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my blog is just one long love letter to myself and all the people i used to be
close your eyes and imagine freshly roasted root vegetables perfectly seasoned and crispy as far as the eye can see
Sam trying to get Frodo to take one more step
Sam psychologically tormenting Gollum
mr. fool's blessed seems to enjoy... special rewards?
what i was thinking about during the holy mass btw
Thinking back, it made a lot of sense for Daydream to use animal mask. Beside trying to dehumanize them and all
You can see some of these darkness as someone's home. Everytime I look at an insect who keep smashing itself against the window thinking it's a way out, I got reminded of Daydream employee trying to understand the "rule" of the darkness.
No it may look like an exit up ahead, but that is a glass the animals cannot see. Let me open it and then you can go. Do not go to that light it is NOT the moon. You may wander, but don't hurt the owner. Sure, you can take *some* stuff when you break into my house, just not everything or there will be consequences.
Wild animals break into our house and got confused by the strange sight so unlike their familiar habitat, imagine finding a deer rummaging through your cabinet. Some of the things in this place looks familiar (example, plants) but some of them just imitate it and have horrible side effect if used. (Things like plastic plant I guess?)
People would kill a bug for existing near them. A roach will be lurking around the corner and the owner of the house will pull out invisible weapon (read: poison/bug spray) that will kill you before you even noticed. You will wander and see your kin displayed like gruesome art. A human will toss salt toward a snail like you and you watch it shrivel and die a painful strange death.
lotm chapter 1172
mr. fool used the world's body huh..... to play a game you say........... I see I see, I feel normal feelings about these statements
Daly: YOU said you were going on some spiritual retreat!
Leonard, now joining the Tarot Club: Praise the Foolš
Daly: And YOU are supposed to be dead!
Klein: I got better?
Lord of the Mysteries and S-Classes That I Raised Crossover Writing Prompt
Two months after watching the transmigrator take over his life and give his siblings the life he couldn't give them, having found peace eventually with his situation, the Original Klein Moretti reincarnates as Han Yoojin.
His memories go to sleep until the Apocalypse when he finds himself trapped for several days underground, starving and close to death due to his leg getting crushed and blood loss. If he survives this, they may have to amputate his leg, he thinks, half-delirious. The memories come back gradually - first the memory of Klein being puppetered into committing suicide - and then everything else as the days pass and rescue seems less and less likely. Yoojin - Klein - Yoojin, now desperate yet knowing his old gods don't exist here, prays first to the Evernight Goddess then to the other Gods and then to anybody willing to help, wishing to return to his brother and not leave yet.
He wants to live. Klein wants to live, more than anything - please!
Something answers.
A Deity who's been asleep for a long time, someone who he knows, someone who won against his enemy.. Ancient now, even more than the Depraved.
The Fool answers, and, upon recognizing the soul, smiles delightfully at his Blessed.
The Fool and the Original, now a new person, finally meet face to face. And Klein - Yoojin - Kle- Han Yoojin can show his gratitude properly to his God, and help his new brother too.
A new Tarot Club forms, with Han Yoojin as The World (or a different tarot. I just couldn't picture Og!Klein as anybody except The World).
(I haven't finished LOTM, only on Vol 2, but I did get spoiled by unfortunately being on the internet. Luckily, I have no context for any of the Spoilers, so it will still be a nice twist. Unluckily, I now know those characters exist and some of their power.
In other news, I think stories where Og!Klein gets to be the Fool's Blessed are interesting. But I also think exploring worlds where Og!Klein Moretti reincarnated as someone else could lead to some interesting routes.)
-abandoned Marionette-
happy birthday, Klein!
i don't usually ramble this much about my artistic ideas, but i wanted to talk about this one a little bit if anyone wants to know my thought process!
