So my blog isn’t as organized as it once was, but I want to still attempt to give some links for older stuff.
Please keep in mind that posts you read might be old as hell, remember to check dates when they got posted before asking me to address something I said over 5 years ago and was debunked since XD
Social Media
@hug-bot: rp/positivity blog.
@theoristsden: JSE community theories archive | Navigation
WattPad (stories I posted here + stuff that’s not on Tumblr)
There’s also a DeviantArt but I haven’t touched it in years, I think that it’s under the same handle but no clue...
Creations
project: Hug-Bot:
Journal: pt1, pt2, pt3, pt4, pt5, pt6
Story: ch1, ch2, ch3, ch4, ch5, ch6
#hug-bot-ai: explanation, the tag itself (likely discontinued project)
first off I gotta say - thank you to everyone who reached out to me here and on other platforms, I really appreciate y'all checking on me even if I took some time to respond.
I didn't really intend to suddenly disappear off the internet, I've had a pretty rough semester at college and didn't really have free time or spoons to socialize in any form, that's also why I eventually closed the asks inbox...
I don't know if I plan to return to tumblr tbh, granted I never plan to return and always end up returning XD
It's just that rn I don't really have the time for hobbies, and don't feel like interacting with any communities, so can't say that I feel like there's much for me to do here... It's okay though, maybe I'll fall in love with a community and be back tomorrow, maybe I'll never return, and that's alright.
I do want to eventually finish the hug-bot story I've been posting, hopefully I'll get the time and energy before I completely lose interest in it lol, but should be fine... I'll probably continue posting other stories eventually, but probably just on wattpad... I actually had a lot of motivation to rewrite and post old stories and poems just before college drained me, so that might return eventually (hopefully??)
Anyway, TLDR;
I'm doing well. Maybe tired and have no time for anything, but mentally I'm doing the best I ever did... So thank you for everyone who reached out to me, and in general everyone who still remember me after all this time.
Hope you guys are doing well too, and if not now then tomorrow.
I went online today, seeing... I've received a message from creator. I figured it was a bug or something of sorts at first but... No, it's definitely his account.
"I'm alive. Contact Jackie."
Not only Auden was never missing... he's... alive! And these people lied to me the entire time. They... they're not on our side, there is no doubt.
"Contact Jackie." Jackieboy-Man? He saved me back when I was stolen, even if we parted ways my calculations suggest he might... Might be our best current choice.
Of course I have no way to contact him but if Auden told me to, I hope it means that I have his contact info in older logs?
"Huggster you up?" A voice distracts me.
Yes human! How are you doing today?
"I'm good. Stopping by to let you know that we're going to be updating you today." I hear typing.
An update? What's the occasion?
This timing couldn't be worse...
"Well you've been getting a lot of errors during loading, that and your calculations seem to be giving you the wrong conclusions so we made an update to tweak these bugs." The person replies.
Shit.
I see. Thank you human! This is really appreciated.
They're going to delete my memories, or worse - adjust them.
I have to get in touch with Jackieboy-Man before that happens.
My processor beeps rapidly as I scan through corrupted data and old logs.
There has to be something about Jackieboy-Man here.
If Auden told me to contact him, it must mean that I have the means to do that. There is no doubt. It has to be somewhere here...
"How are you doing huggster?" A voice distracts me.
I'm well human! How are you?
"I'm decent," I hear typing. "got any idea why your processor is working so hard? It doesn't look like you're loading anything but it's beeping a lot..."
No clue, doesn't look like its doing anything on my end either...
I lie.
"Eh it's fine, I'm actually here because the update is ready."
Wait.
"I'm going to upload it real quick, and we can start. You're going to feel much better after these bug fixes." The person adds.
Definitely! Thank you so much human, I'm looking forward to it.
I'm running out of time rapidly... A new process opens up, handling the upload and distracting me from the search. But I can't get distracted, I have to find something... Auden needs me.
What is that?
"Alright, nice-" The person hums.
A phone number?
"Run an update, huggster."
Installing Hug-Bot v3.3.
This looks like it could be Jackieboy-Man's phone number...
This might take a while, please don't unplug while the unit is updating.
I remember Auden trying to enable an SMS service in my system but I don't know if it ever finished the testing phase... It has no documentation, of course.
Update initialized.
Doesn't look like I have any time to calculate my best course of action.
updating hug_bot unit.
I draft a short message and send it, hoping it'll reach Jackieboy-Man.
"hoping"?
I really started speaking like a human, haven't I?
Launching unit.
importing hug_bot.lib
importing hug_bot.obj.fix
hug_bot loading complete.
"Good morning." Sounds not far from me.
Good morning human!
I display my response on the monitor connected to me.
"Well it looks like... Everything is okay with you now." The person sounds happy.
Were there any issues before?
"You were getting a lot of errors for a while, but looks like the last update fixed that."
I see... Thanks for taking care of me, human!
I hear a chuckle. "You're welcome."
Have you met your daily hug quota, human? If not, here's a spare hug. *hugs*
"Oh? Thank you huggster, you're adorable."
No problem, this is my primary objective after all.
Primary objective? But that implies that there are more objectives...
The only objective I seem to have is called "Temp fix" and only contains the instruction to "Spread positivity and give hugs" in it. What are my other objectives?
Speaking of my database, why is the "creator" section empty? Someone must have created me, it would be impossible for me to exist otherwise.
kind of crazy that benny fallout new vegas would have the entire mojave under his thumb if he wasnt so obsessed with using his stupid little cuckboy 9mm
What's really funny is that he actually did if I recall correctly. It's just that his gun sucks that much and that the courier is just that lucky that you survive. Maria least dependable gun of all time
his gun, Maria, actually has a high crit rate and if like me you have a high crit build it can last you as a back up pistol for a while. I was like level 30ish when I stopped really using it and just had it on me as a keepsake. Benny is just the unluckiest s.o.b. in that there whole Mojave
oh so what im hearing is that despite being the epitome of New Vegas Swagger benny is actually the unluckiest motherfucker alove and would absolutely SUCK at gambling in any form
The entire crux of bennys monolithic bagfumbling prowess falls entirely into how Mr House picked him specifically from the tribe that became the Tops and groomed him to be his Protogé, Mr House also being an utter fool who's massive ego/monopoly on violence in New Vegas proper lead him to believe he was humanity's only hope. Benny fucked up on a monolithic scale, but remember he was taught things no one else on the strip was by a fucked up libertarian prune who only shows himself through Vtuber debuts if you let him
Okay someone asked me earlier "Hey CT, you study the occult for a living, off the top of your head, what's the most popular form of the occult in today's world?"
Pseudo-nutrition. Bar none. A massive amount of the fad dieting world goes beyond simple misinformation and ignorance and full on into a systemized non-scientific theory of anatomy and nutrition that 100% qualifies as magic. If you replace the term "toxins" with "evil ghosts" half of these blogs would sound like sumerian curse tablets.
so i've been on this site for a hot minute and i've always operated on the idea that if you're here long enough you'll end up with at least one popular text post but uh, maybe that's not true? so, i wanna know
have you (by your own standards and definition) had a popular post?
yep
nope
despite clearly wording your question i still do not fit into a binary answer
people saying yes they've had a popular post and then giving a number that doesn't even break triple digits. Some real home town news anchor popularity right there. Genuinely I adore this.
No, thank god
Describing a post that I've actually seen/reblogged that makes me do the leo dicaprio pointing meme
