dear Father,
why is it too hard to be consistent? why is my brain hardwired into the world that I subconsciously go back to it?
why do i have to suffer from this adhd? a disease of this world, a struggle i have to endure?
but then again, i dont have to battle with this alone, not anymore.
i just have to stay by Your side, let You take charge.
this may be a reminder of why i have to even rely on You more; that im just a human in need of a savior, in need of JESUS.














