K-28 Sleepheart

Free Palestine 🇵🇸 | Chessie | She/It | 25 | Transsexual and Trainsgender | Lesbian | Anarchist | if you would like a steamier experience, my NSFW sideblogs is @locomotivegirlfirebox

[alco-luvr]

A steam locomotive is a type of doll

[alco-luvr]

This one is also a type of doll, but it repeats itself

[sailatina3]

[faeren985]

you wouldn't get the point of this image if it shot you in the head

[villainessbian]

TMEs wouldn't get the point of this image if it shot US in the head

[tamamoland-with-a-gun]

[coffinsandroses]

awawa

[coffinsandroses]

awawa

[pjharvey-moved-deactivated20250]

tumblr is so funny within my mutual circle ppl will be like cannibalism as a metaphor for sex is honestly so overdone 🙄 like it’s not even transgressive anymore it’s just vanilla atp 🙄 and then you go a little too far outside that circle and people are trigger tagging memes about infidelity

[estrogenized-valerie]

me, to my roommates: cnc is vanilla, practically everyone i've ever fucked has been into cnc. incest is also just something that everyone is into, it's basically the #1 porn search category. i'm a little embarrassed about how normal my kinks are, since the weirdest shit i'm into is basically knifeplay and bloodplay and intox...

my roommates:

[sapropel]

Apolitically killing bandits and savages in my video game with no messages

[diet-poison]

asked the skyrim bandits why they were living in a cave and they explained the war effort has buried the economy so they can't find work and lost their homes. I use my shout to blast them across the cave and find a preeeetty nice sword among their belongings

[orthusisintheforest]

Hi this reminds me of the skyrim quest I always think about constantly.

It happens during the whole vampire questline. It's not related to vampires. I may misremember details so forgive me for that. But you have to go through old dwemer ruins and you meet the last living snow elf in Skyrim. You know, the snow elves. Who were enslaved by the dwemer and went blind and feral and still live in the ruins long after the dwemer are gone. The falmer is what they're called now. Here's the last one who's in their original form.

And oh hey, to get to where you need to go you have to take a path that's an old snow elf coming of age rite of passage. And he's going to take you through it and you're going to learn about this dead culture, this culture that was killed.

And now you've got what you came for and there's one way out. Now that you've learned what the falmer used to be, where they came from, what was lost because of the dwemer enslaving them, you have to go through a falmer village.

It's a narrow canyon lined with huts. There's no way to avoid it, in order to get through you have to kill them. They attack you because that's what they do to people invading their territory. You're invading their village. You have to kill them or they'll kill you. It's the only way out. You feel terrible.

If you stop to loot one of the huts on your way out you'll find a book full of unreadable text. Take it to the winterhold college and give it to the librarian and he'll tell you that it's a remarkable find because it's evidence that falmer have retained intelligence. They're not just mindless feral monsters. They have this book, they've kept this book even though they can't see. They have a culture. Maybe they still remember what happened to them. Maybe that's why they're so mad.

You just killed so many of them. You're going to have to kill many more.

Anyway.

Video game with no messages.

[analog-delight]

Mario when he forgets his inhaler: "Oh! Miasma!"

[analog-delight]

I said this out loud to my gf and started with "Italian Mario" which is just. normal Mario

[spiribia]

we do need to revisit the wording of "you can't have your cake and eat it too" because i don't think it clearly enough conveys that it's more that you can't simultaneously retain a cake and also get to consume it (which would render you cakeless). for years i was like But why not....it's my cake....?

[ferrettoy]

this fucking problem is how they caught the unabomber

[m0thmancore]

hey you should uh. elaborate. for my own personal satisfaction

[ferrettoy]

the unabomber was pedantic about idiomatic phrases like "have your cake and eat it too" and rephrased it to "eat your cake and have it too" (which to be very fair makes sense). fast forward to when he starts writing manifestos. he uses the phrase word for word in his pedantic style and his brother (who has been keeping his eyes on the unabomber shit for obvious reasons) notices the phrase and is like "oh fuck that's my fucking brother no one else fucking says that" and calls in an FBI tip

[tetrafelino]

Well you can't deliberately speak in a way nobody else does and also stay anonymous you know. Can't eat your cake and have it too.

[firem4ge]

It’s so fucking irritating how testosterone will irrevocably destroy your body. Your voice is damaged forever. You grow hair that takes thousands to correct. That’s not even counting the bone changes that you either can’t correct or need surgery to correct. Your life is just harder because of testosterone forever. You’re not even allowed to complain about it.

