in my east coast exile era @ahidell - Tumblr Blog

(no beers in) i could really go for a beer right now

lay in repose on the couch daydreaming abt spooning and other sick and disgusting fantasies i have regarding men and listening to scattered bird calls and the fleeting gleeful yells of the neighbors' children playing outside and fell asleep in my longing. as if day drunk, but successfully simulated without even a drop of wine

#lifepost

marsinsilk

i've aged a decade in the last two years

smeagles

can’t wait for whatever bullshit happens tomorrow #mybullshit

sharkapology

People do not give us (Brasil) enough credit for:

Our fucked up dolphins

Our fucked up porcupines

Our fucked up snakes

This

#thank u for everything brasil. i am fr incredibly grateful

hyper-ultra

THE FIGHT AGAINST MEANING CONTINUES

if i was presiDUNCE of the united states of ameriKKKa we would lowkey be having a jfk bay of pigs situation between myself and the Central Intelligence Agency re garding the psychological warfare efforts of their covert substack asset "Halimede"

#i would obviously be shot to death mercifully by a high powered rifle sniping from a skyscraper rooftop in san Francisco #not unlike the opening scene of clint eastwoods famed documentary “DIRTY HARRY”#posts that are bad #posts that aren't funny

c9x-deactivated20230223

An Art Nouveau silver & plated fairy lamp Moritz Hacker circa 1905

redlipstickresurrected

Sümeyra Yüce aka Sum de la Créme (Turkish, b. 1996, Osmaniye, Turkey) - Today is not my Day, 2022, Painting

thinking again abt tattoo idea of a small cursive "iwnbaw" (verbatim that, not the whole phrase) but instead of inner thighs, tailbone feels like the wayyy more obvious choice. i dont wear anything cropped...no one would rlly know outside of certain situations where it'd be extremely prominent

#NOT a sexual thing im not Like That (okay maybe a little but not the main reason)#i just rlly rlly hate myself so so so much #this is how i cope sorry. it's also what i deserve