TW/ mentions of abortion, stillbirth, miscarriage
i was at a baby’s funeral once, at 16yrs old and that baby was full term, healthy and stillborn. it’s been 4 years since it happened and this baby’s mother, even after she had another healthy baby, still goes to therapy and takes medications for that trauma. she never forgot and she never will, the same as i’ll never forget that tiny white coffin i saw then.
if what this fucked up government just did happened in june i’d soon be on my way to another baby’s funeral, this time of one who would live for short few minutes in the hands of his mother and then pass from its genetic defects. this mother who had to make a decision to have a miscarriage (stillbirth if we go by rules outside of this country) in the middle of her second trimester is fighting with ptsd right now, it probably won’t be years until she’s ready to have another baby she’s wanted so much.
i cannot for the life of me imagine women being forced to birth and bury their children, not to mention care for ones that won’t ever be able to even give them a sign that they are in fact humans. what this fucked up country is trying to achieve will only result with less pregnancies, or what’s even more scary a lot of unsafe abortions, and women running away from this place.
i’m only 19teen but as a person who thinks that i may in fact like to have children in the future i cannot imagine being pregnant here, not to mention having and raising said children here. i have such a strong attachment to my family that i hardly ever considered leaving this place but i can’t allow myself to live in a country which takes away my basic rights as a woman.
i’ve been feeling so bad for the last few days, i don’t know why i’m making this post but quite frankly i feel like i need to say this
fuck poland that’s all.
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