Drowning In The Ocean Of My Thoughts

The ramblings of a mad woman

[uberfluss]

first 5 faceless emojis are how your summers gonna go

[mirrorballbutmadeoffoil]

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wow I rlly don't know how to figure that out

@ashrantsonhissideblog @my-sanity-left-to-get-milk @starscriedrequiem @jerdabigback @someonehereforpeaceofmind @notreallyastarr @scarecrow-jo3 @no-one-offical @wouldntyouliketoknowweatherboy99 aaand open tags!

[starscriedrequiem]

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Wait wait wait, so, first off, emo, and then, okay it's night, maybe I'll turn into a werewolf, hopefully i do. Woooowwwww, lowk cooked.

@marythefaerie @ashrantsonhissideblog @sapphowishesshewasme @lilyyyevans @miska-willow and open tagsss

[lilyyyevans]

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I think I might be dying this summer...

@b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m @altair-meadows-pb @anything-for-my-moons @somecluelessidiot-moots @soythesauce @lastpigeonparty @imkindasleepdeprived @casuallllfollower @prongsandpads @ladymacbethisasmash @ineffablelyqueerwolfstarshipper @space-girliee

[b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m]

Nooooo you're too funny and sexy to die

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I think it just told me I'm gay and will have a loving lesbian relationship but then will have a very loud heartbreak...

Npt!! @kissrosier @istillwishforyouateleveneleven @rara3swhimsy @huckleberrysigh @laced-in-ruin @sad-traffic-cone @buckelys-starb0y @luvieville @leninthestarlight @poetscherry @sspadfoot @maliciouslittlewhiteboy @rustytyperwriter @viscountessnila @vivaciousmessypixie @silvert4bby @evil-twink-reg + anyone else who wants to <33

[rara3swhimsy]

Good for you girl!

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Uhhhhm wtf

Uh can someone please tell me what the fuck this is supposed to mean!?!

Wtf

Npt @peterpettigrewismyhomeboy @nicherry123 @majesticalien @deadthingalive @moonywithatrafficcone @hazey-dazey111

[deadthingalive]

you will find a tiny bit of love and then, someone will die... Or you'll fall in love with dead things.

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Uhm... wtf is that supposed to mean 😭

@afieldofviolet @daylight456

[afieldofviolet]

You’re gonna be almost killed by a shark and then have to watch the seasons pass because of you injuries, but after winter your glowup is life changing

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I think I might engage in a romance with the devil?

@daylight456

[daylight456]

guess who wont be sleeping enough this night, because they just started reading a FIVEHOUNDRED-THOUSAND WORDS LONG FANFIC

[deadthingalive]

OMG THERE ARE TWO OF USSSS

but what fanfic are you reading? And what fandom?

[afieldofviolet]

*subtly glances from the work I still have to do to the newly begun fanfic*

It appears our misery tomorrow will, indeed, have company

[victusinveritas]

[razielim]

oh i'm going to misusle and straight up fuckle this knowledge so badly

[afieldofviolet]

“Summer mood” for me is this sad, tilted yearning that can’t quite decide if it’s nostalgia or a wish for the future.

I know it used to be different but I can’t quite remember what different was, and I don’t know if remembering would be better or worse.

[sandmandaddy69]

[harzilla]

Reblog to cast healing for your homies.

[multifamdomfan]

I like jercy a lot and I'm just picturing Jason meeting Sally and he's trying to impress her and prove that he's good enough for Percy and Percy accidentally mentions how Jason was raised by wolves and Jason is beyond embarrassed and is like PERCY!!! I don't think that Percy would actually just drop that piece of information like that but the image popped into my head

[afieldofviolet]

And Jason would believe it to be just another thing to mark his failures and alieness, that it would mark him as just another stranger in a world he wants to belong in so badly. But instead, Sally, sweet sweet Sally, only sees injustice done to a child, and her only aim is to soothe that hurt a little.

To say Jason is flabbergasted by the hug he receives after some of the context is explained would be an understatement.

[redstonedust]

this sucks im going to kill (remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health) the president of the United States. (end statement)

[animentality]

[poppyseed-art]

[leovaldezbiggestglazer]

trying to read fanfiction and i keep FUCKING yawning. i don’t give a FUCK if it’s 1am, leo valdez CANNOT wait

[dogwaterdish]

aye theres so much drama in the pjo fandom these past few days... I'll just keep tending to myself and pondering jason I suppose

[dogwaterdish]

I think out of all of the seven, and probably most demigods, jason’s the most likely to refer to the gods with familial terms. he acknowledged apollo as his brother and stuck his neck out for him, even though apollo is his half brother, several millennia older than him, and has never (as far as we know) talked to jason. so I mean, whats stopping him from calling poseidon and hades “uncle”? or thinking of artemis, athena, etc as half siblings too? would the gods be enamored or would they think its annoying as hell? I need answerssss

[starlightshadowsworld]

“Jason should’ve been buried in Camp Jupiter”, “Jason should’ve been buried in Camp Halfblood”, “Jason should’ve been buried with his mother”

Jason Grace should’ve been cremated and had his ashes scattered into the wind so that he could be free, unbound and no longer forced to conform to other’s expectations of him.

Not trapped in a box for all of eternity like he already spent his whole life doing.

[afieldofviolet]

All my life I’m sitting in a still train cart, waiting for it to start driving me home.

[afieldofviolet]

Ugh, I hate being a human being. With feelings. I have to process. And desires. And a physical body. All of it is so terrible impractical and ineffective.

[stardewfalls]

Jason Grace who was stripped of his humanity when he was four years old and given to the wolves.

Jason Grace who was stripped of his autonomy when he was sent to Camp Jupiter a few months later and grew up a child soldier.

Jason Grace who was stripped of his agency when Juno erased his memory and implanted fake ones into Piper's head, forcing them into a relationship.

Jason Grace who never got to explore his identity, because as soon as he made one decision for himself, to be of both camps and choose his own future, he died a few months later.

[ilovecoveysongs]

May I introduce to you...

Piper waking up in the middle of the night for the rest of her life, for a brief moment still thinking she is covered in Jason's blood, before remembering it's been years since he died.

[afieldofviolet]

YES. Just yes.

[heathertrash10-blog]

Reblog if

It’s 104% okay to come to your DM and just say, “Hi, can we be friends?” And then start asking you random questions.