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18+ My work often features themes such as BDSM, non- and dub-con, relationships with a large age difference, abusive and toxic relationships, etc.

You can tag me and message me even if we are not mutual followers. And I'm not very good at remembering nicknames (I'm trying, tho). Basically, my point is that even though I follow people I like, that doesn't mean I don't like you if I don't follow you. I'd still be happy to chat or whatever.

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My original 18+ comic Heartless Affection My art (drawings & fanfics) Tag for my OCs: #akelan_oc

Bsky: ak-elan.bsky.social AO3: Ak_elan

My main BG3 project: The Great Empire (Russian Empire/USSR AU)

The pre-game life story of Enver Gortash, but the action takes place at the beginning of the 20th century in the middle of the Russian Empire in the ethnically mixed Volga region. Penniless Sally and Dravo Flymm sold their unwanted child Enver to a distant, wealthy relative. It seemed the boy would have a better life under the wing of successful businessman Raphael, who decided to raise the boy as his heir due to the lack of his own children. But of course, everything is not as rosy as it might seem at first glance.

Gasper Throaks Lore

I'm taking commissions!

>>Terms and conditions<< SFW & NSFW Feel free to ask if you have any questions.

thegranddezine

Who stands before me?

Ah, true to your word, you have returned to us. We have awaited thee... one who may understand the recesses of the obscure, the macabre, and the wholly dark. Whom we may bestow a most munificent offer.

Come closer, fear not.

Our calling is not for priggish souls. No, it is for the amalgamation of the debauched and disturbed. I see now how you crave that, how you writhe to shape it. How your hands can help build it. That feeble mind that will not end, that defies restraint. Hm?

All I ask is that you give into desire, to not pretend you do not yearn for this. Set your name upon the form. Step into the night. I see now you were never meant to remain small and unseen. Yes, yes, you were meant for The Grand deZine.

Let us make you into something…eternal. Sign the contract

akelan

Application to the Grand DeZine is open!

prokopetz

"Toxic yuri" is a very context-dependent term because half the people using it are clearly picturing some sort of subtle psychological warfare and the other half seem to be describing the girl version of whatever is going on between Batman and the Joker.

randomomensandportents

Farevalee9s on Instagram

waterdeepwhiskey

maurlim

Draw me like one of your Waterdeep girls~

unaarista

uhhh.... fem Blurg. Blurginia? She's still just Blurg to me

fassina

6,500 words, Enver Gortash/Wisteria Jannath, pre-canon. May-December relationship, cw references to sexual violence. M.

When she was young she would have been the centre of a room like this. She was known for the tasteful settings of her balls, the fabulous centrepieces that celebrated the different craftsmen of Baldur’s Gate, the foods imported from far-off shores and, of course, dresses that were made from the finest of fabrics. She would buy out the entire stock so that none would be able to wear the same as her, and hoarded the second-best fabrics too, just in case. The stores at the estate were overflowing with moth-ridden velvets and heavy brocade, decades wearing them into thin thread.

When she was young she was the most celebrated debut of her season. Her first night in society she had offers from Lord Jannath and Lord Whitburn, though she did not give her answers so soon. No, much more fun to let the season run and see if their intentions were serious. She had further offers from Rillyn for either of his nephews after her turn in the emerald green velvet that made her red hair shine like sunlight, and she was lucky to maintain his good favour personally after she pointed out that the best bet was, after all, to become a Jannath. After all, if there was anything Machil knew, it was the importance of good investments.

When she was young the whole world seemed so full of promise. She looks around at the debuts this season. The young Rillyn heiress Yvandre, fair of face and hard as iron, Merrigold Hlath, who unfortunately takes after her father rather than her lovely mother, and that awful Provoss girl Penelope, the second-youngest with a face like a piglet and an ill-advised laugh. None of the girls these days knew what it was to be the head of a house. To be sure, Yvandre and Merrigold were smart women, women she saw great potential in. But it was one thing to be shrewd at business, good fighters, strong investors. A good Patriar should be all of those things, but there is something more, something that should be beyond the teaching of sums and swordplay, and unfortunately she saw little of that in their generation at all.

Read it on Ao3.

vamptits

a lot of men that people online are obsessed with calling daddy are one 'good boy' away from shattering their knees on the ground forgetting their names and panting like dogs. it has to be said.

lizah-aart

She may be a heretic but she makes a mean matcha.

meanbossart

This yoga lesson is about to get very... In-depth.

From page 8 of my Jaheira/Durge comic, Unordinary Circumstances 🌿

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tallnerdapollo

I haven’t posted here in years BUT if yall like Baldurs Gate 3, here are some shots from my recent Wyll Cosplay shoot with Dan (@/toodaneasy on Instagram)

For more of my cosplays and WIP progress updates (currently working on Wyll’s horns) follow me on my more used socials! All links here⬇️

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mein-liebling

Edit of noblestalk cutscene that allows you to remember Gortash instead of butler

durgetashes, another mod for you

xgwengar

I thought you had to die to find something so out of the ordinary

whoreiaki-kakyoin

I love you, writers who start chaptered fics and run out of steam or hit writer’s block before you finish. I love you, writers who get asked for part 2 of a fic and flat out say no. I love you, writers who set aside projects if they become a chore or if you’re feeling more pressure than enjoyment. I love you, writers who let themselves be human and have limits and get tired. I love you, writers who set clear boundaries and expectations and don’t allow themselves to be pressured or guilted. I love you, writers who struggle with burnout, writers who haven’t written in a long time, writers who wonder if they’re even “allowed” to still call themselves writers (you are ❤️).

I love you, writers who have health issues or are struggling with personal issues and don’t have it in you to write right now. I love you, writers who gained a following for one type of fic and have since moved onto something else. I love you, writers who have more unfinished drafts than they can count on one hand and who know that they don’t have plans to ever revisit some of them. I love you, writers who share the things that you create, even when you get rude comments for switching fandoms or writing less frequently or posting about things that aren’t writing (especially then).

I love you, writers who put themselves out there and post their work publicly, who keep creating despite doubts, and I love you, writers who have stepped back from writing and don’t know when they’ll be back. You’re doing great. You’re appreciated. You deserve to take pride in your writing and to create the things you like.