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[This account is officially closed due to technical difficulties.] Alt acc: @lovingvaughn Artist | Author 19 | Ace | He/Him Zeyn_Syre Era: LovingClue Enjoyer

[alexanderleeofficial]

Wanna read long oneshots of Zeyn_Syre Fanfics? (Especifically, LovingClue) Don't worry, I got you 😎🤝

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#alexanderleeofficial's zeyn syre analysis

(Analysis for Zeyn_Syre Lores! In case you didn't understand the Lore drop/wants to see an Analysis that approves your own theories or would like to connect and theorize with me, You can see it right here!)

#alexanderleeofficial's commentary

(Random comments that may come as serious or just witty/funny. Could be a very short analysis too, or just a snarky comment that I have in mind.)

#alexanderleeofficial's fics and headcanons

(Mostly LovingClue! These are fics and headcanons I have that feeds your delusions xD are you a LovingClue shipper? You might want to check this out then.)

#alexanderleeofficial's RP account

(This is an In-character roleplay! My username suggests it all! I'm meant to be an RP of Alexander, and so! I'll act in accordance of it! So if you have any questions to Alexander, You can ask away in the ask box! Who knows? Maybe he'll answer~)

#alexanderleeofficial's warmth and heat au

An accidental fic from an ask started by @comfyhoodies lol. It was meant to be a headcanon that turned to a oneshot small fic that turned to a by chapters-like oneshot-format. It'll have more chapters coming out soon, too. So look out for them!

#Evans_Villainous: My Lover's Importance

(And this, is a very significant tag to me. Because this is a gift tag for my significant other—my parallel, my museum, and my rarest treasure. Like the color that compliments my life, and the beauty in everything I see. My favorite song and poetry. For My lover, @kilmercollinz because you deserve your own light in my world. I love you, precious darling.

- All and ever yours, Evans. )

[alexanderleeofficial]

So, it looks like Ethan wearing his boyfriend's clothes in public is possibly canon if we're assuming the red brown hoodie in the Reveal is Christian's.

If LovingClue became canon and Ethan ever managed to go out into public again, I can just feel the pride and possessiveness from Xander. Also, I feel like I see a lot of focus on how sweet Xander is in romance, which, yes, definitely. But it's rare for people to point out the possessiveness he displayed in a few vids. (It did come from projecting on Ethan but listen, this man is possessive and I stand by it. When he loves someone, that love is gonna encompass them) I used to theorize that was why Zeyn didn't want Xander to get with Christian even though we know he would not even try to stand in between the siblings. Like the fear of the possible change in dynamics because Xander is so strongly loving.

Also, I find it hilarious how Ethan looks so small next to Xander and Christian because he is not actually short, those two are just really tall. You just tilt your head up and up and up 😆

Congrats Anon! You're the last ask in my ask box 🥲 (I'll answer your ask in my alt account I promise-)

But At the very last! Thank you for all the LovingClue asks you gave me! I really appreciate them til'the very end. But! This account is reaching its rotting point (lol) due to technical difficulties. Add me on @lovingvaughn for it x')

I know I sound like a broken tape recorder for repeating the same things all over again- but I really don't want to lose anything in this account LMAO- so please forgive me- Thank you at the very least!

[alexanderleeofficial]

I will DIE for you to make a MurderLoving version of your "genetic-wise" children. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I NEED A XANDER X CHRIS VERSION OF IT!!! PLEASE!!! 🙇🏽‍♀️

- 🩵❤️

On it! 🫡 (idek if y'all still want it at this point LMAOOOO)

[alexanderleeofficial]

-looks at ask pointing out "K" is actually "X"-

-looks at your pet names fic-

...

Hey, Ethan. He clearly uses "Xander" for official business. Time to start calling him that more often. I'm sure you can handle the consequences. I'm sure it'll be fine.

... I have a feeling that short fic will receive a part 2... I just can't pinpoint when or how... (lmao I'll write it on my Alt Account I promise- 🥲)

[alexanderleeofficial]

I'm petty so I like imagining Christian fuming because Ethan is wearing Xander's clothes. I will be petty on my favorite character's behalf. Self-sacrificial characters deserve to have someone be petty if they won't do it themselves.

