Trail-Ledger: Entry 2: Thoughts about the future on the road.
I've always wanted to share my idea's, creation's, and general life experience's. However I'd always come up with an excuse of why not to do it, "not the right time", "too busy", "waiting for the right content", "more preparation". In the end, there isn't a right time, best content and so forth. Though I figured, If this is an endavour about promoting, traveling, gear, creating, and being active. Wouldn't it be best to launch it while on the road myself?
Thus I took a leap of faith and managed to pop out 2 posts.
I just concluded a project in Africa and I realized, I am done. I want to do something that will be fulfilling. It is obviously a mixture of having a near death experience, time running out (I am 27 in a few weeks, yes it might seem young but hey I've got a few years left in my 20's) and frankly not living up to my full potential.
This may fail, or succeed, I won't ever know If I don't try.
Now after leaving Africa, I find myself sorting family affairs in Portugal, in a limbo of sorts. Even though I remain motivated of what the future holds, that is kind of what keeds you going right. Funny enough I also realized I haven't taken a break in a while. It's almost haunting having time for yourself and being able to spend time with your child.
Moreover, family affairs now lead me to Russia, and it'll be an interesting experience. As I said, doing this while on the road. Thus while I ponder about what to do in Russia and what else has to be done in Portugal, I get cascade of ideas and truly experiment with certain concepts I'd always keen on showcasing to others.
Not only that but I get to enjoy the yearning of Mexico, return home when you want to rest and recover right?
Thus I will return by the end of the year to Mexico City. However will going down this path change my mind or change my perspective of viewing my final destination of 2025?
I don't know to be honest, frankly something I've learnt the last 5 years (I haven't lived somewhere in the last 5 years for more than 10 months) is that you make a plan, execute the plan, plan change's direction, throw out the plan.
Though that touches the question; what is your true end goal?
Well throughout all of this it is peace. The entire path is about figuring out who I am, what I love to do, creating and sharing that, and being able to provide the peace I need for myself and my family.