i have a wish for saezuru 49. (PS: this post is spoilery.)
i hope yashiro gets doumeki back to his place and they have a real talk and yashiro lets doumeki in and doumeki holds him tenderly and kisses him like a parched man in the desert.
then i hope they have slow, steamy (100 percent consensual) sex with yashiro pressed against the wall, long legs wrapped around doumeki’s hips and arms pulling him so close they can’t tell where skin meets skin.
after that, i want doumeki to confess too, to tell yashiro he’s been in the yakuza because he wanted to be part of yashiro’s world and how he’s been waiting for four years.
next scene, i want them to have more emotionally intense sex, with doumeki laying flat on his back while yashiro rides him, taking full control of the pace and moving torturously slow, grinding his hips as he studies every facet of doumeki’s stoic facade shatter. i want him to realize he’s not lost any of his sexual power just because he doesn’t want it rough anymore. i need him to learn how unbelievably thrilling it is to have someone as strong as doumeki at his mercy, how drawing out groans and hisses and whispered words of love from doumeki is also a kind of security for that little boy who still needs protection.
then, after they go at it on every flat surface in yashiro’s flat, i would like them to fucking cuddle and take a shower together in the morning, followed by doumeki teaching yashiro how to cook breakfast. no one leaving the other behind. just two lovers, finding solace and sanctuary in one another in the violent world around them.
oh yeah: by every flat surface, i also mean sex against that huge window in yashiro’s flat so the whole city can see how in love these two idiots are. kamiya will probably get horny and verrrry curious.
