It hasn’t worked itself out. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know why this is happening. There’s no good reason for me to still be scared, but I am and I can’t stop it. I’m safe! I’m fine! I should be fine! But I’m not and I don’t understand why. I wake up from nightmares I can’t remember and the ones I can are just static and endless noise. I’m an agent, I should be tougher than this. Why is this happening? What if the agency finds out? Will I get fired? Will I be in trouble? I don’t know, I don’t want to know. I keep zoning out and losing track of time. I think Jacks noticed it, he isn’t saying anything though. That’s good. I can trust him. Fox and Guardian though... they’re a lot higher up than me. I don’t know what would happen if I told them. Probably get sent to HQ. I could be fired. I don’t wanna lose it, them, this.