I heard you wanted a war

Hi, my name's Ian. I'm a 32 year old gay asexual trans man (he/him) with a bunch of cats and quite a few problems, including ADHD, bipolar disorder, and chronic pain. AO3: Akanesi Been on T since 5th Feb 2019! \o/ Terfs/transmeds/exclusionists DNI

[aintgonnatakethis]

My name's Ian, I'm 32, gay, asexual (aegosexual), aromantic, and a binary trans man. My pronouns are he/him. Occasional NSFW posts are tagged #nsft. I'm happy to tag pretty much anything, just ask. 👍

I write fanfiction on AO3 under the name Akanesi, mostly for Stargate. My "rules" for fandom are: 1. Write whatever you want. 2. Always tag your work correctly. 3. Don't like don't read. 4. Do not harass people.

I started Testosterone on 5th Feb 2019, got top surgery on 9th Nov 2022, and a hysterectomy on 9th Feb 2024. I'm happy to answer questions about any part of the process.

My top surgery experience First 2 weeks of recovery 3 week post op appointment and photos 4 month post op photos and discussion of complications 7 month post op photos and further discussion My hysterectomy experience

I'm an inclusionist, in all areas of the Queer and LGBTQIA+ communities. Lateral violence only helps our oppressors. On that note, I won't play any form of oppression olympics. We're all suffering and must stand together. Unity and solidarity are the only answers.

[iridescentdepths]

Anyway everyone shut up and start being vocal about trans men's rights to reproductive care. The amount of trans men and mascs I've talked to who are horribly mistreated and abused in OBGYN offices is so fucked. Listen and care about us.

[maxxie-or-smth]

what's a little sadomasochism between friends

[shittttyproblems]

are u going to make it weird or do i have to??

[starlitsecrets]

Remember when joining fandom as a younger person meant lurking for a bit and figuring out the vibe and etiquette instead of coming in on day one and calling people weirdos for liking weirdo shit in the weirdo factory.

[all-my-simpings]

Friend: Don't you want to have a romance?

Me: I'm good, I have romance at home.

Romance I have at home:

[cheaphalloweencostume]

what are any of you ever fucking talking about

[blignick]

[desultory-suggestions]

Forgive yourself for struggling with shame. For making choices you regret. For avoiding situations you wish you hadn’t. You can grow from here if you release the past from your grip and shelve it as a lesson.

[luck-system-shenanigans]

i feel like im a weird age where i got just a blurry glimpse at the world Before. it used to be cold in the mornings and websites had fun games and the search results showed you what you searched for. covid wasn't a thing. can anybody fucking hear me. did i dream it all????

[thestorieswesay]

In a show full of parallels, this one has got to be my favorite one!

[thestorieswesay]

—Jeanette Winterson, Lighthousekeeping

[thestorieswesay]

The Right Kind of Pilot

Fandom: Stargate Universe Characters: Everett Young, Nicholas Rush Relationships: Nicholas Rush/Everett Young Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Science Fiction, Alternate Universe - Historical, Apollo 13 NASA Mission, (yes it's a sci-fi AU of a sci-fi series). (just... go with it), (Young's trapped on a broken spaceship), (but not that one)

"Why is it me, sitting here in this tin can?" He asks finally, one thumb still resting lightly on the radio receiver as he continues, "Why not you instead? We should be sending our best up here, not… me."

"You're doing well enough with what you have." It's the first time Rush has ever complimented him.

He shakes his head even though he is alone. "But, seriously, haven't you… why aren't you the one up here right now?"

Rush exhales, a shaky, half-laugh. "Trust me, I'd love to. But there are… physical considerations…" He trails off awkwardly, voice more than a little sad.

"I see," Young says quietly.

"No, you don't," Rush snaps, and then falls silent for a moment before adding, "…But you will."

[aintgonnatakethis]

..................oh

[f4therlesssss]

fool me once that’s not very nice why would you do that to me

[lovetechnique]

me at any point in time: I have got to listen to more music I have got to watch more movies I have got to read more books I have got t

[perplexingly]

carefully replaces all the religious guilt with religious horniness (feeling horny from violating religious standards)