[heleth-taxior]

had a full blown panic attack at work today and broke down crying on the floor and it might cost me my job and it definitely fucked my body up cause my blood pressure and pulse have been close to dangerously high all day. never done this before but really need some money to make sure i can make bills this month since i'm probably going to have to go to the doctor now. if you can help it would mean the world, if not please help me get more eyes on this.

thank you. ca:$loreboundWitch

[heleth-taxior]

got info from the doctors office and now know how much the appointment will cost and so now we technically have a goal:

$6/$165

again, anything helps and please help me get more eyes on this. and thank you to the person who donated already. means the world.

[heleth-taxior]

now in the er, full cadriac panel, please help if ypu can i have no savings and libe paycheck to paycheck.

[heleth-taxior]

home from the er. did not have a heart attack but have been prescribed blood pressure medication and anxiety medication. both of which are gonna cut into money meant for bills this month so again anything helps even just more eyes on the post. thank you all so much.

$6/$165

[heleth-taxior]

ca: $loreboundWitch

[heleth-taxior]

still at only $6 and just got the er bills. please help if you can, may still be getting fired too, job won't tell us one way or the other.

ca: $loreboundWitch

[heleth-taxior]

up to $17, thank you so much.

ca: $loreboundWitch

[heleth-taxior]

now up to $67/~$2000

thank you all so much, every dollar is a weight lifted from our mind. please keep this circulating and if you are able to donate please do. your support through this health ordeal means the world.

ca: $loreboundWitch

[alco-luvr]

Holy shit that amougus show is bad. Like bad doesn't cover it.

[alco-luvr]

Like truly the most unfunny shit I've ever watched. Nearly none of the jokes land, and the ones that do get the most minor smile. The characters are all unlikable. The joking about capitalism is the most surface level shit, there's nothing there, it just slides off. It's dreadful. We've watched 40 minutes of it and it was 40 minutes too many. There wasn't even much to riff on it was so unfunny.

[alco-luvr]

And like, we didn't do after episode 1, we wanted to give it the full streaming shake and watch the first three. And it never got funny! It's just baffling

[mapleejay]

does anyone else think about how brave all their friends are and get really emotional about it

[mapleejay]

I'm glad everyone is alive rn

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

there's something to be had with the USAmerican taboo around discussing money, the fact that women weren't allowed to have bank accounts without a male signatory until 1974, and gen X women. her mom didn't tell her how bad it was, she was totally fucking unprepared, and I (tranny) am just utterly fucked by the misogyny-affected game of telephone.

I get why my mom wouldn't have known to tell anybody that her dad didn't legally consider her to be a person, but fuck. little warning next time.

we're somehow supposed to ignore that this has been happening everywhere forever. did your grandmother have even the pretense of an ability to leave your dumbass grandpa?

make this obvious to everyone at the next family gathering, but don't think of yourself as the asshole here. make everyone equitably comfortable. kick over the deep fryer <3

[queermystic]

Please Help us Survive the Summer

Hi there again. I'm Casi. I'm a disabled Enby who is the only caregiver for my elderly disabled mother, and we're Homeless.

Mom is 70yrs old and has chronic bronchitis and arthritis and Mobility issues, and I'm chronically ill and multiply disabled myself. Where we live has already had multiple days of 105°F (40°C) temperatures throughout the Spring, its gonna be a hot summer. We cannot be on the Streets.

I have us in a Hotel because its the safest option for us. We have no family that can put us up for even a night and while I'm always on the lookout for outreach groups and programs we might qualify for, at this point we're on our own.[ and incredibly grateful for all the kind and generous support to help us through]

But the rates have gone up to Summer Prices which will make things a little more difficult than they already are. The Current rate is $98.30 a day / $688.03 a Week.

Moms Social Security is our only stable income apart from donations and my Redbubble and Ko-Fi shops where I sell my art. I've been looking for stable work but its always been a joke that there "more people than jobs" in this town and that's even truer now than ever, and without any transportation I can't even do Odd Jobs or Gigwork.[cant doordash on foot, can't to yardwork on the other side of town if I cant get myself there and back safely etc...]

Moms income will only cover 12 days of the month, and that's without putting any of that towards Meds or Groceries. We do get $290 SNAP/Food Stamps, on the 9th, but with the prices of everything between absofuckinglutly ridiculous, that too, only goes so far.

Literally Any Amount of Help would be incredibly appreciated. Really and Truly.

