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stop trying

It’s okay if your trauma didn’t make you kind. It’s okay if your trauma didn’t make you what society deems a “good” survivor. It’s okay if it didn’t make you a “better” person.

It’s okay if it made you hard. It’s okay if it made you an angry person.

You fucking survived. And no one has the right to tell you how you should be.

c-ptsdofficial

me, forcing myself to ask for help, hands trembling, voice shaking: im not feeling so good my sweet dude *finger guns*

for my birthday i want to be able to kiss the girl i love without my brain going nope this is too much and stepping the fuck out

#dissociation #tw trauma

big mood when your entire life both strangers and people you cared about have taken so much from you (sexually and emotionally) and now you’re convinced that the only thing anyone wants from you is sex

#tw trauma #hypersexuality?#c-ptsd #vent #trigger warning abuse #abusive father #abusive x #sexually assaulted #workplace assault #tw

traumatizedbunny

ok to rb.

folktaylor

u know what makes me lowkey sad? when someone says ‘i know it seems silly’ before talking about something they clearly care very deeply about bc u know that means someone gave them shit for caring that much about that thing before which is Fucked Up.

queen-haiz

or when they’re like “i know i talk too much, just tell me to shut up when u get tired” n they say it as a joke but u can see that they’re uncomfortable, n i get so sad n i wanna fight whoever made them feel like they’re not worth of being heard.

raevelation

what it means to be my fp:

☆im clingy ☆If you bring up anyone else BUT me then I’m either A) jealous or B) I think you hate me ☆If you don’t reply to my messages in exactly ONE SECOND then you hate me and you want me out of your life ☆If you say something in a different tone/type something weirdly you hate me and I annoy you ☆If you start having feelings for someone I’ll split on you and think you hate me ☆If you do something to hurt me EVEN IF IT WAS ON ACCIDENT I’ll split on you and probably make it as clear as possible ☆My entire day revolves around you ☆The way I feel revolves around you ☆most of the time my empathy for you will probably be pretty low ☆you have friends? you must hate me and don’t want me to be in your life ☆"sorry i didn’t reply sooner" SPLIT THEY HATE ME SPLIT THEY HATE ME SPLIT THEY HATE ME SPL ☆me doing dramatic shit to keep you in my life because A B A N D O M E N T ☆*does ANYTHING without me* they find me annoying and they hate me and don’t want anything to do with me/SPLIT SPLIT SPLIT

traumashitpost

rb if yr traumatized and feel like yr still the same age as when the trauma happened

bpdshan

thanks for the memories even though they gave me emotional trauma

all-caps-markiplier

traumasurvivors

Raise your hand if your trauma still fucks you up on the daily and you have to hide it because everyone in your life has no patience for it and thinks you should be over it.