gay angel derangement syndrome

ses | 24 | bi desi | deancoded casgirl | back in gay superhell and thriving (main profcolsymorgan)

[catnipster69]

Quilted Portraits No. 4 of Dean Winchester and Sam Winchester

17” x 17” cotton fabric

Stills from “The End.” Finally finished! See my pinned post for details about how these are made.

[tisforpterodactyl]

do you think dean hoped, just a little bit, just in the quietest corner of his heart —? do you think dean winchester, never more than a man, stood on the other side of that gas station window and saw castiel, nothing but a man for the first time — do you think he thought, maybe. do you think hope sparked in his chest and fear coiled in his gut in a way it never had before, because, just maybe. do you think dean watched cas cut his finger on that rosebush and realised, yes, this is real. he is real, he is a man, he feels, and that means —

do you think dean watched cas take that rose to nora’s front step, and do you think dean smiled not merely because he was proud of cas, but because, now, maybe, dean believed it could one day be him standing on the other side of that door?

do you think that dean looked at cas in his humanity and didn’t mourn the loss of his wings or his strength or his angel radio? do you think, rather, that dean’s heart leapt into his throat as he fought down the tiny voice in his head whispering, “he can, now. he can feel. just like you feel.”

[valtsv]

it would be fun if an angel and a vampire were friends i think

[valtsv]

vampire: ugh, you mortals simply can't comprehend the timescale i live on. i've watched your empires rise and fall, your cities crumble to dust. i find your short little lives amusing at best. i -

angel: HI, I HAVE BEEN ALIVE SINCE THE DAWN OF TIME AND I NOTICED YOU ARE ALSO SOMEWHAT OLD?

vampire: ...sure. hey what was the dawn of time like?

angel: PRETTY BORING ACTUALLY. NOTHING ELSE EXISTED YET.

vampire: oh, man, i feel you. i slept through, like, the entire 14th century it was so boring. everyone was dying of plague and shit anyway so i didn't miss much.

[valtsv]

vampire: hey i am outside your apartment

angel: YOU'VE JUST BEEN STANDING THERE? FOR HOW LONG?

vampire: uhhhhhhh a mere speck in comparison to our immortal lives so don't worry about it honestly. i need you to invite me in though.

angel: OF COURSE, I'M SO SORRY. PLEASE COME IN.

vampire: *steps over the threshold and immediately starts hissing and coughing like a cat with a bad hairball*

angel: OH, I'M SO SORRY. MY APARTMENT IS CONSIDERED HOLY GROUND BECAUSE I LIVE IN IT. I SHOULD HAVE WARNED YOU.

vampire: *coughing* it's fine. do you - *cough* *wheeze* what are your thoughts on chinese? i know a great place just a couple of blocks from here

[valtsv]

everyone replying to this with "and they were lovers"? target audience

[samdyke]

the thing is 🤓☝️ we didn’t believe there was a secret ep don’t group us in w that. we Thought that there were weird last minute changes to filming and cuts to the script. and then cast and crew said that there were weird last minute changes. And we got the script and it had like 8 omitted sections. because we Are not crazy

[t00thpasteface]

a good ship is always improved by having at least one other random character who is so so fucking mad that the ship is happening and is either seething about it or actively trying to break them up. i see the appeal of "everyone else played matchmaker and they're all cheering to see the ship holding hands!!" but i need at least one character, with any motivation, to be the world's pettiest hater about it come hell or high water. bonus points if the beef is completely onesided and they still get warmly invited to the wedding anyway

[greseadraws]

Don't worry, she's fine

[mediamime]

beating off crippling depression the only way I know how ✨

It’s unfinished with a chunky brush because I’m chasing a vision beyond my capabilities 🫠

Lyric is from Holy War by Rainbow Kitten Surprise.

I add/subtract from my playlists a lot because sometimes I experience A Thought and need to act on it, but if you like my particular brand of suffering in music form, here:

Unrelated, but those of you that have sent me asks in the last few weeks I’ll get back to you soon - just haven’t had much willpower to do Anything lately.

That’s all, have a nice day, bye 🐸

[solivagantingrebel]

editing is so funny because it's like "damn, i wrote 'before' two times within three paragraphs. they are going to stone me in the town square for this"

[isuggestforcefem]

We need to bring back free the nipple

[isuggestforcefem]

There seems to be some people who think i refer to being able to be braless outside, so let me make it clear: we need to be able to be topless outside

[filmnoirsbian]

Must we actually know our fathers? Is it not enough to listen to the music they always listened to, and drive their cars, and wear their old jackets just to feel close to them?

[youre-only-gay-once]

[filmnoirsbian]

[dykechester]

[sirlancenotalot]

[kitsnicket]

I’m losing my mind

[aletheyass]

[genderstudiessam]

my personal favourite summary of the entire cw supernatural text

[cten0phora]

needed a small break from assignments, have cas and meg

[advancedcasology]

y’all are watching the boys?

[aintmovingnow]

thinking about how weird weird sam was everytime he met one of the psychic kids hes like oh my god... you and me we are connected... we are chosen we are two halves of one whole and they are just like How did you get in my house