just a girl who needs advice

24-germany-she/her

[agirlwhoneedsadvice]

today is that kind of day, where only Lana Del Rey songs help.

[perfectquote]

“And in the end, we were all just humans… Drunk on the idea that love, only love, could heal our brokenness.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald

[agirlwhoneedsadvice]

i don’t know if i need 15 hours of sleep, a hug, a bottle of vodka or to be hit by a car right know.

[agirlwhoneedsadvice]

i know i‘m not easy to love. i‘m a chronic over - thinker, i overreact more than i should … and every once in a while, i might be a little insecure and hate myself. but if i‘m in love with you, i can promise you that you will be loved with passion.

[agirlwhoneedsadvice]

fiction and poetry are medicines, they heal the rupture reality makes on the imagination.

[agirlwhoneedsadvice]

accidentally spent all my life making sure everyone around me feels comfortable, only to realize I never felt comfortable the whole time.

[agirlwhoneedsadvice]

i read so many romance books to fill the void inside me.

[agirlwhoneedsadvice]

having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. it’s the fear of failure, but no urge to be productive. it’s wanting friends, but hate socializing. it‘s wanting to be alone, but not wanting to be lonely. it’s feeling everything at once then feeling paralyzing numb.

[agirlwhoneedsadvice]

my problem is once, i get attached to someone, my mood starts to depend on how that person treats me, because i notice every small thing.

[agirlwhoneedsadvice]

when you realise you don’t actually have a best friend, because all of your friends already have a main best friend so you feel like your just the back up friend.

[agirlwhoneedsadvice]

under all this idgaf energy is just a lonely girl, who wishes she was someone’s first choice.

[saintsebastiensbf]

there’s a special kind of grief you feel towards yourself when you’ve been mentally ill for as long as you remember. you see ppl saying they long to return to their old self but you don’t have an old self, or if there was, you can’t remember it. ur “old self” was a child. this self is all you’ve ever known. then there’s the fear that comes with trying to find out who you are without your mental illnesses, it’s all new to you and you don’t know if you’ll like who you’ll be

[agirlwhoneedsadvice]

you ever been in one of those mf moods, where you don’t really know what’s wrong but you still feel very irritated with everyone and everything??

[agirlwhoneedsadvice]

i hate that feeling when you’re really don‘t have any emotion. you feel so empty. you‘re not happy, you‘re not sad. you‘re just nothing.

[ashstfu]

i enjoy the simple things in life like sleeping, daydreaming, ignoring reality, listening to music, being delusional, recklessly spending my cash, being a disappointment to my family and eating fruits

[agirlwhoneedsadvice]

realizing i do everything alone and i’m okay with it . study alone. gym alone. hangout alone. eat alone. but sometimes i worry that i’m too antisocial and idk if i need to worry cuz still i’m okay with it.

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i failed as a student, i failed as a friend, i failed as a child, i failed as a person. no matter what i do, i always fail fail fail