DOVE.

PEACE IS NOT GIVEN. IT IS EARNED.

[aktinovolia]

gonna write here, maybe post a plotting call. i miss dawn 

[frostminded]

i   will    always    be    queen.   

frostminded. helen.

[ariachni-deactivated20190622]

reinforcements,   huh   ??

                                        that’s   cool.

               MOMMA CAN DO THIS ALL DAMNED DAY !

[aktinovolia]

P A T R I A E T G L O R I A

                ❝ Here, let me get that for you.  ❞ It was a habit he never had the opportunity to pick up, given the asthma of his early years and then his inability to become addicted to anything post-serum, but he could understand, especially following the organized high society chaos inside. Gently pulling the lighter from the woman’s hands, before cupping the small flame from the night’s air to light the cigarette.

                Smile mirroring her own, Steve gripped her hand with his, pushing back the unbidden, unconscious thought of how small her hand and wrist were compared to his own.  ❛   Captain Steve Rogers. It’ll be our secret, promise. Is there not someone inside missing you though, Ms. District Attorney?    ❜

             acrylic-adorned   fingers   pinched   the   cigarette,  smoke   released    through   pursed   lips.   it   poured   into   the   air   slowly,   a   ribbon   forming   for  a  moment   before   dissipating   around   her.    her    world   slowed   slightly,   a   brief   moment   of   respite   through   the   chaos   of   the   night.   

             ––––––––    ❛   oh,   I’m   sure   my   mother   is   tearing   around   in   there   looking   for   me   right   now.   i’m   far   past   my   limit   for   wining   and   dining   the   bureaucracy,   though.    she   can   wait   till   i’ve   regained   some    semblance   of   my   sanity.   ❜   gaze   bounced   from   the   sparkling   skyline   to   the   railing   that   she   leaned   on,   until   finally   landing   on   him.  ❛   what   about   you,   Captain   Rogers  ??   i’m   sure  that   the   military   brass   is   already   trying   to   list   you   as   AWOL.   ❜

[aktinovolia]

hm im back here hello

[leneemusing]

Queen Lyrics Memes

“  mind you grow a little wiser, little better each day.  ” “  give me everything i need, to feed my body and my soul.  ” “  i just think i’m two steps nearer to my grave. ” “  keep yourself alive. ” “  yesterday, my life was in ruin.  ” “  anyway, i should be doing alright. ” “  wouldn’t you like to know?  ” “  now what did i tell you?  ” “  would you like to see?  ” “  show me.  ” “  don’t believe all you read in the bible.  ” “  no, i’m not gonna tell you what you already know.  ” “  why can’t you see it  ” “  look what they’ve done to me, i cannot run, i cannot hide.  ” “  won’t you let me in?  ” “  nobody believes me. ” “  why don’t they leave me alone?  ” “  you know you’ll never leave me.  ” “  please, will you direct me in the right way?  ” “  listen, are you gonna listen?  ” “  i’m gonna keep you till your dying day.  ” “  liar, they bring you down before you begin.  ” “  when i was young it came to me.  ” “  once i believed in everyone.  ” “  once i could see the good in me.  ” “  now all the world is grey to me.  ” “  the night comes down and i get afraid of losing my way.  ” “  and it’s dark again.  ” “  well you know what i mean.  ” “  but it’s over now and that’s all.  ” “  the world expects a man to just buckle down and shovel shit.  ” “  will you lead us all the same?  ” “  pardon me i have to get away.  ” “  well, i traveled around the world.  ” “  i’ve been there before, a long time ago.  ” “  i’m no trouble.  ” “  i bring thunder and lightening.  ” “  i’ve come to save you.  ” “  let me take you to the river.  ” “  that’s all i’ve got to say.  ”

[juliadorable-deactivated2020120]

this is so painfully relatable

[aktinovolia]

hey kids

[warlassoed-gone]

HIATUS NOTICE

whew !!  my second hiatus in two weeks? who am i becoming. anyways. this blog and my others will be on a week long hiatus. why, you ask? i’m going to madrid to see my exchange student, and my friend in paris!!!! i’m so excited. i’m gonna bring my laptop so i might be able to get a few things in, but probably not. i will attempt to queue things so that there’s some semblance of activity. can’t be havin y’all forget me. 