the core idea revolves around the concept of a birthday party that no one will attend. the "safe zone" of this composition (i'd call it like that) is meant to shrink down to just the diagonal line between Klein and Zhou, while in the corners, the floor crumbles and the windowpanes shatter, revealing the space beyond. i wanted to convey that peace is terribly fragile, it is something that breaks at the lightest touch. in other words, this is clearly not the kind of atmosphere you'd want to welcome a cherished guest (the viewer, in this case) into, so Klein's greeting is awkward and almost apologetic
a secondary theme lies in the eyes and gazes. the eyes floating in space allude to the Outer Gods and their intrusive "observation", their desire to find any crack and exploit it for themselves. these eyes are red, whereas the eyes in the basket among the grapes are amber, resembling the color of Klein's eyes. after all, he is also a deity and an "observer", but his purpose is different since he wants to protect this world
there's also an eye on the cake! and the candles are misshapen figures, distorted by melted wax. it's meant to be unclear who they represent, but Zhou is standing in the center with a smoke rising from an extinguished flame. the eye signifies "awareness" and the memory of the blood that must be shed and the sacrifices that must be made. the dried blood on the tablecloth, on the floor, and the melted wax from the candles symbolically reference the losses that have already occurred. no corpses, no body parts, just old blood as if they've all vanished, but the traces still remain. Klein preserves everything he remembers of his dear friends, even on his birthday. you could say it's like a sacrificial altar, or a scene where he has gathered people dear to him, but they're already dead. Klein's eyes are closed while Zhou's eyes are open, and I wanted Zhou's gaze to suggest he's just turned around, as if he suddenly saw or heard something </33
there are poppies in the vase. this is a symbol of sleep. and in the hourglass, each half holds an equal portion of sand, as if time stands still in this moment. here's a very important detail! in the window's design, at its apex, there is a faceless figure. that is Klein! it represents the idea of the millstone that, with the passage of time, continues to grind whatever falls into it, sparing no one
you can also glimpse a piece of flesh in the basket behind the fruit⦠well, if you look very, very closely and begin to wonder what it might beā¦
also there are silhouettes of Klein's personas in the balloons. Zhou holds the balloons with the personas "closer" to humanity while the others slip from his hand and float away like the red balloon with Mr. Fool at the very top.......
the idea of the wasteland visible through the broken wall where Zhou stands comes from the thought that the old world where he once lived is gone. he holds a phone with a red screen in his hand (and there are almost imperceptible glitches!! but they're there!!)!!
also, through the lighting, i wanted to highlight Klein with a more greenish, ethereal hue in order to connect him with the color palette of Zhou's fragment...... Yeah....
Amon and Ancient Sun God
mr. azik is enjoying his pretty face but it's fine cause we've got a show here in the back too
gehrman in a maid dress pt. 3
Yes yes yes yes yes!!!
please read this even if you're not indian. especially if you're not indian.
you've seen the jokes. india is "dirty", indians are "everywhere", why don't they fix their own country. ok. let me tell you why, and what's happening right now while nobody's watching.
first, the history you skipped: britain ruled india for two centuries and drained it. economist utsa patnaik's research estimates around $45 trillion in today's money was taken. the india that got independence in 1947 was one of the poorest countries on earth. every "why is india like this" question starts there. you don't get to profit off a robbery and then mock the crime scene.
now, what's happening RIGHT NOW:
in may the question paper for NEET leaked. that's the national medical entrance exam. over 2.2 million students took it. cancelled. years of studying, families' savings poured into coaching, gone overnight because someone sold the paper. students died by suicide after. these were kids who wanted to be doctors.
and out of that came a protest movement. a gen z group called the cockroach janta party, started by a 30 year old named abhijeet dipke, got 22 million instagram followers within DAYS. they've been doing a sit-in at jantar mantar in delhi demanding education minister dharmendra pradhan resign.
and then there's sonam wangchuk. if you've watched 3 idiots, he's the real engineer the character was based on. built solar schools in ladakh. invented ice stupas so himalayan villages have water. spent his whole life on education. he's 59 and he's been on hunger strike for 17+ days now. reporters went to see him this week and he was too weak to talk. and the troll armies are calling him "anti national" and "foreign funded". a man starving himself for other people's children. that's the thing here, anyone who asks a question is suddenly a traitor.
it's not one incident, it's everywhere you look:
⢠infrastructure worth thousands of crores failing within months of the ribbon cutting. tunnels collapsing in regions where heavy rain is a guarantee, not a surprise.
⢠youth unemployment near 10% for ages 15 to 29, 13.6% in cities. in a country of 1.42 billion where more than half the population is young.
⢠only about the top 3% of indians earn above 10 lakh a year. meanwhile billionaire wealth keeps ballooning and the headlines celebrate it.
⢠manipur burned for over two years. an ethnic conflict, tens of thousands displaced, and the prime minister barely said the word manipur while it happened.
⢠journalists raided. critics' houses bulldozed. activists sitting in jail for years without trial under laws like UAPA. our press freedom ranking has cratered.