PayPal // Ko-Fi / Redbubble

[harsh-noise]

Every time I walk against the wind in a flowy skirt I get so embarrassed. Hello world here's my dick outline. Not a pervert but here is my dick outline.

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

did your doctor tell you that finasteride/dutasteride is a testosterone blocker? it is not, you were lied to, they do virtually nothing to block testosterone.

I'm sorry that this is so common, if you're using Folx (or an equivalent) they all have some kind of "request a new provider" (say this phrase to the customer service representative) process. I know that starting with a new person is hard, but this is a huge red flag. I want you to have someone that doesn't make you read tumblr posts and evaluate the color of their flag.

the short explanation is that those drugs lower your levels of dihydrotestosterone. your doctor thinks that, since DHT is (genuinely true, deeply oversimplified) responsible for a lot of masculinization, blocking DHT will be enough.

the primary problem here is that your doctor is trying to alleviate your gender dysphoria, not help you more closely resemble the woman you want to be.

the secondary problem is that your doctor thinks medicine is a solved science. the longer explanation is that 5-alpha reductase inhibitors are poorly-understood despite the fact that they're the most common form of gender-affirming medication prescribed to cis people.

how much research do you think exists on their efficacy for trans women? yep.

your estrogen and testosterone levels matter. it's not as simple as "more E is good, less T is also good", but if your doctor made you feel like the numbers don't matter and you should let them worry about it? you need a new doctor.

I won't describe the different ways I've felt at different estrogen/testosterone levels, but I can. the difference is large. will your doctor let you find out for yourself?

if not: they work for you. you pay them. fire your doctor

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

I worry that I made too fine a point when I said "your doctor is trying to alleviate your gender dysphoria, not help you more closely resemble the woman you want to be"

bluntly, your doctor is trying to help you become Diet Man. a "feminine man". find someone who can help you become the woman you were always meant to be.

at the absolute maximum, $80 will buy you a vial that equates to 2 years of effective HRT

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

trans men get prescribed testosterone and (if they bring it up, doctors fail the boys slightly less but still fail them deeply) finasteride/dutasteride to prevent Male Pattern Baldness.

princess, why is your doctor telling you that the same drug they give trans men to prevent baldness is a T blocker? do they tell that to trans men?

Folx costs $300/year.

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

did your doctor tell you that finasteride/dutasteride is a testosterone blocker? it is not, you were lied to, they do virtually nothing to block testosterone.

I'm sorry that this is so common, if you're using Folx (or an equivalent) they all have some kind of "request a new provider" (say this phrase to the customer service representative) process. I know that starting with a new person is hard, but this is a huge red flag. I want you to have someone that doesn't make you read tumblr posts and evaluate the color of their flag.

the short explanation is that those drugs lower your levels of dihydrotestosterone. your doctor thinks that, since DHT is (genuinely true, deeply oversimplified) responsible for a lot of masculinization, blocking DHT will be enough.

the primary problem here is that your doctor is trying to alleviate your gender dysphoria, not help you more closely resemble the woman you want to be.

the secondary problem is that your doctor thinks medicine is a solved science. the longer explanation is that 5-alpha reductase inhibitors are poorly-understood despite the fact that they're the most common form of gender-affirming medication prescribed to cis people.

how much research do you think exists on their efficacy for trans women? yep.

your estrogen and testosterone levels matter. it's not as simple as "more E is good, less T is also good", but if your doctor made you feel like the numbers don't matter and you should let them worry about it? you need a new doctor.

I won't describe the different ways I've felt at different estrogen/testosterone levels, but I can. the difference is large. will your doctor let you find out for yourself?

if not: they work for you. you pay them. fire your doctor

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

I worry that I made too fine a point when I said "your doctor is trying to alleviate your gender dysphoria, not help you more closely resemble the woman you want to be"

bluntly, your doctor is trying to help you become Diet Man. a "feminine man". find someone who can help you become the woman you were always meant to be.

at the absolute maximum, $80 will buy you a vial that equates to 2 years of effective HRT

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

trans men get prescribed testosterone and (if they bring it up, doctors fail the boys slightly less but still fail them deeply) finasteride/dutasteride to prevent Male Pattern Baldness.

princess, why is your doctor telling you that the same drug they give trans men to prevent baldness is a T blocker? do they tell that to trans men?

Folx costs $300/year.

[prokopetz]

Frankly, I don't buy the theory that the repeated sweeping deletions of trans women's blogs have principally been the product of bad-faith mass reporting campaigns abusing automated moderation. I've been falsely mass-reported before, on multiple occasions, and nothing's ever come of it. Someone is pulling that trigger.