Agony Of Despair

🩸 writer of emotionally damaged men 🩸 haunted & aroused 🩸 ⚔️ I got Kylux on my brain ⚔️

[agonyofdespair]

Cover reveal for Awaken, My Love.

A queer gothic vampire novel about desire, hunger, and a haunted castle that wants more than blood.

March 2026. Preorders open.

Cover by incomparable @itssteffnow

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My illustration for the @carefulrenzine (10th anniversary of Kylux!) I'm glad to be here after all these years ❤️

[itssteffnow]

The First Orders Rabid Cur

[agonyofdespair]

One Week (1920)

Project A II (1987)

[kyluxao3]

by Crylorenthe3rd

Kylo ren is pathetic and is in love with Hux which makes him more pathetic, thats pretty much the summary of this fic. Oh and Hux is cold and mean but also kind nice.

Words: 3103, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Ben Solo | Kylo Ren, Armitage Hux

Relationships: Armitage Hux/Kylo Ren, Armitage Hux/Ben Solo | Kylo Ren

Additional Tags: Possessive Behavior, Kylo Ren is a Menace, Armitage Hux is So Done, Brat Kylo Ren, Submissive Kylo Ren, Dominant Armitage Hux, Kylo Ren Loves Armitage Hux, Armitage Hux Loves Kylo Ren, But they’d NEVER admit it, Emotional Constipation, Fluff, ? - Freeform, Touch-Starved, Darth Tantrum and his Evil Space Ginger

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[drinkysketch]

Art request for @huxibitionism who wanted some Kylux domestic fluff 

[ilovemesomevincentprice]

Vincent Price in 1942

[lashketchup]

happy may the 4th here's my favorite trashcan of a ship 🖤🧡

done for the @carefulrenzine

[risachantag]

Hamm(let)ing it up.

One of these days, my partner’s going to figure out how dangerous it is to give me silly drawing ideas. =P

[laughableillusions]

Me with Frankenstein and Star Wars: BIG TALL MAN DID NOTHING WRONG!!!

[marielism]

kylo from memory

[viella-art]

AU where everything is the same except Kylo Ren wears the mask from Frank

(or things I do when I am incredibly bored at work)

[hysteric-boy]

Sex is great but have you considered hitting me as hard as you can

[agonyofdespair]

Did you know that Star Wars plays a pretty important role in the conception of Awaken My Love? My first comps were Star Wars x Anne Rice's Vampire Chronicles, which is why I made this collage last year.

If you read it, what part do you think might have been inspired by Star Wars?

[agonyofdespair]

I love Star Wars very much. It's one of my favourite things and a special interest of mine. Of course, I cosplayed different characters for the 20th and 10th Anniversaries last year.

Here is me as Anakin and Kylo Ren.

The last Kylo Ren photo truly cracks me up. I took that while waiting for my mom to come out of the museum. Channeled my best sad boy for this one.

May the 4th be with the gays and the freaks!

[agonyofdespair]

May the Fourth be with you all!

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