. It has been a bit of a hellish road for me but I don’t like accepting excuses in myself because I know that I am capable.
I’m working on the next chapter (though a bit stuck on the letter because it isn’t just the message, but the portrayal, words used, making it sound like it is from a child, making sure that it doesn’t imply the wrong things while still implying the right things, and so much more) and I really would like to have it out by Thanksgiving. I thank you all for being patient :)
TL:DR: Life sucks sometimes but you just gotta drain the lemons and keep on going.
In honor of this amazing holiday I am rebooping a sfw fic I did a while ago!
Give Me 20 Dollars- AO3 Link
Or read below:
"SANS, ARE YOU SURE THIS IS GOING TO WORK? I DON'T LOOK VERY SCARY AND THE MANAGER SEEMED TO THINK THAT WE WOULD BE SCARY IN WHAT WE ARRIVED AT THE INTERVIEW IN." Papyrus walked alongside Sans, looking dapper in a black suit with a white collared shirt and tie. Meanwhile Sans wore his normal attire, including the grin on his face.
"trust me Paps, from the research I did on the internet, we are going to scare everyone here. do you have the white mask i got you?"
Papyrus pulled out the white piece of cloth and stretched it over his skull. "I HAVE IT HERE, BROTHER, BUT I STILL DON'T KNOW HOW THIS WILL MAKE ME SCARIER. THE HUMANS CAN'T EVEN SEE MY EYE SOCKETS LIKE THIS."
"heh, that is the point Papyrus. everyone walking through our part of the haunted forest is going to screaming for their lives."
Papyrus shifted uneasily next to him. "WE AREN'T ACTUALLY GOING TO HURT THE HUMANS, ARE WE SANS?"
Sans grabbed Papyrus' arm and spun him so they faced each other. "listen, Pap, don't worry. all the humans walking through signed a waiver. they want to be scared, and we are just helping them. the Great Papyrus wouldn't let a human down if they want to be scared, right?"
Papyrus brightened immediately, but the mask meant that Sans could only imagine his face. "YOU ARE RIGHT SANS! LET'S GET IN POSITION SO THAT WE CAN MAKE THE HUMANS SO SCARED THEY PEE THEMSELVES...THAT IS A GOOD THING FOR SCARING, RIGHT?"
"yeah Paps, that's good. let's duck behind this tree here. remember, when we see the humans, don't say anything. just walk straight towards them. once they spot you stop and stand still, and I'll come take you to the next spot. got it?"
"YES SANS, I UNDERSTAND ENTIRELY. LET THE HAUNTING BEGIN!"
"AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" Sans snickered to himself. A group of teens had just spotted Papyrus and were clinging to each other, desperately trying to shuffle backwards while continuing to keep their eyes on Papyrus. Sans could tell his brother wanted to chase after them, but he was restraining himself and instead waited somewhat impatiently for the teens to go around the corner.
Sans popped up beside his brother and paused the speaker that he had attached to Papyrus' belt. "ready to do it again, bro?"
Papyrus bounced up and down on the balls of his shoes. "YES SANS, YOU WERE RIGHT! ALL OF THE HUMANS SO FAR HAVE BEEN VERY SCARED! BUT PERHAPS IT IS A GOOD THING THAT WE ARE ALMOST DONE, ALL OF YOUR SHORTCUTS ARE MAKING ME FEEL A LITTLE QUEASY."
"don't worry bro, just one more and we are done. i'll even let you walk back to the car afterwards."
"HUMPH, YOU MEAN CARRY YOU BACK TO THE CAR SO YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO ANY MORE WORK...VERY WELL SANS, ONE MORE TIME."
Sans gripped his brother around the waist and pulled him through another shortcut. The teens that had just left them were only a couple yards away now. Sans quickly turned up the volume on the speakers and restarted the music, giving Papyrus a gentle push forward so he would be visible through the trees. He barely held his laughter in when one of the teens appeared to sprout a leak from their pants, soaking themselves. All of them sprinted towards the end of the trail, screaming and crying.
Sans paused the music again, then switched to a different song without unpausing. "okay bro, let's go pick up our checks."
They walked to the end of the trail and saw that the manager was chatting with a couple of the other employees. Sans tugged on Papyrus' sleeve. "hey bro, I know I said no more shortcuts, but we should do one more just to show the manager how scary you really are." Papyrus sighed, but nodded and braced himself. Sans pulled them through to directly behind the manager and immediately unfroze the new song. "GIVE ME 20 DOLLARS, GIVE ME 20 DOLLARS.."
The manager shot forwards and fell, twisting to land on their butt. Papyrus started forward. "I'M SO SORRY, WE DIDN'T MEAN TO SCARE YOU THAT MUCH."
The manager peered around Papyrus and saw Sans also on the ground, tears coming down his eyes in laughter. They joined in, accepting Papyrus' hand to help them up. "I guess I have you boys to thank for scaring all those people. I've never seen so many teenagers actually start crying from our haunted forest. I definitely want you guys to keep coming back, this is great."
The manager paid both of them for the night and put them on the schedule for the following 2 weeks. Once they got back to the car, Papyrus pulled off his mask and turned to Sans. "I STILL HAVE ONE QUESTION, BROTHER. WHO, EXACTLY, IS SLENDERMAN?"
It should be out in the next 12 hours. I’d post in within one hour, but I need to look at it with a fresh set of eyes in the morning because I am entirely sure I made a mistake somewhere.
For whatever reason I am able to get past this writers block by actually writing instead of typing. Well, whatever it takes to make this happen. About halfway done with Chapter 20!
I have just had a hell of a time with my health, grad school, then hurricane matthew flooding my town. As for the hurricane my house etc was fine but I spent over a week volunteering by taking care of the animals of the people who were under mandatory evacuation. The next chapter is partially written and will hopefully be completed soon. Thanks for sticking with me here.