I will also be petty for Xander, but if he keeps up this backbone, I probably won't have too lol. He can't be the best guardian if he won't plant his feet down and refuse to move when it really comes down to it. (Not including the Betrayal arc because Samuel Syre is a force of nature in the Zeyn Syre universe and getting in his way is a really bad idea. Honestly, Ethan yelling at Samuel Syre in the video is just more proof of his lack of self-preservation when it comes to his loved ones.)

Ahem. Ahem. Mic check, Mic Check.

Just wanna let y'all know I'm gonna ANSWER this with a fic (not in this account anymore unfortunately FUCK-) and this whole Hoodie AU will get its own fic- follow me on @lovingvaughn if you wanna see how this one will turn out (I already got it in my writing board holy shxt calm down- I FUCKING LOVE THIS IDEA SO MUCH U SWEAR I HATE NOT BEING ABLE TO ANSWER THEM HERE AGHHHHHH-)

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Introduction:

``When a reader aspires to be a writer, All the other authors rejoice. For another creative soul is revived from its cage called society.``

- Vaughn Villainous

Get to know me better!

• Name: Vaughn Villainous

• Age: 19

• Hobbies: Reading, Writing, Drawing (Mostly fics)

• Fandom(s): Zeyn_Syre, Creepypasta, SIG Games (Most Preferably DeadPlate, Married in Red)

• Wattpad: Villainize_me

• Ao3: Villainize_me

• Favorite Zeyn_Syre Character: (1st) Alexander Lee, (2nd) Blake Novak, (3rd) Ethan Collins

• Work(s): Zeyn_Syre Lore Analysis, QnA Analysis, Fics, Headcanons, and Arts. Proofs of work are posted in my old account: @alexanderleeofficial

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[alexanderleeofficial]

AHHHH FINALLY! I'M ABLE TO MAKE A NEW ACCOUNT-

So- Hi everyone! I'll make this so fucking quick because wtf- my computer is shit and it keeps breaking down (like owner like computer I guess-) and I just wanna get out of her Alive omg-

I made this account in a desperate attempt to make my writing blog look much professional but it turns out I'm now gonna have to turn this into my main because my computer is breaking- so yeah! Follow me here please! I'll follow you right back :'v

[alexanderleeofficial]

MAMA LEE! OMG OMG OMG LOOK AT HER. SHES GLOWING WITHOUT THAT SORRY EXCUSE OF A HUSBAND ON HER SHOULDERS 😭💜

Also, Zeyn looking for Xander... Shows how much she still trusts him after everything <3 (Although I wonder if It's because of his third eye?or just because of his intuition. He knows Chris since he was young, after all.)

Over all, I already expected this of Andrew. Since Zeyn killed him, It's only expected that he'll get revenged directly against her. I just hope Xander does something about it... (AND PRAY THAT HE DOESN'T DIE-)

[alexanderleeofficial]

Was having a panic attack while waiting for my Psych Professor, and the first thing I did was draw Christian Dean 😭

Like- could you imagine my thought process in this?? "Oh! I'm having an anxiety attack! I should draw Chris!"

[alexanderleeofficial]

Remember the days when LovingClue wasn't approved by Zeyn yet, so the small percentage of the fandom who likes it acts like they're fugitives hiding from the authorities (which are mostly murderclue/murderloving fans who gatekeeps those two for Chris LMAO)??

Yeah. Good times. Happy I'm here to witness people warming up to it since day 1 xD

[alexanderleeofficial]

The real question is;

Why are we NOT talking about this enough???? Hello??? ALEXANDER'S ON THE GROUND BLEEDING AND POSSIBLY DEAD??? ARE WE READY FOR THIS??? IS THIS A SPOILER OR JUST ART??? WHAT IS THIS????

Edit: Thank you for those who corrected me and said it's Andrew. I'm so glad It wasn't my darling TnT I'm gonna lose my shit once and for all if it was him. (Thought it was from the hairstyle and the man tid- body type. I have no regrets. I'm just relieved it wasn't him.)

[alexanderleeofficial]

I was thinking about the cat distribution system lol. And I'm picturing Xander coming home and there's a cat in his home. He doesn't have a cat. Ethan is currently cuddling it. It has made its way under the hoodie and is purring as Ethan holds it. One can see the head peeking out from the collar of the hoodie.

Xander: Where did the cat come from?