the hiatus will be from 3/10-3/17. i’ll be on tomorrow to do the queue things and wreak general havoc on the dash

[warlassoed-gone]

HIATUS NOTICE

whew !!  my second hiatus in two weeks? who am i becoming. anyways. this blog and my others will be on a week long hiatus. why, you ask? i’m going to madrid to see my exchange student, and my friend in paris!!!! i’m so excited. i’m gonna bring my laptop so i might be able to get a few things in, but probably not. i will attempt to queue things so that there’s some semblance of activity. can’t be havin y’all forget me. 

the hiatus will be from 3/10-3/17. i’ll be on tomorrow to do the queue things and wreak general havoc on the dash

[warlassoed-gone]

HIATUS NOTICE

whew !!  my second hiatus in two weeks? who am i becoming. anyways. this blog and my others will be on a week long hiatus. why, you ask? i’m going to madrid to see my exchange student, and my friend in paris!!!! i’m so excited. i’m gonna bring my laptop so i might be able to get a few things in, but probably not. i will attempt to queue things so that there’s some semblance of activity. can’t be havin y’all forget me. 

the hiatus will be from 3/10-3/17. i’ll be on tomorrow to do the queue things and wreak general havoc on the dash

[aktinovolia]

i actually had a dream that dawn was being given her powers in titans season 2

[aktinovolia]

#Positivity Protocol! 😄💙☀️ Send this to ten muns who you think portray their muses so damn well and are just generally awesome!

hHUUUHHHH HF H F  i LOVE you

[aktinovolia]

should i change my url to either dawnheld or peaceordered

[aktinovolia]

P A T R I A E T G L O R I A

HE HAD BEEN OUT OF THE ICE FOR YEARS NOW AND HE STILL HATED THESE THINGS. Everything about these events seemed to be designed to test the patience of the Captain, teeth gritting together to remain polite and cordial. Stark had sent him as an ambassador to this charity event and if he had to listen to just ONE MORE financier talk about how war was romantic —— Steve had thought it best for everyone involved that he step out.

                 The cool night’s air had been a balm for his temper, sipping on the bottled water as he leaned against the rail. So lost in his thoughts, that he’d not noticed his new companion until the click of the lighter brought him back. With a small smile, he turned to the fair haired woman, ❛    Did you need to make take a break from inside too?    ❜

                    a   short   ‘ ha  ’,  muffled   slightly   by   the   cigarette   between    pursed   lips.   hands   continued   to   fiddle   with   the   lighter,   the   tick   repeating   over   and   over,   but   never   holding   a   flame   long   enough.   pinched   between   her   fingers,   she   lowered   the   cigarette   from    her   mouth,    a   small  sigh   following   suit.    ––––––––   ❛   more   than   you   know.    but,   so   far,   my   break   isn’t   working   out   too   well   either.   ❜

                    she   extended   her   free   hand   to   him,   a   soft   smile   upon   her   features.   ––––––––   ❛   dawn   granger,   DA  of   Gotham   City.   If   you   run   into   my   mom,   don’t   tell   her   i’m   smoking.   ❜  

[aktinovolia]

me waiting for miss dawn granger to be in rebirth

[aktinovolia]

dawn represses most of the trauma that she has experienced, starting from a very young age. after she became dove during the terrorist attack, she became deeply depressed and dealt with severe ptsd for a number of years afterwards. this caused her to begin binge drinking in college, before she met hank, and eventually led to her being hospitalized for alcohol poisoning. it’s also when she began smoking, heavily. after her hospitalization, she quit drinking entirely out of the fear of returning to alcoholism. though she managed to cut back on her smoking, she never truly quit. 

after hank and holly both died, and hank subsequently returning, she had a brief relapse, but kept it to herself. since then, she has been relying more and more on smoking to keep her nerves in check, though she hates it. large crowds are often what spikes her anxiety, as it reminds her of the terrorist attack. she rarely speaks of the attack or the deaths of her sister and partner, and often suffers from depressive periods and infrequent ptsd attacks.