Fck bpd

side blog to journal and vent.

[user2080372]

[gabapentinblues]

i wish that wanting to die wasn't my entire personality

[xvelvetcoffinx]

[honestloverboy]

They should invent a new kind of Being Alive where it's not painful and it doesn't hurt constantly and actually feels worth it and you're happy for more than a few hours at a time

[mournfulroses]

Anaïs Nin, from a letter to Joaquin Nin, featured in Reunited: The Correspondence of Anais and Joaquin Nin, 1933-1940

[sandmandaddy69]

[achingsoulwantingtod1e]

After a depressive episode, mania strikes again.

It's funny how yesterday I wanted to un-alive myself and today I'm ecstatic???????????

What the hell bipolar, I didn't sign up for this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[junetheraccoon]

why do i feel rejected so easily

[achingsoulwantingtod1e]

I'm having a really bad depressive episode, feeling svicidal and my partner literally left me to play video games with his friend. Lol, funny isn't it.

I play video games too, I wouldn't leave, him or my friends, to play, if someone dear to me is having a break down or on the verge of killin themselves..

Am I broken? Am I getting smth wrong?

Can't help but find this hilarious. *Reaches for bl@ade while laughcrying*

[paranoiddxxazula777]

I got an itch inside my head, that only can be scratched by a bullet

[achingsoulwantingtod1e]

Someone please un-alive me, I can't find the courage to do it myself.

[achingsoulwantingtod1e]

I am sorry you have to deal with me.

I don't wanna deal with myself either.

[commonzinnia]

my need for attention is so embarrassing. yes, you did just spend days with me, but you’re not talking to me or touching me or looking at me so fuck you actually.

[remanence-of-love]

[caats]

[w3brot-deactivated20260514]

[calaveracarnival]

beyond hurt and upset, completely hollow and empty inside