Ethan: I woke up on the couch and she was sleeping on me. -pets the kitty, gaze full of soft affection-

Xander, internally, making a checklist of items to buy: I guess we have a cat now. (He was preparing for a dog, but, hey, more love in the household is more love)

-Blake had left the door open earlier because he wanted to save a bird that hit the window. They also now have a bird friend. The crow brings gifts in thanks-

Pets in Alexander's home? H E A V E N. Trust me, Alexander's full of love to NOT have at least one. and with everyone in the villa currently losing their minds from anxiety... I think they definitely NEED some Animals to focus on. A cat is known to sense stress and even supernatural activities. Cats are known to be a great stress relievers with just their purrs and company! Dogs are playful and happy. They can Influence the room with just the joy and loyalty they have in their hearts. Birds are colorful, Playful, and equally entertaining! I hope that as the Lore reaches its denouement, We get to see a peaceful ending (If not happy) with these characters. I HC Alexander's home having furbabies because of Blake. But I really hope the Collins Family stays there for good, too! They're safer and will probably have more time to be happy in such a big place. Maddison can bake however she likes. Bitter and Blake hanging out... and Alexander and Ethan... do I even have to explain?

Overall! I can see this happening! and I really really REALLY wants this to happen like oml ToT I need my daily dose of happiness with them.

[alexanderleeofficial]

I saw the ask about how we haven't had a good look at Xander's fighting skills, which I definitely agree with! But it made me wonder! Have we really seen how strong he is? Obviously, Christian is stronger (arm wrestling video, when Christian lifted all of them on the table, protecting Zeyn from the motorcycle) but I don't think we've really seen Xander actually try to use his full strength. I don't think he really tried to fight Christian off when Christian attacked him for the betrayal, just probably stayed in pure defense out of guilt and also not wanting to hurt Christian. But Christian was like, "we're the only two strong enough" when he went to Xander about Ethan's rescue? And the short "Their Tension in a Fight" was focused on shipping but Christian, to me at least, also does seem to be struggling if Xander gets the upper hand.

Since we haven't seen him fight recent lore (at least I don't remember any rn), there's probably a chance it might be a significant story moment where he has to go all out? Like we get to see firsthand why Christian can fight so well.

Also, this is more due to his size, but I consider Xander a tank and just hard to take him down and make him stay down.

Oh, hey I just remembered the RPG video. Imma go look at that 😆

Right! like O.M.G I need to see that man fight! He's too fucking big for his own good-

Not only was he Christian's mentor, he's also well-built (and more-) So it'll be a waste of potential if he's just a big bear with no fucking combatant skill, or at least an unseen one. We already saw how Chris and Micah fought. Even Zeyn at this point. Now we NEED to see the others fight too. Alexander's not a good guardian for nothing. Guardians literally means to GUARD. PROTECT. and you really can't do that without knowing defense. Idc if that man breaks bones. I WANNA SEE IT. IN REAL TIME. LIKE- PLEASE- SHOW US WHAT THAT MAN IS CAPABLE OF.

The only reason Alexander's not that much of a fighter is because his emotional capacity is strong. My guy has INTEGRITY. And- No offense- comparing to Ethan (I'm sorry Ethan I love you so much muah!) Alexander can actually STAND his ground. When he saw that Christian's straying away from his morality, he STOPPED loving him and created boundaries. AND actually acted on it. He's soft, but he's not an enabler. Too much is too much. He pushed his feelings aside for the greater good. Saw his worth (and Ethan's worth even.) And decided "Enough." and so. enough.

IF Alexander was not afraid to inflict as much as Chris wasn't? I think the man CAN be in equal grounds with Christian. NOT as god-like strong as Chris was, nor have some sort of Immortality this guys have- but enough to cause threats that will make you FEAR living in the same neighborhood as them. Still, I'm happy Alexander's moral capacity is strong, even when he's under the influence of drugs. After all, it's his strongest pursuit.

[alexanderleeofficial]

A new book!? 👀

Heyyyy~ Guess who's out of Writer's block? xD

A new book named "Bloodline: The Case" is out now! It's basically under the Mystery/Romance genre. It's Lovingclue (of course. wow, who would've thought? lol) I have a very very complex plot idea for this book, so It might take a while to piece them all together x'))

This is meant to be a gift for a certain someone. I'll try updating it every 11th of the month. Along with "The highest of Both sides" which... I'm still choosing a proper time interval to update here and there LMAO but! I'm working on the chapter 2 of it! I have a lot of ideas in mind, but I hope you guys like it!