⢠even the petrol is a fight now, ethanol blending pushed through while drivers complain about their engines and get no straight answers.
and through all of it, the PM, who came to power on religious polarisation (americans, sound familiar?), travels abroad for photo ops and has not held one single open press conference in over a decade. not one.
what i'm asking:
if you're not indian: share this. our media mostly won't cover any of it because the big outlets are owned by the same billionaires the government serves. the only reason wangchuk's fast is getting any coverage is people refusing to look away.
if you ARE indian: speak up even if you're comfortable. especially if you're comfortable. join the protests. add to this, correct me, translate it. staying quiet is a choice when nothing in this post touches your life.
india is not "dirty". india was robbed, and it's being robbed again, from the inside this time. but it's also the country where a 59 year old will starve for strangers' kids and 22 million young people will rally behind a party literally named after cockroaches, because cockroaches survive everything.
we can still save her. but only loudly.
reblog. share. don't scroll past.
For your clown car au will leonard and Pallez ever have a conversation about their past and leonard's own insecurities?
Maybe Palez explaining his worries about Amon hunting him down, and thus wanting to distance himself. And then Leo saying he was hurt by the distancing and craves reassurance.
But also like ZMR, amon avatar, and klein are also there in the background.... The above converstion would probably never happen if they continued to be there in the background but we can DREAM it someday will
im thinking about leonard Steve and Mingrui having their own bodies once Klein becomes a marrionetist so there is definetly a possibility :))
But also good chance the three of them are still watching from the bushes lmao
what would Pallez's reaction be to reuniting with his dear ol' grandson be like?
Would he join their clown car and have Klein suffer another person, this time with family drama, or would pallez inexplicably just have a normal body or avatar up and about and just happens to (convergence or maybe it was just reasonable development?) run into the main host of the clown car and notice how this young man has way too many parasites and mental passengers including his grandson.
Like I know this au was born for the laughs, but this is seriously one of my all time favorite aus
oooh I'm soo glad you liked this so much!!!!
Genuinely I haven't considered pallez cause I'm more focused on Mingrui and Klein in this au but like I'm really tempted to make him dead and his remnant is in the book :)))
But also him running around in his own body and seeing lenny now besties with an avatar of the blasphemer is also such a fun mental image hehehehe
Ok fun new FF idea!!!
So what if grisha used to tell amon and adam pre epoch stories when they were children. It was a good way to maintain his humanity and also kept amon occupied and not terrorizing everyone in his devine kingdom for some period of time
So flash forward to fifth epoch and little backlund amon is just roaming around with his cycle when he hears of this guys named... Sherlock Moriarty?
What? Like the detective and criminal from dad's stories?
So obviously he should go check out that person right? And what he finds is an absolutely Delightful!
The guy has the safirah castle!!! And also he seems like such a fun dude, with his lovely internal monologues and just absolutely down to murdering ppl
So anyway this is the story of how sherlock opens his door one day and is met by a perfectly normal guy names Sabastian Watson who's asking him if he needs an assistant š
More random points in this au
It is imperative that no one can recognise amon without his monocle, kinda like a perry the platypus situation. Threesome spirit Sauron Einhorn Medici spends a lot of time wondering why that weird browdforeheaded curly haired dude with the seer and the ghost lady looks so familiar and why he keeps looking so amused. Even when 'sabastian' takes out a monocle from his pocket and starts spinning it around his finger (ok look fidgit monocles are a totally normal thing to have. I'm sure we all keep monocles with us even if we don't use them) and smirks he still doesn't recognise him
The only one who recognises amon without his monocle is pallez and, due to the fact that leonard seems to have developed the habit of roaming around backland muttering Klein to himself, seems to run into sherlock and watson way more than necessary. Sherlock always manges to find the most rediculous places to hide when his dear poet walks past them while sabastian just stares at him smiling
Klein is of course delighted to find a suspected transmigrator (he's still unsure about is cause the guy doesn't seem to get most references and hints he's making but also says random modern stuff so who knows, maybe he transmigrated when he was a child) and is much less lonely cause he has a friend :)) (at what cost)
Amon uses random english and russian words he's overheard from sasrir and grisha's conversation but he doesn't know when to use them so we get random lines like
Amon: good day my dear motherfucking sons of bitches (<- sasrir screaming at grisha over excessive paperwork)
Klein: what the fuck
Amon: ah my parents used to greet each other like this :)))) I have no idea what it means though :)))))
Klein: abusive household? š§
Imagine youāre Chuuya:
You wake up to discover that your partner has left the mafia and may or may not be dead. (great)
Because of this your boss calls you for a brief meeting. You leave to go drive your car toā oh your car has blown up! (wonderfulā¦)
You grab a PM Taxi to the bosses office and once you enter you discover your bossās creepy af ability has started MIMICKING YOUR (ex) PARTNER. (what the fuck)
⦠(naturally you crash-out)
You get the day off and spend the rest of your day drinking antique wine in ācelebrationā. (Totally)
Watch out for serial killers.