When a man both mysterious and familiar entered Ethan's life, seeking for help to investigate and find a long-lost relative... Ethan thought

[alexanderleeofficial]

Honestly, before LovingClue became as popular as it did, I just thought it would be a simple rarepair and nothing more, but after seeing your page and even seeing the other fans opinion, this ship honestly has so much potential of being canon as much as MurderClue. Like, they have Enemies to Lovers, enough conflict to have angst which would fit for the theme of the story, and they are both opposites of each other while also paralleling each other as well, it’s honestly amazing 💙🩵 and let’s not mention how Alex’s character became so much more developed and interesting when it involved Ethan.

E XACTLY. Even Zeyn sees the potential, come on now. LovingClue as endgame is already up in the Paradise AU, so I don't really see it as impossible. Sure, Alexander had tried (and succeeded) in Killing Ethan, but with Zeyn's themes? that's like- an average tuesday between the characters at this point- Their love language or whatever- /j Plus, with their emotional maturity (Ethan with romance connections, Xander as everyone's LITERAL guardian), I think it'll be quite easy for them to navigate through their emotions and feelings-whether for each other or just in general. So it's not really IMPOSSIBLE. not at all. In the contrary, It has the HIGHEST chance of being canon in the original world. They are each other's parallels, but continously compliments each other, too. It's hard to put to words, but they're like- spiritually connected in a way that separates them from each other and gives them their own unique differences, but at the same time, ties them down to a similar fate. Something about fate letting one soul with two fragments meet... yep. They balance each other out.

[alexanderleeofficial]

Sometimes I picture an AU where Mama Lee and Alexander get away from his father and then Blake moves in. And then in the same neighborhood is a teenage Ethan who managed to get custody of his niece and nephew and is working to support them. And then they become a village, taking care of these younger ones. (Mama Lee desperately trying to get Ethan to take a break and please, there's plenty of food, you don't have to skip meals, all of you can eat. She ends up roping Xander into her efforts. Ethan and Xander end up relating how they want to make sure their kids have the best future possible and end up supporting each other) Timeskip to their current ages and everyone is always blindsided by the fact these two never dated (Listen, they have kids, dating is not a priority)

(Blake is both Xander's little brother and his kid. I stand by this.)

I'm sending what I hope are cute asks because we need joy in our lives.

The way this is living on my head 24/7 ever since this is written- yep. This deserves its own fic. I just really really... REALLY need time management. AHHHHH- With how Alexander handles both the women and children on just the canon universe ALONE makes me see him as a capable FATHER figure. my guy is DETERMINED to not be like his good-for-nothing father. I need this au in my LIFE y'all just wait for me to get my shit together uwueueueueuwuwueuwwu

[alexanderleeofficial]

Sometimes I wonder anout Xander's and Ethan's relationship right after Xander was released from prison? Did they try to keep in contact? Did they lose contact before then? Was Xander keeping Ethan at an arms distance because he was in debt to Samuel and didn't want Ethan involved? Did something happen with Ethan and Ethan was the one keeping at arm's distance?

Sometimes I speculate that someone found out Ethan was possibly giving Xander special privileges and had Ethan transferred out as a result. So one day he just didn't show up and Xander had no idea where he was.

Long story short, I hope we learn more about the time in between Xander being released and current day.

Based on the lyrics Zeyn used on "People you know", I could only assume that Ethan and Xander grew apart after Xander got out of jail. After all, he got his whole life to fix then. Plus, from Xander's lore alone, it showed that Xander ended up working some job that is connected to Andrew (?) at some point. I really don't think Ethan would like to associate himself with Xander as much after that- (although this is a preeetty old sk, but with the elements adding up to it, it's not possible... no?)

HOWEVER, I do think we deserve a lore drop for that part of the lore too. Was there a DEEPER reason for them just... slowly becoming distant to each other? Why did Xander came from being Ethan's greatest ally to his arch-nemesis and back? what's the deeper dive for Xander's Envy? was it really his jealousy for Murderclue's relationship? if so... How did it went that way?

[alexanderleeofficial]

Hey guysss! So- I low-key really want to create a second account to post some of my fics (also about Zeyn_Syre, of course) without it being mixed with my analyses and headcanons. I plan on opening my asks box soon, for requests, analyses, etc., But I want a personal account for my works since this one is actually mixed with an old Fandom phase I had- (ahem- Creepypasta-)